
"... 124, 126, 128 ... The dotted white lines are almost a solid streak a few inches below my left foot. ... A great surge of sheer joy electrifies me, adrenaline a wire in my blood, a 560-pound flesh-and-blood, steel-and-alloy, fire-spitting arrow shafting through the afternoon, heading due west and straight on into the sun...."
-- The Ride
It's sometimes dangerous, frequently anti-social and always polarising, so when people ask me why I ride, I'd really like to have answer. The synapses fire all right, and my thoughts swirl faster and faster, but I don't -- can't -- respond. Pretty soon, the questioner leaves me alone, undoubtedly thinking I'm even crazier than first imagined.
Oh, I could wax philsophical and lyrical about how I learned to ride a motorbike before I learned to drive a car, how it was the first chance to get beyond pedal power to fly myself away somewhere, how that small bike took me daily to my first "real" job at 16.
And I could talk about the years when riding paradoxically saved me, while at the same time coming close to killing me, and about the rush of twisting the throttle to the stop on some difficult stretch of road.
But that's not it either, although there are elements of truth in all of it.
And it's not really about "freedom" -- whatever that means: I'm about as free as a body can be in these turbulent times. Nor is it about feeling old age creeping up on me, or the need to somehow "prove my manhood".
At bottom, it's about moments. I really can't share those with anyone, because any attempt to describe the synthesis of sound, wind, exhiliration, of being in the landscape instead of looking at it, is futile.
Some feel it, as I did, in the pit of the stomach the first time they swing a leg over a saddle, understanding instinctively how those controls -- front and rear brake, clutch, throttle -- mesh and co-ordinate. I knew when I was 16 that I'd always and forever be a rider, even during the years when I didn't own a bike, or didn't ride much if I did.
Most will never have that feeling about motorcycles, finding it in other pursuits instead. And it's likely they'd have just as much trouble describing their attachment to whatever it is they love to do.
Though I think we'd all agree on one thing: For each of us, it's something we can't breathe properly without.
"In my memory, it's always around 2 a.m. on a hot summer night, the smell of still-warm asphalt mingling with exhaust fumes. We leave work and dial it on, heading for the all-night truck stop a couple of miles outside town.... The broad curve is taken at speed as we try to outrace each other, and my face hovers near the instrument binnacle, watching the speedometer creep its way to the mystic 100 and beyond for the first time ever.... It's a moment of pure magic, and I know nothing will ever be the same again.


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Sunday we spoke about Bikes. Serious.
He had one black shoe and one tan shoe.
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I ask`
It's a style?
No. It's soot!
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He has many Bikes.
A British Bike Spits.
His shoe had Soots.
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He speaks with Jay Leno.
That's not his real name.
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Share. Email the Biker?
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Jim Baltusnik. He nice.
He gets 1,000 of emails.
No tell him I sent you.
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OLD MOTORCYCLES WANTED
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Triumph, BSA, Norton, AJS,
Velocette, VINCENT, ~
His name is Vincent.
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Parts, literature, complete or
Basketcase.
He has a cell phone. Seriously.
I may hold back his cell # tho.
If you are serious you PM me.
My Bike days are past. Careful.
I really enjoyed this wild-Post.
Bikers no get a nail Pedicure.
It scares me but it is his passion just like you.
I rode a bike once and all I could see was the low ground and the centre white strip. It was the only ride of my life.
But your wrote this so I can understand what it is all about. My son has never told me this.:)
HUGGGGGGGGGGGG
Excellent writing!
One of my students just wrote a 30-page essay about his love for motorcycle riding. Glad to see you are brothers with him under the skin.
Rated for if we could ride dragons we would fly.
Ah, yes, Art. Brit bikes were all I rode for a long time. Cranky, high-maintenance and all, I still love 'em. My best to your friend.
David, anyone who can stay upright on a horse can manage a two-wheel gyroscope. Trust me -- I've done both. One pretty well, the other thoroughly badly.
Hi there, Linda. Yeah ... it's complicated, and I doubt your son can explain it either (if he can, get him to tell me). But I know how scary it can be for those who watch, especially family.
Thanks, Buffy, I'm glad if it helps. Please give Paul my regards. I believe I remember you mentioning he had a bike, and I hope he likes this.
Hey, ScanMan, I appreciate that. It's going to be a while before I can get into the wind again, the weather being what it is ... but we all live in hope, right?
JB, I simply cannot imagine you on something as sedate as a trike ... unless it was a Morgan.
Matt, I spent a lot of time on rifle ranges many years ago, and the parallel is indeed there. When you're in the zone, it's almost Zen-like: You just can't miss.
Wow, FLW -- 30 pages? Incroyable. Any chance he'd post it here? I'd love to read it. In any case, tell him hi.
OE, I know you know what it's like. It is orgasmic, in a cosmic sort of way.
Good point, Seer. There is something about unleashing those horses....
I understand. I love your writing.
Cheers!
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I think you did a pretty good job. Enjoyed this immensely.
Nice to read you here, you brought me out of conflicted holiday hurriedness and hiding...
I'm not sure I feel as strongly about anything, which is sad when I come to think about it.
Love this mediation on your passion.
Excellent all round and a great read..
I wish I could rate this a zillion times friend..
Kit, I knew you rode -- I think you said somewhere else for 20 years. It really is difficult to explain, but saying it's what you ARE, pretty much nails the feeling.
Thanks, Fusun. Riding pillion isn't something I ever liked much (I'm a control freak, I guess), but what a great way to see Holland.
BV, it's possible that the inherent vulnerability/danger is part of the attraction. I can tell you, though, that it makes me far more aware of my surroundings -- especially cars.
I vividly recall that night, Trudge. I knew something had changed for good.
Yeah, Larry -- kids and dogs. That sounds right.
VA, I rather suspect good music is that for you. Although you do a whale of a job conveying your feelings in your reviews.
Abrawang, one thing you can't have is a too vivid imagination. But you do have to be aware at all times.
Thanks, FF. Well, yeah, you do have to be a *little* nuts if you're hooked, but....
And thank you, too, Grif -- it's so good to see you here.
I know that highway, SS, and I love it. Never ridden it, though I can wish. Maybe some day. You may have read the first italicised segment -- it's from a longer post I wrote quite awhile back.
Gasp! Linda and you coming from the very heartland of motorcycling.
Rita, what a poetic (no surprise) way to describe the feeling. When do we get another instalment from you?
Thanks, Mission, for the comment -- and your support over the years here.
And thank you, too, Deborah.
Jan, I don't like flying much -- again, I suspect it's a control issue -- so I don't have any reference point. A military jet though ... that could be interesting.
Thanks, John. I know you understand all about that.
For me, pièce de résistance is when I Zen out through the twisties. I am totally in the moment and have no room in my brain for anything other than what's happening at the moment. As I synch with the road, leaning this way and then that, I have a near out of body sense of oneness with everything around me.
My good friend who recently passed away was a great skier. He didn't ride but we've had many conversations about "zenning out" as we each do our thing and it's the same rush, the same indescribable feeling that you've made such a valiant attempt to describe here.
As for the helmet, I might get a full-facer next spring, if only because I'm tired of picking mosquito and lady bug corpses out of my beard. Seriously though, I had one for years that I ditched because it was so old. I know they're safer, but I feel disconnected from the bike, almost like I was in a car.
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I only actually "rode" for about 2 years - an old wartime snortin' Norton - English bike - with bicycle handlebars. I had to wear - don't laugh - rubber boots because that sucker spewed oil like you wouldn't believe!
The problem is that old saying - "Once a rider, always a rider." It never gets out of your blood once you have ridden. I spend about 8 months of the year living in RV Parks. I get to meet a lot of folks - especially seniors - who spend 6 months, or more, of the year biking around the whole continent. What great people to spend a lovely summer evening chatting with!!
Joyous Humanlight to ya!!
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