Well i bet everyone has forgotten me

Nothing has change well my pills have but thats it. Im in the same old bullshit and there is like no escape to it. Im just trapt. Um ive been dumped and now im dating a guy everyone hates. But thats just life. Im… Read full post »

This poem is based on my boyfriend he didnt hurt me physically but the emotional pain is there

hope u like it

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Sick

You manipulate

You destroy heart, body and mind

You use a blade to cut me

The blood spilling excites you

You use your… Read full post »

I've been so tired its insane. Theres no engery in me. I'm falling asleep in classes and at lunch. I don't know whats wrong with me. I mean I've been going to sleep  late but not that late. I go to sleep at 12 and then wake up at 6:30. So… Read full post »

my life doesnt seem to change its the same old crap

Well my bf Kevin is a jerk. He loves ditchin me after he promices me to be there. Then there Brandon who i thought was a good guy. I tell him my past about being with alots of online guys… Read full post »

God, I’m pissed and sad. Okay my family had a chat with me. They think I’m in the wrong. But tell me am I wrong? Look when I was younger my mom would always be sleeping or working. She wouldn’t talk to us only yell. She would get mad when I… Read full post »

Ok so much to say so alittle time in this class. Ok well I was feeling sad so I talked to my aunt and well I  spilled my heart out to her about my mom. My mom wouldnt let me hang out with the only friend I got because she doesnt… Read full post »

I've been having good day ever since they took me off my 2nd pills. But I still want to become homed schooled.

I had given a person story of my life to my school prject and I used what I wrote here in the past. But then i got called… Read full post »

Well I know I lost contact with you guys. Its been in and out for me with open salon. But now i think i will be writing more often. Life is the same for me. I'm talking to Mike and John. Um I'm in the same circle but im not depressed… Read full post »

help me i want to b pretty how can i be?

A pack of wolves circle me ready to attack

They bite down on my skin

They rip and tare me apart

It hurts so bad the pain unbearable

I want the pain to stop

I pray and plead

I’m bleeding massively

I feel dizzy

The wolves finish me… Read full post »

well i thought elloit liked me he said he did. i dump jarrett now elloit doesnt want me. i feel like the end of the world has come and im there taking all the blows of gods anger.

i lost the one thing i truly wanted it hurts. it just… Read full post »

I was at a day hospital for 2 week i just got out like a few days ago. I got so much homework. Its insane. I just wanted to say hi to all you people. I hope all you guys are great and i wish the best for all you guys.… Read full post »

Well in school I'm not taking photography I'm taking psychology but I still love taking pictures. So tell me what you think.

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Hey it's me Jaquelyn. Um school is coming close to a start. I'm so scared. I'm going to be taking ap studio arts. I got my portfolio of pictures. I'm scared that I'm not good enough. But I have to try and try my best to b a good a photographer… Read full post »

Hey it's me Jaquelyn. Its been so long since I've been on this site. Um things havnt changed that much they have changed alittle for the better and alittle for the worse. But I'm still alive and still breathing so that must mean god still wants me on this earth to… Read full post »

I dump Mike and he tried killing himself he stab himself in the chest. I cant believe it I feel like crap I want to kill myself. I cause someone to hurt themselves. I don’t deserve to live. I’m a piece of shit and if there was a hell I would… Read full post »

I feel that my friends are not really my friends. Because since I’ve been on the pill they been telling me things like you were so annoying and angry when you weren’t on the pills. My family loves me on pills they love that I’m not sad and angry. Everyone loves… Read full post »

“I love the both of you”- That’s is what my friend said when she found out I was bipolar.

Yes I’m bipolar that’s is what they told me. Um, I’m not happy I am. I’m happy because I found out what I got but there’s a pain that comes with it.… Read full post »

I'm not going to talk about my condition. This is just a hi. Well um I'm going to a wedding this weekend. I got a dress. I make it look bad but the color yellow is so great. Ive gotten fatter. I weigh 104- 105. I been doing my home work.… Read full post »

hey people

i'm going to a shrink on March 30 at 7:30 am

Today i see my doctor

I bought a dress from the wedding it was 70 bucks at Deb. I bought 2 shirt that were on sale for 6.50 each at Charotle Russe.

Um i've been… Read full post »

Well im gettin help

It's my doctor and this other person that talks.

Also im going to see a elder

I hope i dont get cencered

My appointment is in Wens. 7 pm

Thanx for ur comments

Thanx fireeyes24 ur my life saver.

Trig im sorry for being a… Read full post »

Look people. I'm going to talk to my mom. But please stop i hate the attetion. I didnt mean it to get out of hand. Now there this cop and he's email me. How did he did my email? God this is worse then anything. Just stop please.

I'm going… Read full post »

I’ve been hiding things from you guys. Um I don’t know where to start. I knew I had to say something to you guys because I started cutting today I woke up early because the whole night I was thinking about suicide. I woke up and I took the knife from… Read full post »

Hi here the video but this is part. There another video with the other great people but it isn’t going to made till later.

In the first video I talk about:(if you don’t want to see the whole video I have put the time where I start to talk about you)… Read full post »