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Ann Nichols

Ann Nichols
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East Lansing, Michigan,
Birthday
December 31
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I write, I read, I clean up after people and I worry about things. I have a chronic insufficiency of ironic detachment. My birthday isn't really December 31; it's March 22 but it won't let me change it.

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SEPTEMBER 3, 2010 8:50AM

Fall-ing Happily

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Years ago, when “Color Me Beautiful” was all the rage, I “had my colors done.” I turned out to be an “Autumn,” which didn’t surprise me in the least - in every possible way, from my reddish hair to the deepest reaches of my soul, I am a fall girl. This morning as I walked the dogs I felt that first snap of cold in the air, and saw leaves on the sidewalk, rendered terrestrial by two days of heavy rains. They were an indescribable scarlet, surrendering their lives in a blaze of color that jumped up from the dull, gray concrete and made me smile. It’s coming.

I know that there are people who adore summer, and who bitterly mourn the end of heat, light, blooming flowers and lazy days by the pool. I try to understand that, but my own yearning is for the end of that indolence and warmth. As the air grows cooler, the days shorten, and the leaves turn from endless green to an assortment of reds and golds, I feel a surge of energy and possibility. School starts, sweaters come out of storage, and there is a pencil-scented air of fresh starts. I will no longer feel vaguely sticky and frizzy all the time, and I can put away the light, bright clothes that seemed so fresh at the end of May, and now seem limp and exhausted. It is time for cashmere and long sleeves, flannel and layers in the richest browns, deepest greens and bravest shots of orange.

There is a faint smell of wood smoke in the air, which I have to be imagining because it’s been illegal to burn leaves here since I was in high school. Still, it’s there, along with the sound of the college marching band practicing the fight song. There are football games, tailgate parties, and the Homecoming Parade with fleece-jacketed children scrambling to catch the candy thrown by passing dignitaries, and stuffing some into their cold-pinked cheeks even though it’s Right Before Dinner. 

I also love the fall holidays best. I no longer trick or treat, and Sam is too old for a costume parade at school, but there is still some vestigial magic in a cool, October night with miniature ballerinas and Spidermen around every corner. Thanksgiving brings my family together around a starched tablecloth, eating exactly what we always ate after many feints at “having something different, you know, just to make it more interesting.” We don’t really want it to be “interesting;” we want a warm, glowing beacon of connection to bring us together and illuminate how really lucky we are to have so much.

I delight ridiculously in pumpkins, squashes, and apples…I could write for several days just about the apples. The smell of an orchard, the selection of the best specimens from tree and ground, a day spent stomping among the benevolent trees that offer us hundreds of round, red/green packages of bliss. I know it’s all science, but I prefer to see it as magic, like the trip to the pumpkin field to choose the specimens that best fit our plans for a scary face, a lacy artistic rendering, or (in my case) random stars and moons. There is also the cider, which I believe to be the actual drink of the Gods (do they have apples in Greece?), the Butternut Squash soup, the apple pie, the apple cakes, and the homemade applesauce that makes the house smell like the home of the cider-drinking deities. Even as I mourn the end of the heirloom tomatoes, the crisp corn and the jar of Basil on my kitchen windowsill, I am buoyed by the rich promise of Things That Go With Cinnamon. Because how could that be bad?

Try not to mourn, you summer people. There really are seasons for everything and everyone, and you have had months of linens, tan skin and sandals. Be happy for those of us who come alive with the first thread of chill in the hot, moist air; this is our time to bloom and glow in sync with the natural world. Did I mention cashmere and homemade applesauce? You’ll love it.

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I remember that! I can't remember what season I fall under. I think summer. So sad...... It seems an odd season for fair-skinned blondes warned repeatedly to avoid the sun, right?
One of your finer pieces, I think.
When it comes to Color Me Beautiful, I think I'm a winter, but fall really is the best northern season. I have my windows open this morning for the first time in weeks. The heat returns in a few days, but its back is broken - and I'm going to go out and buy some chrysanthemums.
Oh annie, I am mourning the end of summer just a little less after reading this. You have reminded me of all the wonderful things about Fall. I had my colors done, too back in the day. Apparently i am a Winter. Pftt. Yeah, right. ~r
When it's summer, I'm a summer person. When it's fall, I'm fall person. Etc., etc. They each have their own special sights, sounds, smells and sensations. (But I'm pretty sure I don't miss those 6-month Cleveland winters!)

This is a beautiful tribute to all things fall.
Wonderful, descriptive elements to the writing in this one. Very much enjoyed. Thank you.
So lovely. I'm not surprised you are an Autumn. I fell into the Spring category, but am still in denial about it, because all the colors I love most went to you lucky Autumns. I'm sure you look great in olive green cashmere.

I adore every season, for different reasons. While I'm a bit sad to see summer leave, this morning, a squirrel with a stuffed mouth dropped an acorn on my head, an extra he was trying to carry in his paws. The beautiful little nest that the chickadees built on my walk route is empty. My fridge is full of tart sweet crispy apples from the farmer's market, and yesterday, I spent meeting with students. This is where I mark the beginning of a new year, and always have. Happy New Year, my friend!
Beautiful piece, lovely descriptions, images of fall coming alive, perfect timing. I am an autumn color person as well with red hair and freckles, like a maple tree.
My colors are Spring, and I love the blooming and bursting, but am happiest in the fall. I am a person of the equinoxes, I think.
What a gorgeous ode to Autumn! I love: "there is a pencil-scented air of fresh starts. I will no longer feel vaguely sticky and frizzy all the time, and I can put away the light, bright clothes that seemed so fresh at the end of May, and now seem limp and exhausted. It is time for cashmere and long sleeves, flannel and layers in the richest browns, deepest greens and bravest shots of orange." I couldn't agree more. I no longer go to school but that pencil scent really does seem to be in the Fall air when I go home during this season to visit my parents. Thanks for a lovely read. Rated.
Ann, I can't just keep saying the same thing, but you keep doing the same thing...writing so brilliantly. I really enjoyed this post especially.
In this 90 plus degree heat, you have brought me back to my autumnal senses. I agree with Kathy. This is one of your finest pieces.
Lovely. Here's to autumn, from another auburn-haired fall lady.
Just what I needed to read today. I'm happily awaiting cooler weather and sweaters and hoodies and apples and pumpkins and crisp nights and no more yard work. Happy Fall to you, Ann!
Just a delight of visions and sensation I just received from you-- Thank you! It was 100 degrees here yesterday, I can't to notice some of the signs of autumn, my favorite season as well...beautifully written.
Always perfect days here in San Diego. I miss a real Fall.
Went outside this morning and was quickly aware of feeling fall in the air. Seasons come and seasons go. Each brings joy if we allow it. Lovely piece.
Fall is great and you convey some of its best attributes here. Makes me feel misty and mellow.
Oh, trust me, I am so not mourning summer's leaving. However, given I am in Texas, I have at least 3 more months NOT to mourn! Thanks for the glimpse into the future.
Yes, yes indeed. I live for the autumnal equinox. Summer for me has always been something I've had to endure to get to my beloved autumn. It's like you say, for most, summer is the season of movement and energy. For me, it's the fall. The holidays, the crisp air, and the explosions of color...nothing better.

Thanks for expressing your love of fall so eloquently. My thoughts exactly.
I'm a fall person too. I love knowing I won't need the A/C for several months. I love driving through town in the afternoon and seeing all the kids happily leaving school. In October, the leaves will turn lovely colors and even driving on crowded roads will be delightful.

Beautifully expressed as always, Ann.
You captured the essence of fall so well that I could almost smell it as I read this--and I completely relate.
When I've spent the fall in areas where the seasons don't really change, I found that I really missed all the things your describe about it. Now that I live in the southern (HUMID) Midwest, I find that I crave fall . . . except that it means yet another summer has passed me by . . .
I love fall. It's the best thing about living in Michigan, and I've noticed trees starting to change already. But even though I love fall, I am a winter.
This is beautiful, Ann. I don't know my season but I love all seasons for their own beauty, and for what they evoke in me. Winters in Montreal, should be shorter though, because they eat part of spring. ~R
"I feel a surge of energy and possibility." That sums it up. This post resonates we with me. I am a fall girl too. It's the time when I feel most alive. This is a gorgeous homage to the season. What a pleasure!
I'm definitely a Spring chick, but man I won't miss Summer.

Fall is fabulous. It's full of vivid foliage, crisp air, and I so love spicey hot apple cider.
Me too! Me too! I just love this. And I love autumn - everything about it. Love, love, love....
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We miss it here in the valley of the sun. But in the September mornings, 78 is the new 48. I just don't feel quite as smart. Keep feeding me the seasons.
My favourite too Ann. Always has been. Lovely prose here.
I'm an Autumn too! But I must say I've become more attached to summer than I used to be. The waning August is starting to appeal to me best, with its chorus of crickets and old-feeling sun.

Lovely post as usual. :)
There is something nice about fall, but this summer has been a no-go here so I feel like I missed something...except for my vacation in Hawaii. I never even got to put away the sweaters!
I can see and smell the sights and sounds of an American Fall! Thank you for such a vivid descriptions! J
I'm a "winter" but -- oh, yes -- that first crisp morning that signals the arrival of fall, no matter how faint, is the day my spirits soar. Here in the South, we're a ways out, all sweaty and cranky.
Amen, sister! I've been planning my own fall post--I love it so--but you covered it pretty thoroughly. Maybe I'll write a whole post on pumpkins, glorious pumpkins, king of the gourds!
I am so with you on this. You captured it beautifully==the sights, the smells. We like to serve "Fall Especiales": warm cider with mulling spices and butterscotch schnapps. Suh-weet.
Happy for you. Sad for me; but delighting in your magical prose. And, yes, cinnamon does help a lot. "There is a pencil-scented air of fresh starts" (and so much else). (Baked Jemmy's cinnamon bread yesterday. Ahhhhhhhhh.)
More please. You're such a class act, Ann. You've inspired me to write. Thank you, thank you, thank you. :)
I love fall, too. But summer was barely here this year, and I'm not quite ready. :)

Beautiful as usual!
I too enjoy the fall but give me those hot, hot days of blazing sunshine, please. You are a fine writer and this was good word art. Enjoyed it very much.
I too am an autumn...gold/green eyes. I love everything you say about autumn! Thanks for this wonderful tribute so beautifully and thoroughly stated! xo, It's nearly here!!!! :}
I am a winter even after letting my hair go grey but autumn is my season (birthday time too). You paint a portrait of color and smell. I enjoy autumn as a welcome respite and recovery. But here in Southern Nevada today (Boulder City) the furnace is turned up high 107! and the wind is like a blow dryer turned up high for too long. After running in and out I am in the bedroom keeping the blinds shut as if this was my cave dwelling. Tomorrow in the low 90's! Fall is just around the corner.
I felt that way too about the change of season. summer had its charm but fall felt more natural and winter was a welcome visiter here in southern california's coastal paradise. I think I like fall best too though.
Here us a poem written to that effect about ten years ago.



NOTICING SPRING

I just noticed
I don't have to wear the top of my sweat suit
I love it
that top
so sweet and soft
cuddly protection
a security blanket

I just noticed
the leaves on the pomogranet tree
are tiny and gold
pointed and small
so stingy
but promising
greeness and fruit
soon

I just noticed
all my writer friends
are writing
mostly poetry
an ode to love
another to the wind
and getting old
without aging

Here I am
doing it too
I just noticed
it's here at last
SPRING.



sequel

I wish winter were here
It's not even fall
hot dry days
nights promising coolness
but not yet

I wish the dry heat
from high pressure inland
would draw in cool breezes
waiting over the seacoast

I wish I had watered the plants more often
everything is getting brown . . . and crisp
everything looks dead.
I wish it would rain.

--
make new synapses every dayi
Utterly magical, Ann. You are right there is a powerful spell at work.
This was really nice and mirrors so many of my own sentiments. I'll have to keep it on hand in the event we actually get an autumn this year.

Rated.
Fall is my favorite season, too. Here in Sacramento, with all of our trees turning colors, it's gorgeous in autumn.

I could do without the temperature extremes of winter and summer, and I like springtime -- except for all of the pollen, which requires me to pop generic Claritin like candy.

So fall is the best of all worlds -- moderate temperatures, beautiful colors and no allergies... And, of course, the holidays. (The Latino culture's Day of the Dead I love, too.)
Beautiful, windy day here today. I love fall too... waiting for that first trip to Uncle John's.
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i was already almost vibrating at the idea that fall is here/coming soon/almost here, and i read this and every word says what i feel and wish i could have written. one of your best, annie. grab your sweater. let's go have a warm drink of something.