I retraced my steps.
I do that a lot, not just because sometimes the memory fails and I don't know I've been down a path before, but there is comfort and value in the things I know. So I choose to visit again those things I love. I'm then often rewarded with epiphanies.
And it's never the same. I was listening this morning to Fresh Air with Terry Gross. She was interviewing Merce Cunningham, an American avant-garde choreographer. Merce passed away on July 26 at age 90. The interview was originally broadcast in 1985.
The conversation was fascinating. At one point he observed that it was okay to sit quietly and observe two Coke bottles. He said they may look similar, but in fact they couldn't possibly be the same as they didn't occupy one space. The light passing through and reflecting off of each was worthy of contemplation, for the beauty revealed and the inspiration delivered.
It's the same with my journeys, short and long. None of us can ever step in the same stream twice—ever. From one microsecond to the next, it will never again be what it was. Each step along the way, each thing I look at, each thought I have is fundamentally different from those things that have gone before.
Don't get me wrong, I love visiting new things. But I also love coming to an understanding—however limited and imprecise—of something I'd seen or some place I'd visited before. And I am a contemplative, slow photographer.
But—I dug in my heels at repeating something this past weekend. I had to take my youngest, the third of three, to his orientation at Texas Tech in Lubbock. The campus is beautiful, the people are extraordinarily nice. It's true that Lubbock is the home of Buddy Holly and for that fact alone, the city gets a pass on being so profoundly unremarkable—so unworthy of going there for its own sake. It's not a pretty place.
My son and I were separated—we each had our own orientations to attend. This will be our third child in college—in fact, next month we will have three in college at the same time.
(I don't know what my bride was thinking when she orchestrated our Irish triplets. Having three kids in less than three years has some advantages—you get through phases very quickly. But there are some downsides: diapers, sibling birth order issues enhanced and financial concerns. In all honesty, I just did what I was told. Even though I was a happy participant, there are complicated reasons why there were three and why they were delivered rapid-fire.)
The upshot is that with the others already in college and my having done all this before—I didn't have to sit through an hour and a half seminar on how to pay for my child's education online. I've done this before. I know how to do this kind of stuff. I was restless and didn't want to revisit all this stuff again. I endured the first day, but then I bolted.
So the next day, instead of attending a morning of information designed for parents new to the college experience and fidget through stuff I'd been through before, I played hooky—300 miles of hooky. It took some time to get where I wanted to be. I revisited State Road 207 as it entered Palo Duro Canyon and continued the loop over to just west of Amarillo, to the Cadillac Ranch.
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I hope you notice the Open Salon addition to the Cadillac in the image at the top of this post. It won't be there long, this will be your only chance. You may have to see it in a larger size than what is afforded here on the blog. An image 485 pixels wide sometimes doesn't reveal everything you need to see. You can view a larger version of it here.
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Cadillac Ranch is a collaborative art project. I posted a blog a long while ago (in OS time) that documents my first trip there. On that blog is some copy from the Wikipedia article about the place so I won't repeat that info here. But suffice it to say, that it is an art installation that is continually changing and evolving. Everyone is welcome to participate. From soon after the ten Caddies were installed, people were drawn in to add their own artistic DNA—pebbles tossed in a stream that is ever changing and never again the same. It is still worth the journey: to view, to think, to participate.
Amarillo is growing. In what used to be a vast and vacant farmland and pasture, the city is encroaching. It won't be long before the surrounding area is built up. In fact, this is the second location for the Cadillac Ranch—it was moved about three miles westward in 1997. From the entry gate on the service road of Interstate 40 leading into the site the image above is the tenth of ten from the left as your looking south at the installation.
My first visit there was in 2007. No. 10 looked like this then:
You see my point. Well, part of it—we are witnesses and participants to the ever-evolving.
But before I post some more images of my most recent trip I want to make a larger statement.
I think the Cadillac Ranch is a lot like Open Salon.
Both are very much in the moment. Both represent a veneer of time. And in both we paint our comments onto another's canvas. The slice of time is infinitely small.
And once we post something odds are it will have a life of it's own for some time then it will quietly slip beneath the waves, rarely to be seen again. There are exceptions, as we can see in the Most Read feed. This is my 108th post on Open Salon. I'm not prolific, I've just been here a while. But my own experience is repeated for many here, that once a post has run it's course, it is rarely visited again.
This isn't a bad thing, it is after all a metaphor of our times—of how we use and consume information from our chosen media. I love the journey. I love Open Salon. I love sharing. I love giving. I love you.
Thanks for visiting. Thanks for stepping in this stream with me.
Here's the rest of the Cadillac Ranch, but only from the few moments I was there:
No. 10
No. 9
No. 9
No. 8
No. 7
No. 6
No. 6
No. 5
No. 4
Some of what's written: "Life is a journey, don't piss off the other passengers" and "Drive it like it's rented."
No. 4
No. 3
No. 2
No. 1
No. 1
1 to 10—left to right
for a larger version of this last one, see here.
Oh, one other thing that's kind of cool. The last image is what's called an HDR rendition. HDR stands for High Dynamic Range, or something like that, and it's a post process rendition where three different images of the same shot are combined. The three shots are taken at different exposure compensations and from a tripod to minimize movement and the results usually present a greater depth in all parts of the image. I don't normally do HDR, but I thought I'd give it a try. However, there was a funny thing that happened in this rendition.
The third car in from the left, No. 3, shows a guy standing there, but he got melded into the car like Hans Solo frozen in carbonite. The combining can't account for a person's movement. Here's a crop enlargement of that guy:
I have some additional images (if you can believe it) of the Cadillac Ranch on a gallery site I maintain. You can visit that here.
all images copyright © 2009 by barry b. doyle • all rights reserved
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I had two in college at the same time, I cannot even imagine three!
VR, a thought like that from you means a lot, I know you know that. Thank you. xo
Gary, I loved that interview too. The first link takes you to the Fresh Air page where it can be heard again. I think you really get what I'm saying too, the artists among us will, for sure. Thanks friend.
Patricia, thanks too for getting it as well. I value you too, nice that I love you too, but that's bonus.
That's an excellent addition you've made to #10. I wonder if the person who contributed to the wheel hub in #5 was thinking of email addresses but was interrupted? :-)
Looking at Cadillac Ranch, I'm reminded of action painting (a form in abstract expressionism, for those unfamiliar with the term, the most famous practitioner probably being Jackson Pollock). It's not really that, because most of the work seems to be very deliberate (other differences: it's collaborative and extends over a much longer period of time), but I'm surprised at the convergence in the overall effect. Pretty cool.
I also like your thoughts on identity. You engage with some deep philosophical issues. (Open Salon is something like the ship of Theseus, as you suggest--individual parts, in the form of posts and posters, fall away and change over time, and yet we talk about OS as having a persistent identity...)
Very nice post!
Have you ever been to the big Island of Hawaii and seen the white rocks against the black lava...large and small bits of movable graffiti where people have left their marks. They too change. This made me think of them.
Rated
or maybe, I/we just missed you much.
-Lisa
I would love to see the images but I am in rural northern Nicaragua and the pics take a half a day to download. I will check it out when I get back. I didn't realize the ranch had been moved once.
It's a place I'd love to see, but your photos are the next best thing.
I especially love the Ghost Dude.
(thumbified for style(AY))
You have a depth and range that is wonderful to share.
Duane, artist you are, I know you know the challenge. The word is usually ok, unless strangely formatted, but we must work within the constraints of the platform to present our art. It's usually why I sometimes provide links to images and sometimes to larger versions of images. Thanks for you kind words.
Rob, I'm so glad you came by. I knew you'd grok the underlying theme, and that it would mean something that you could expand on. Thanks friend.
Mumbletypeg, the three members of the Ant Farm that originally put this together are ok, as far as I can figure out, with the evolution of the installation. So in a sense, you're correct about the connection between them. Also, there have been occasions that all ten pieces have been painted one color for one reason or another, a commercial shoot or for a movie backdrop.
Buffy, yes, I enjoyed seeing the white rock graffiti on the big island. In that same area on the Kona Coast, there is also a road sign that is my all time favorite, it warns drivers on that single road going north and south to watch out for the Kona Nightengales (the wild burros).
Lisa, you make me blush--and very happy--with your comments. thanks so much.
AS, ha! that's always a possibility if you had a 64 Caddy.
grif, I look forward to your return, and yes, an image intensive post on dial up is a pain. Stay safe and I look forward to your telling your tale.
John, if I recall correctly, I think the Cadillacs in the original installation were all painted a dull red, is that how you remembered it? They've been up there a long time. I remember the early days too.
Thanks Dr. Steve for coming by and your kind words.
mamoore, you're living your changes in a different way, it must be sad to say goodbye to so many at once. Good luck on next summers renaissance, and thanks for coming by here.
emma, what a lovely thing to say, thanks so much!
Thanks Jodi, I love the ghost dude too...it's cool you like that.
steph, you are emblematic of what's good and lovely, indeed what love is, here on OS. xo love back to you.
Thanks Marcelle, I love it when you stop by.
Lorraine, you're so right on the Americana connection, which is part of the original design purpose, thanks for your kind words.
Steve, I have to give credit to the fabulous Nikkor lens for the color rendtions...that and underexposing a little bit. I used the estimable 14-24mm 2.8 pro lens for all of this year's shots. And I agree, the installation needs open space and a big sky.
http://www.libertysoftware.be/cml/cadillacranch/ranch/crabtr.htm
Thanks for dropping into my life's water. I have no doubt that I am better for it.
Lovely post. ::ffffftttttttttttttttttttttzzzzz:::
Figures.
:^)
glad you revisited this since I missed it the first time.
Great pics as always and was a refreshing dip in your stream.
Thanks for the photos and the words.
Kisses,
Marcela
I've shared this with you before, but here's a link to a photo from my one visit to Cadillac Ranch in October 2005. The WW was my way of making my mark. Gone in a flash. And the base coat of paint was hot pink at that time.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/juliedelio/3107467406/in/set-72157613786264981/
(Welcome to empty-nesting, btw.)
We live in such different places, and I just spent the weekend in Michigan's Upper Peninsula - even more different than Texas. While I was there for my nephew's wedding, I heard a very touching and heartbreaking personal reference to the Cadillac Ranch. Maybe some day I'll write about it, but it's too close right now.
Back to you - wonderful post and I love those Irish triplets! ( I come from a family of ten kids - all of us born in fifteen years.)
Love your thoughts, your analogy, your pictures - especially ghost man. Got such a strange feeling seeing all those Cadillacs lined up in the sand - artists trying to leave behind an individual mark that keeps getting covered over and changed, and the installation itself is ephemeral. Strikes me as both futile and brave.
Your coke bottle and stream observations reminded me a T.S. Eliot poem - I think it's called Little Gidding? I had to memorize part of it years ago: "We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time."
Congratulations on the collegiate third of three.
I think I've been gone longer than you have :-)