I quit. for awhile anyway. My music hobby is over for the time being until I can get my head on strait. I'm tired of doing shitty gigs that dont pay anything. I'm fucking done with that. My band recently did a show at a battle of the bands. We lost even though we got alot of applause. It was a scam for some production company to take advantage of peoples dreams and I will never do anything like it again. Fuck them . I hope they go broke.

The band is not progressing because of a selfish drummer, and someone who apparently does'nt care, about anything, and it does'nt do anything to help me be positive. If I'm gonna play for free, I'll just go back to doing open mikes by myself. At least there is'nt as many people trying to bring you down.

I'd like to thank all my friends for buying tickets and showing up for this sham. Nana and trig left without saying a word. I guess they felt ripped off too.