My story begins the fall of 1998 when I return to the workforce after taking a year off to spend time with my young family. I needed to file for divorce and had to get a job. It took all of 2 weeks to find a good paying job as a production supervisor in a Tier 1 automotive plant. This plant supplied the Big 3 with convertible top assemblies.
This is southern Michigan, rural farm land with a large manufacturing base.
Shortly after I hired in, my plant began shifting operations to our sister plant in Toluca, Mexico. Little by little our parent company milked us dry. We were a fairly recent acquisition for this enormous supplier of products used to create the “cockpit” in the cars we drive. With manufacturing plants across 3 continents, their goals were selfish and shortsighted. A few CEOs came and went, taking with them large multi-million dollar severance packages on their way out the door. Soon we were known as the "launch plant" and once new programs were production ready, they were Mexico bound. They filed for bankruptcy in 2004ish. Through several headcount reductions in salaried workforce, I was lucky. I managed to hang on and ended up being the "last dog standing" in my department.
I tried; man did I try, to influence the process. My ability to motivate my employees to achieve record production goals I thought would make a difference in the long run. On a regular basis, I'd march into the operation managers office and announce "How do ya like me now?!? 110% of goal! Ha!" Finally the plant manager pulled me aside, I think I was becoming tiresome to the big guy, and gently told me it didn't matter how good my team was, cause if we could do it, the Mexicans could do it cheaper.
It was strange really, for 3 years after filing bankruptcy, I still did not anticipate that I may be in for a long term struggle financially. I shoulda been a cheerleader, happy go lucky dork that I am. I worked so hard to keep my crew positive that it resulted in me not fully grasping our obvious and ultimate demise. So my company lied, cheated and cooked the books to the point that 3 of the top managers turned state’s evidence on the current CEO and he was indicted for fraud and money laundering. And that was mid 2007.
But land on my feet I did when 2 weeks before the doors closed I was offered a job as a contract supervisor at the Delphi plant directly across the street. Sweet! More money, oh yea so they are in bankruptcy too, but Mama's got a job and dinners on the table!
Thud! The other shoe drops and 6 days before Christmas in 2007 they called me into the office to lay me off but guess what, get to finish the week. Fabulous! Hateful hostile work environment, major bunch of assholes. F**king B*tch even wanted me to write up one of the job setters she had targeted, and I was still her sheriff till Friday. (um, I refused to follow through, whatta ya gonna do, FIRE ME?)
The loss of my routine, a 60 hour work week that started as early as 2:45am when I rolled my ass outta bed, had a paralyzing effect on me.Early 2008, its winter in Michigan, ice, snow, me holed up in my remodeled 1876 country home doing my best to not FREEZE. Depression sets in. Remember I have a cheerleader personality; these things don't happen to me! There is no such thing as failure! Hike your skirt up and run sister! Fuck.
Oh, and the insurance of course was cut off immediately. A trip to the SS office and I was able to qualify my son for Medicaid, but when she looked at my hard earned little portfolio, she said, “My you have done well for yourself, you don’t qualify.”
With one child now in college and one high school, I slide into a bit of a depressed state, gained a few pounds, now chubby, broke and depressed. I bum around looking for work, turns out I need a degree now to be a supervisor, don’t gots one. Oh and can’t fail to mention the 20% unemployment rate in my county (no not Detroit, that was worse, or check out the stats on Flint)
So I did what any normal person would do and got my real estate license in an incredibly down market, sold my mom’s 37 acre farm, gave my home back to the bank after a failed short sale, packed all my worldly belongings, (and those of my then 79 year old mom’s vast accumulation of worldly belongs, some of which she still cannot find, shhhhh) onto a 54 foot trailer and had 3 farm boys drive it out to Kansas! (I had an epiphany, what can I say).
Bottom line, I’m happy, the plan, while always in transition, has borne fruit. And my economy will not be controlled by this economy, ‘cause its fucked.


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Never could figure that one out!
The economy of greed and blood lust has
not been kind has it.. Great post
"my economy will not be controlled by this economy,
‘cause its fucked. " You bring up an intriguing idea: how
many people these days are re-inventing their very identities.
There cannot be a greater existential terror than losing all
the adjectives that describe one; well...not all..still a cheerleader,
always a mom...
BTW, there was a lengthy story in the NY Times about how Apple has sent a lot of its jobs overseas too. America, land of opportunity ... to collect unemployment.
R
Mitt Romney would be a good person to ask about the corporate attitude of contempt toward employees; his stint at Bain with its mantra of "creative destruction" helped herd thousands of people to unemployment lines and put them in situations just like yours.
Kiss up!
HAHAHAHA... blog cherry breaking EP!!!
Excellent post.
We're hanging onto our 28 ft. trailer just in case.
@jlsathre - plant closings have become far too common place. So many struggling. This is a time when we have to turn to family and our own sense of survival, but survive we do. I am blessed, I pulled it off, but do live paycheck to paycheck at age 50, which is pretty sad.
@ phyllis45 - I have family here. My sister and some other extended family all live with a few miles of us. Yes attitude is everything, isn't it?
@ Harry- what ever works dude! Just don't get caught!
Oh, and welcome!
Cranky - This isn't over, I don't know how it can be repaired only how it can get worse.
Unbreakable - thank you!
Sheila - riots for sure!
Margaret - Landing on your feet, or the ability to get back up after a faceplant, is tough but we all do it in various areas of our lives. The never quit attitude is probably a nature/nurture thing for me. "Do something even if its wrong" was a often heard phase growing up. I has served me well, but seriously, so many have endured so much more. I am lucky and blessed! Employees in the manufacturing sector are pushed and pushed hard to produce, its brutal.
Connie - Thank you, yes. Reinvention, a requirement for survival I believe.
Good Daughter - Trig? there's another blog my dear!
Congratulations on your EP! Congratulations (I think) on dating
tr ig. :-)
I still have a special fondness for all the cool places in Michigan – it’s an incredibly large and diverse state. Memories of the gently rolling farms in the south, the incredible coastline and lakes, Motown, and the Yoop evoke smiles for me.
So what was the epiphany and why Kansas? Good to hear that you are making it today. Welcome to OS.
This is a great start - fast, short and full of everything needed to get your tale told (no wonder the EP so quick). Looking forward to more!
Only down side is it's too easy to relate to your subject.. :-/
Rated for cheer leader maybe, but I think I'll call ya firebrand..
Welcome to OS!
Lezlie
The epiphany- one day driving home December of 2008 it just struck me that what I needed to do was sell my house and my mom's and buy one together. Chose Kansas because my sister lives here and we all wanted to be closer.
Firechick - that is understandable that your brother is out of work, no building! This should start to come back soon, hopefully...
Apache Savage - well, sometimes its just a state of mind, even if you have to talk yourself into it!
Lunchlady - I'll catch ya later then!
Lunch Lady! Howdy! Last night I put a link on my facebook page and a few of my previous employees commented thanking me for always being positive and how it helped them during such a rough time to . I cried. I thought I had resolved all these old demons but this exercise has shown me otherwise.
And can't tell you how excited I am for you that
this blog is recognized and put on the OS cover.
It's a butterfly stomach moment when you press
PUBLISH the first time isn't it!
If you play your cards right you have a chance to
steer clear of the black list, where you will find me
right at the top, just below tinkerertink69...
Emily, I lubs you!!!
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You can just say you left and that you were fed up with working too many hours, in fact more hours, so that top management could skin and minimize more in order to justify their salaries.
As I've seen in so many posts before, the gap between those at top and those producing the work that allows those to stay on top is widening.
Do you think the big exec's were getting up at 2:00AM because they wanted to do the right thing and valued their work ethic? Why is that?
well done.
There was an interesting story on forbes.com about German auto companies building twice as many cars as the US, while paying their workers twice as much. And they're making a profit!
People in power make short-term gains by turning the US into a third-world country. A resource mine and a place to dump goods.
All the best for your new Kansas life!
Andrew - thanks, I gots big ones some days! Oh yea, working a ton of hours when your on salary and its capped and your threatened if you say your not working over 55 hours (the cap), they don't like it much. Don't miss that at all. Driving into work for a 4:am start up and a pit in your stomach, don't miss that either. I never would have quit without something as good or better to go to, not possible for a single income single parent. I liked my job, liked my folks, have no use for the wind bag CEOs.
Laura - Thank you! This is fun, I hope to contribute from time to time and I enjoy the challenge of writing, something I haven't done much since high school.
Helmsinepu- I definitely second that! Not sure how this country with such its vast resources in brains has to sucumb to such mediocicy. Hope I spelled that right...
Myriad - you got it. Control what you can and take the bull by the horns. Atleast if you fail, you gave it your best shot.
ccdarling, Detroit is a broken city. Empty buildings, houses and businesses. We have to start over, fixing what we have would be impossible.
Mumbletypeg, not sure if I think of myself that way, just another survivor maybe. Thank you for stopping by.
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