Happy new year OS. I R Dunk, but I feel li9ke I blog better this way. I'm pissed that I didnt grt to work ot the inferno tonight, but it has been torn down so I have to work at my crappy regular job. I made 12 bucks in tips and worked new years eve! woooooooooooooooooooo. fuck, I hate my life sometimes, but I fekt better afetr I started to drink!

I always think about dying. It still scares me some but, I dont want to live in really bad pain. Im healthy now and I want to live, that hasent always been the case.

Everyone I care about either dies or goes away. I wallow in self pity. I dont want to, but I cant help it.

No more negatives, I love the world, I love my life, and  mostly, I love the people I've had a chance to meet.

It is a great opportunity, I wish my future is not too late, but  hey, sometimes thats the way it goes,

Enough se3lf pity, here'e Peter Boyles Viking Finerel.

I had morte to say!