Dear Daddy,

I miss you so much. I know it hurt too much for you to stay, but every day I still wish you were here.

I graduated from college. Your first daughter to do so, but then, I know you were there watching.  You had to be there, since you'd always told me it was the single most important thing I could do for you - get an education.  I could feel you smiling when I walked across that stage, and got my diploma. That's why I was crying.

I wish Casey could have met you. He looks exactly like you, but then you probably know that, too. Sometimes I hear your steps in the hall at night, that distinctive limp. Who knew I would miss that sound? Such a little thing, but I still listen for it; still wait to hear it. I suppose it meant that you were home, and that meant security to me.

There are many things I would probably have done differently if you were still here, but it isn't your fault. It was time for you to go, but we'll see each other again one day. If I ever made you doubt that I love you, I'm sorry. I'm sure you know now that I do, and that I always have.

Til then, Daddy.

Charity