I did not know at that time I was having a severe, panic attack.  Apparently, it was too much for me dealing with Andrew's medical needs along with having two other children.  It was more than stressful.  It was a nightmare!

Fortunately, I never experienced another severe, panic attack.  But, I did experience a tightness in my chest or see wavy lines.  Sometimes, I would experience one of these health conditions while teaching in the classroom.  I told no one at school about this.  I did not want to risk being put on the chopping block.  At that time, teachers who had chronic health conditions faced the possibility of being observed more than others.  I did not need anymore drama in my life.  So, I coped with it.

Eventually, I went to see my primary care physician and became acquainted with the words 'mild panic attack'and 'visual aura migraine without the pain.'