ccdarling's Take on the World

Where am I and why am I in this handbasket?

ccdarling

ccdarling
Location
Austin, Texas, USA
Birthday
September 21
Title
Optimist in Chief
Company
DarWin Ent.
Bio
I wonder as I wander...is there any Thing that could, should or ever will fill a hole in a soul?

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 Treadmill

It’s an old story that never seems to go out of style, because human relationship dynamics continuously repeat themselves, intertwining and separating as men and women attract, embrace, and reject partners, almost like macro scale nuclear fusion and fission reactions.

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AUGUST 6, 2012 8:40PM

Bloom! Repair! Free! Now in IMAX!

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So about a month ago I got my life sentence: CAT scan shows no recurrence of tumors, I am officially in remission.  Whoo-hoo, right? Celebrate! Party down!

What is about being human that grooves on dissatisfaction? Buddha defined the source of misery in the world as desire. ChrisRead full post »

I pretty much don’t drink anything alcoholic but wine and Margaritas. There are several legends about the origin of this drink, and at least one famous song, Jimmy Buffett’s “Margaritaville”. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUTf5qvS0Lo

Here is the recipe I and W use whe… Read full post »

Coming up on Monday, I have my CAT scan to see what’s going on inside me. It’s been one year since my last chemo treatment. I alternate between benign hope that there’s nothing in there that shouldn’t be and certainty that sooner or later it will be baaaaack.

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Coming up on Monday, I have my CAT scan to see what’s going on inside me. It’s been one year since my last chemo treatment. I alternate between benign hope that there’s nothing in there that shouldn’t be and certainty that sooner or later it will be baaaaack.

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JUNE 30, 2012 1:49PM

OC: My Final Tweet

Thanksabunch!!!! Remember, life is a gift...be  a present!!!! Read full post »

sconce

The Elephant Room signature sconce!!!  Read full post »

JUNE 22, 2012 8:45PM

Evenings at the Elephant Room

W and I have been visiting The Elephant Room in downtown Austin because we both like to listen to jazz. The Elephant Room boasts of being the only venue in Austin that offers live jazz performances every evening of the year (yes, 365 days).

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I guess you could… Read full post »

JUNE 9, 2012 8:00PM

Dancing Abuela

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Son y No Son
Playing at the market
Cumbia, cha-cha, merengue
Congas, timbales, gitarras
The traditions
Baila, salsa

She comes dancing
Wearing Cuban heels
She knows these songs
Moves to the rhythms
Radiating joy
Singing, dancing

I smile at her
As she passes
She looks past me
It… Read full post »

JUNE 5, 2012 5:18PM

Lisbeth Salute

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It doesn’t take much
To have courage
It only takes everything
Everything you have
Everything you do
Everything you believe

Wary eyes watchful
Solitary, guarded,
Concealed among dead leaves
Coiled like a rattler
Don’t tread on me, mine
Venom is dispensed justly… Read full post »

MAY 25, 2012 10:40PM

Fear Bubbles Up

Scathed, touchable,
Daunted, flinching

Random remark
Punctures tender core

Fear bubbles up
Oily iridescent glamour

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Spreading, coating,
Spoiling, choking

Vainly seeking
Solace, harmony 

Pleading tranquilo,
Tranquilo, tranquilo!
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MAY 18, 2012 4:31PM

The Witch Is Dead

Once again she felt that familiar tug just under her heart and between her shoulder blades.  Only this time it was firmer. It lasted longer too. Not precisely a pain, more than a pull, that left her gasping and her heart skipping.

“Yes, yes, mother, I know,” she whispered. “It… Read full post »

MAY 15, 2012 4:33PM

Elegy for a Scent

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Our second Christmas
“I spent a fortune!”
You exclaimed.
You a grad student
I was a secretary.
Fortunes are relative
But this I believe
It was a measure of
Your love for me.

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It gets around
Contagion, cackling

Arrows fly true
Targets, acquired

Thought flies faster
Eyes, closed

Secrets moulder
Crumbling, cache

 

Scarlet blossoms desert
Horrible, horrible, horrible
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It was while I attended Jeff Lofton’s performance at UT’s Cactus Café a few weeks ago.

http://www.jefflofton.com/

 Sublime traditional jazz, I presented my rapt attentive face - the one I keep in the jar by my door –

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaRNrDaoMqw

but ski… Read full post »

APRIL 9, 2012 2:08PM

cc says “Bleah!”, Part One

raspberry 

cc says “Bleah!”
Blowing raspberries
At the Universe

 

Little surprise
When the Universe
Responds in kind

 

In a blue funk
Why not red funk?
Sounds more fun

 

Red funk
Blue funk
Green funk: Bleah

 

Funk, yeah!
Get… Read full post »

MARCH 14, 2012 12:03PM

Away from OS - in a slump

I've been away from OS for several weeks. Apologies to my favorites if I haven't been reading and commenting. I'm in a slump and don't feel much like writing. I'll come back one of these days. Please know I think you're all brilliant and I support you all!

FEBRUARY 18, 2012 3:48PM

String Theory

pipework

Like those screen savers of pipes connecting
Popping in and out, here and there,
Purple, green, gold, scarlet,
No place and every place at once
My heart seeks yours, finds the thread
Cats cradle twisting, holding hands, intertwined

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I lost it to you, you were… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 14, 2012 3:04PM

What Is Love?

Happy Valentine's Day! Roses from my sweetie ("W"):

Roses 

Men fall in love with the girl they think they married
They spend the rest of their lives
Searching for her in the face of their wife
Women fall in love

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FEBRUARY 5, 2012 2:28PM

iPop/Popeye: I Yam What I Yam

 

popey 

Being born a boomer
Formed me, informs you
But that’s not all I am

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JANUARY 28, 2012 8:15PM

Unsinkable Molly effing Brown!

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I’m chuffed, truly buoyant,
Been described as “fun”!
Haven’t been able to affect or
Effect many people in… Read full post »

JANUARY 22, 2012 2:05PM

Mirror; Portrait; Window

Knock, knock, knock!
I go to the front door.
No one on the porch but a bird smashing into our window.
He stops, looks, gives me New York attitude,
“Whaddaya  want, lady? I’m workin’ here!”
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Face the day? Let’s face the music and dance!
Stand up, chin up, cowboy up, man up,… Read full post »

JANUARY 10, 2012 5:53PM

A Repost and a Recipe!

Since people commonly make resolutions at the beginning of the new year about being more healthy, exercising, and eating right, I'm reposting my revised walking playlist (entitled, strangely enough, "Walking")  below, then a vegetarian (sort of) recipe. A kind soul (Faye Paxton) suggested I/Read full post »

JANUARY 1, 2012 11:10AM

Hello, Goodbye: Happy New Year!

Hello, Goodbye: Happy New Year!

 

A link to the Beatles’ “Hello, Goodbye”:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBZ8ulc5NTg

 

Well, we’ve finally seen the back of 2011. Good riddance, I say! Echoing Dickens’ Christmas Carol, “It comes from other reRead full post »