so today all i got for vd was cookies...i had been craving some chocolate covered strawberries, but none were to be found. i hope everyone else had a better vd than me. ttfn

well after i was done with husband # 1 i soon found myself with the ball and chain that would take ten years off my life. sure i did get two beautiful boys out of the deal, but in the process i lost myself. where i was once confident and sure… Read full post »

the first time i made a bad choice in the love/marriage department i was 17, 17 & stupid. i wanted out of my house where all i knew was physical and verbal abuse along with neglect. i ended up leaving one bad situation and creating an entirely new one for myself.… Read full post »

falling in love has been a mistake i've made more than once. the last go around has been hard to get over, try as i might to keep him out of my life he just won't stay away, some days i welcome his friendship, but most times i am reminded of… Read full post »

but the sex was fantastic, he is a good ten years younger, but it didn't matter at the time, now those ten years  i have on him tell a different story. so much life can be packed into ten years. for me a few relationships, marriages, kids, for him...well i was… Read full post »

just a couple of nights ago i was in a bad way, i needed someone to talk to, so i call a friend, who also happens to be an ex. big mistake. i called him because he had assured me he would be there for me. so why do i feel… Read full post »

so i stumbled upon this place and now here i am, ready to try and put some of my feelings down. open up my heart and let you see some of the broken pieces inside.

these last few days have been quite lonely for me, no man in my life, no… Read full post »