well i thought elloit liked me he said he did. i dump jarrett now elloit doesnt want me. i feel like the end of the world has come and im there taking all the blows of gods anger.
i lost the one thing i truly wanted it hurts. it just hurt being alone and unloved.


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Guys at your age are not good at being honest with their feelings. Maybe Elliot wasn't ready for a relationship? Its not your fault, you need to know that.
This WILL pass and you will find someone, trust me.
Hugs!
lots of love and hugs to you.. You are not alone..
For future reference take all TRIG advice with a grain of salt.
Now (more advice) quit being oh so dramatic!
Rely on YOU. The only person you can trust totally. Boyfriends will come and go. You need to be secure and happy with yourself first and foremost.
Damn....
You are such a wonderful girl....now you need to start believing that. Trig and FE are right. Boys come and go....at this age, you do not realize that yet. But you can be strong and wonderful on your own. Are you still working on your photography? Focus your energies on being creative and if it's meant to be, the right boy will come along. You have to learn to be okay with being by yourself. Here's a poem that I posted on my blog that I think fits you perfectly. Read it and take what it says to heart....ok? Hugs and Kisses!!
After A While
After a while, you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts.
And presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
With the grace of God, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight
And after a while you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure ...
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth
And you learn and learn ...
And with every goodbye, you learn.
By Veronica A. Shoffstall