My early teen years were a struggle, to say the least. I was ungainly, unsure and decidedly uncool. Eventually, I would attain the even teeth, the carefully ironed long hair,  even an acceptable body shape.  But in 1964, I wanted to look like my older brother's cheerleader girlfriends. More seriously, I wanted to be someone else--anyone else except me.

I was miserable at school. I couldn't hide my smarts or keep my mouth shut; couldn't get my footing or find my place. Ripe for teasing, I tried to stay clear of the mean girls and sought refuge in music and books. Then, beginning September 22nd of that year, I had a chance to latch onto a debonair chap and his sexy partner, the stars of "The Man from U.N.C.L.E."

The show was both an homage to and send-up of the popular James Bond movies and starred Robert Vaughn and a young Scottish actor named David McCallum. They played agents of the United Network Command for Law and Enforcement (UNCLE), an international organization dedicated to stopping THRUSH from exercising its evil plan to take over the world.

The casting was impeccable, the setup fantastical and the details were  inspired. Vaughn's character, Napoleon Solo, was the classic spy in the 007 mold: suave, clever; with a fondness for the good life and a weakness  for women.  He was cool in an old-fashioned sort of way; a throwback to previous decades.

But it was McCallum's character, the elusive Illya Kuryakin, who caught and held my attention. The Beatles had landed in the U.S. a few months earlier and like so many girls my age, I was drawn to the safely boyish Paul McCartney. But in Illya, I found my soul-mate: a mysterious, educated (Masters degree from the Sorbonne; PhD in quantum mechanics from University of Cambridge) Russian whose hip calm exterior hid, I was certain, a treasure trove of passion. He seemed to own a wardrobe of swoon-inducing black turtlenecks.  Best of all, he and Solo were working in a spirit of global cooperation to defeat terrorists, anarchists and the like in the middle of the Cold War.  I was hooked.

My mother, in a display of solidarity and support, took pictures of our television set when the show was on and gave me the images. I can't tell you what that meant to me; it was like having your mother approve of your first boyfriend.

"The Man from U.N.C.L.E." lasted four years and took me through high school. Even after I grew out of my ugly duckling phase, I remained loyal to the intrepid spies and to the attractive Illya.   Encountering McCallum in recent times on another show that has saved me--NCIS--is like reuniting with an old love. McCallum's Dr. Donald "Ducky" Mallard is a little fussy, but also funny, smart and sensitive, with a soulful side that probably owes to his Scottish origins (okay, I'm projecting). He's not quite the sexy Kuryakin I remember--except perhaps for the twinkle in his eye. But he seems wise in ways that matter. I'm sure he'd forgive my crush on  Mark Harmon's character. I like to think we have a deeper, more meaningful relationship. He was, after all, my first love.

sources: IMDb; Wikipedia
images: nnbd  firstachurch, photobucket