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Ruminations of a Native Son

AJCalhoun

AJCalhoun
Location
Greater Washington. DC., United States
Birthday
February 06
Title
Critical Care Technician
Company
Dimensions Healthcare System
Bio
Compulsive writer (mostly memoirs and sociopolitical rants), musicologist, hermeticst, fiscal conservative, radical centrist, agrarian socialist; Charter member, Factualist Party; born and raised in DC, healthcare professional, retired businessman, civic and policial activist on two coasts, civil rights movement veteran, and serial divorcee. An empiricist's worst nightmare, I believe in everything but I don't believe everything, including many things I believe in. Turned down by US Army in 1966 for medical reasons, thrown out of Col. Hasan's Black Man's Army in 1967 for being "too militant." Scion of a family only Tennessee Williams could have dreamed up. There's more. There's always more.

MY RECENT POSTS

Is it a stretch to suggest that American public schools are being attacked by a hideous and somewhat amorphous monster? If not (and clearly I believe it is not), then is it a stretch to compare the decapitation of the Statue of Liberty in the 2008 film "Cloverfield" with the decapitation… Read full post »

MAY 11, 2012 6:32PM

An Overdue Letter to My Mother

In the beginning was an epic struggle. Apparently I've done everything the hard way from Day One, so was a breach birth. In 1945, in the hands of a doctor who was famous as the godfather of what would one day become laparascopic surgery (by adapting a victorian buttonhook to accomplish… Read full post »

MAY 5, 2012 11:40PM

Return to Forever

There is an interesting pattern I have noticed in the way sea changes occur in my life, and they didn't begin to happen until Al Gore or the NSA or Teilhard de Chardin or God or somebody invented the internet. Prior to that, things just kind of happened, with no real,… Read full post »

APRIL 11, 2012 11:59PM

The Ghost of Gladys Spellman

Recently a Facebook friend asked me how I manage to avoid burnout in nursing, and how is it that I am able to say "I love all my patients, even the ones I can't stand."

An interesting thing happened the day I was planning to write this: I got sick. I… Read full post »

APRIL 2, 2012 2:29PM

Racists and Bigots and Brutes

It is clearly time to sort through our lexicon of sociopolitical terms and pejorative usages.

As we approach the End of Times according to those who believe the Mayans didn't simply run out of enthusiam or energy, and to those who live for the mad dream of immanentizing the Chritian… Read full post »

MARCH 27, 2012 1:46AM

Reaping the Whirlwind

It is not news that Trayvon Martin is dead and that despite the lack of witnesses and few (but extremely salient) facts there was just cause to arrest and prosecute George Zimmerman, who clearly was acting outside the bounds of legal authority (unless one accepts wholecloth the "stand your ground" do… Read full post »

MARCH 4, 2012 12:05AM

Why I Try

Sometimes I forget why I bother. I've been an activist for so long, a troublemaker, a protester, a volunteer for head-bustings and other inconveniences, one of those who run into places when everyone with any sense is running out, and sometimes I get tired of trying. Then someone will say something… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 19, 2012 2:54PM

Accidentally Like A Martyr

It started because of nice weather. Spring is the season for flat squirrels in the road and cats bearing dead mice, of mating or at least hooking up, and of taking stock - in this case, taking stock of a problematic centennial white oak that's way too close to my modest… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 13, 2012 3:27PM

I Love Everybody

No, really, I do. Even people I hate. And every thing, too. As Brother Dave Gardner once said, "I even love hate. The other day I grabbed me a handful of it and I said 'I got'cha!' But the damndest thing happened: It died in my hand." 

A funny thing happened on FacebookRead full post »

JANUARY 16, 2012 2:49AM

Pride: Why We Celebrate This Day

As is so often the case, I remember exactly where I was and what happened the day that Dr. Martin Luther King was killed. I do not remember the day he was born, because I myself had not yet been born, but the day he died was the day he became… Read full post »

JANUARY 6, 2012 10:40PM

Occupy Change: Imagine!

The word "occupy" has been so overused of late that it's been included in Michigan's Lake Superior University's annual List of Overused Words. I am inclined to agree, because the more loosely a word is used, the faster it loses any concrete meaning. "Occupy" has now become virtually meaningless. Howe… Read full post »

DECEMBER 16, 2011 12:47PM

Almost Like A Prayer

I first posted this in August of 2009. I thought it might have some new meaning now, as it expresses as well as anything I could currently write, my feelings on the passing of Christopher Hitchens.

              &nbsRead full post »

NOVEMBER 19, 2011 3:53AM

The Man Who Would Be King

a square and compass

Recently, in response to one of my Facebook "friends" who is a devout conspiracy theorist, I posted a quote from the website of a fellow Mason, Bro. Gary Frazier, a 32nd degree Scottish Rite Mason, attorney, and holder of degrees in theology and apologetics. Bro. Frazier posed the question: "… Read full post »

OCTOBER 23, 2011 2:00PM

Coming Back

(Some very special thanks are in order to some very special people for this story: Nikki Stern for badgering me to write it, and Dorinda D. for her encouragement, support and belief in what I'm doing. I love you both.) 

Thank god it's...Monday?

Yes.

What on earth is wrong with me?… Read full post »

OCTOBER 7, 2011 10:55PM

Rocky 7: Showdown at the Nursing Home

Reposting this from December, 2008, in response to the current Open Call. Not really an interview, but more like an open letter to a guy I once hated and now find to… Read full post »
OCTOBER 1, 2011 12:04AM

The Power of Myth: What Matters

Because we live in a time that has no faith in legends, we live in a time that has no faith. - from Pandora and the Flying Dutchman

Recently I posted on my wall on Facebook a link to a photo and story claiming to be both authentic and "true," involving a… Read full post »

Editor’s Pick
SEPTEMBER 9, 2011 1:10AM

Ten Years Later: On Your Feet or On Your Knees

The onslaught is inescapable, the media feeding frenzy over the tenth anniversary of the outrage of 9/11/2001 is in full swing, so yes, I remember exactly where I was, I remember every god-awful detail, I remember knowing what was going to happen after the second plane hit, I remember what it… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 1, 2011 5:58PM

On the Edge of Seventeen

I knew her from work. In fact she always said I'd taken her job, that she wouldn't have all the time on her hands if I hadn't come along and knocked her out of her postion of 20 years. She teased me with this, even though it was, in a way,… Read full post »

Editor’s Pick
AUGUST 18, 2011 2:09AM

My "Monster in a Box"

This is the story of a story. The story was lived, repressed, remembered, then written, then novelized, and during that time a number of bizarre things happened to it and to the process. The story has been in the process of being rewritten off and on for twenty years. I think… Read full post »

Editor’s Pick
JULY 8, 2011 2:45PM

Climate of Hunter

We Have Entered Deserted
He Has Gazed From My Windows
As If All That Replaced Us
Could Still End In Me.

-Scott Walker, Sleepwalker's Woman, from Climate of Hunter
 SUMMER

 The thirteen years spent in the old Silver Spring bungalow with my second wife and our daughter often show up in memo… Read full post »

JULY 4, 2011 11:37AM

In Spite of Ourselves

 

It is, perhaps, time to reassess what we are to celebrate on this date, one which has been shrouded in confusion anyway, for far too long.

Independence Day, aka: the 4th of July, has been notable for its fireworks, almost invariably accompanied by ear-shattering renditions of Francis S… Read full post »

JULY 1, 2011 3:48PM

Vanity Unfair

What's in a word? Sometimes far more than Mister Webster or the damned Dictionary dot com ever imagined. What's in a mirror? Pride? Well then, we're on to something now, because while vanity is not only not listed as a sin, pride is a cardinal sin. At least according to the… Read full post »

JUNE 25, 2011 1:53PM

The Word

A couple months ago I wrote here about the artful use of profanity and expletives in writing and speech. The same source that inspired that essay also inspired this one.

 This is about a single word, the most versatile word perhaps in the English language. It is also considered by many… Read full post »

JUNE 19, 2011 11:08AM

Dad, We Need to Talk

First, since it's that day again, Happy Father's Day, Dad.

Second, and as always, I need something. It's always been that way and I'm only realizing what a needy son I've always been, how you realized it even when I didn't, when I loathed the fact you could see my… Read full post »

JUNE 9, 2011 1:02AM

Grace Note

It is that time again. Spring has dragged the bloated corpse of winter out of the yard and summer is making her belated appearance. The cold is gone and the light is back again.

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The mimosa has erupted into bloom, lightning bugs grace the night, a vast array of birds… Read full post »