APRIL 19, 2012 6:34PM

Levon Helm ---That First Time

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Levon Helm died today. He was 71.

And everything just seems to end so soon.

 

You can read the chronology of his life elsewhere. It’s a story worth reading. But not now. Now it is somehow 1974. As if only a second had passed. And you are sitting in the rickety throbbing dark cavern of the old Chicago Stadium. The lights are down as if it’s a hockey or a basketball game coming. Whatever it is that’s about to happen, the two of you and the great musical connection that rocks you strong and wild with the other 20,000 family members sitting in the dark with you, can feel its something big.

 

Soon you know that Dylan will be out. Seeing Dylan like some sort of pyramid or Grand Canyon blue and endless color of the sky, wonder of the world. Dylan is coming. But before Bob Dylan . . .

 

This other Band. You don’t know much about them. You heard the term “back up Band” and would you ever learn real quick that this was not anybody’s back up band. They called themselves “The Band.” And they were touring again with Dylan. You and she had taken the bus down from Beloit Wisconsin. Made your way into a not so nice part of town. Because this was Dylan. And some Band called The Band.

 

In the dark, the crescendo of a coming tidal wave roar, the water of every single tomorrow washes clean your very hearts and pummels you with hope as the lights come up.

 

And the first thing you see in that precious life defining moment between the dark and the light is this kick ass sparkling drum set in the center of it all. Then this scruffy guy. What is it about this guy? Why are you smiling and whooping and hollering? Who the hell is this guy? Never seen him before and its as if you always knew him. You learn later he was from Arkansas. This guy who in one breath becomes the coolest guy you’ve ever seen, just by the way he walks up to that drum set, sits down, moves the microphone and gets ready to sing.

 

This guy who instantly imprints on the deepest reaches of your soul, if I could someday be as cool as you.

 

This guy, Levon Helm, starts to sing and play the drums.

 

When I get over this mountain

You know where I’m gonna go

 

And when it was all over that night. On the bus ride back through the moonlit prairie. She fell asleep with her head against your shoulder. And you didn’t move a muscle. Your arm around her. For 100 miles. As the bus barreled through the flat and endless Illinois darkness. You didn’t move a muscle.

Because after Levon Helm sang and played?

Everything changed. 

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Forgive me if I repost a comment but it says it all for me:When I arrived in Hiroshima, Japan in 1993, I emerged from the train station with visions of atomic devastation in my mind. Instead the first thing I saw was a three story building with a 7-11 on the ground floor and a giant mural of the album cover art from "Music from Big Pink".
Saw yesterday that this was going to happen.
But you're right. It's not now for some when this news is heard. It's then.

We just about wore our way through the vinyl with the needle on our copies of "Music From Big Pink". It fit the times and so much of what we thought it was going to be like.
And he shall be Levon
And he shall be a good man
He shall be Levon
Loved this, Roger...wonderful reminiscence. The only Levon Helm story I have is the ticket I didn't buy to go to the Last Waltz (the concert, not the movie). It was 25 dollars - a fortune at the time -and included Thanksgiving dinner! - but still thought it was too much. ::sigh::
Roger, thanks for this wonderful story and it's a reminder of: "Hey guys, what should we call our band?" "How about calling it 'The Band.'" "Yes, that's it! Very cool idea!"
Roger: I may be wrong, but this was the tour that resulted in the double-record "Before the Flood" album that featured one disk by Dylan, the other by The Band. To me, it's one of the greatest all-time live albums ever. It begins with an utterly rocking "Most likely You'll Go Your Way." And it's opening is the key: a two-second drum riff / intro from that super cool guy you remember.

As ever, your reminiscence brings a time and a person back to vivid life. It hurts me to remember the shows and the Rambles I've missed over the years, but there's such a huge stockpile of great music that he left that I am comforted. Only wish the leaving happened farther down the road.
Roger - my sister wrote me yesterday with the WashPo slideshow link and I had not known until then that it was so close. Eerily, as I described it to her, we had just gotten to "B" (Jazz done, rock begun) in our quest to revisit every vinyl, every yard. All eight sides of Big Pink and The Last Waltz are in recent memory. First Phoebe, now Levon, who's gonna ramble now?
It's so hard to believe guys like this are dying. He was filled with so much soul. I just loved his voice.
Damn -- I just said to someone -- they come in three's -- I wonder who's next. Mike Wallace, Dick C lark, and now Levon. I suppose all things considered on the hard, hard road The Band traveled, Levon was lucky to make it to 71. Rick Danko passed a few years back, as I recall, and I was living in Orlando when Richard Manuel hung himself.

It's pretty apparent the road doesn't go on forever.
CG:

I've had that bus ride from Beloit to Chicago many times as a child. Was there again for the first time in years and years last October. Had a blast. Chicago remains the jewel of the Mid-west (although Minneapolis claims to be the "Mini-Apple") and Chicago writers the soul of journalism.
oh, roger. somehow i knew you would have a story as good as this guy deserves. and i just read tom cordle's comment, and i know he's right, but i wish he weren't. i so wish that today.
jmac---That comment SHOULD be reposted!

also--After this came pouring out, I looked at it and thought, "What are you trying to say Roger?" I posted it not knowing. But when I read your comment. I knew. It's exactly what you said. Times like this I am so grateful for OS.

CM--Amen. I ALWAYS think of him when I hear that.

Donna---In 1976---that WAS too much! I have NO memory at all of how I got the money to see Dylan and the Band in 1974---only that I was there!

D---How perfect is that!

JH---Yep. Before the Flood. It is playing right now! And I've listened to that riff more than once! And the shortness of that road. . . .not good. But you are right. Look at what he left behind.

Many thanks again for your world class piece on this!

TC---Yeah Manuel and Garth. Geez. And I had that same thought about the 3's. That road is not a friend tonight.

Candace---I am so, so so with you on that. This one is somehow tougher.

Kate---there is barely any open space on that road anymore. Back then you could breathe!
Sorry to have to bid farewell to Levon. I was lucky enough to see them twice - once with Dylan around 73 and a few years later on a bill with Jesse Colin Young and Crosby,Stills, Nash and Young. Fine Band, fine singer and fine drummer.
levon tilled music's soul ... he will be missed.
abrawang---you probably saw the same tour I did.

Chuck---Amen to that.
lovely, roger, thank-you!
"Because after Levon Helm sang and played?
Everything changed. "

Yup.

End of an era in some way.
Levon Helm RIP.
The Band was a brilliant collection of musicians with a unique (to this day) sound. Of course, Levon was a major component, but it's hard to separate out the rest, especially, God rest them, Richard Manuel and Rick Danko. I loved 'em, not least because I loved rockabilly and Ronnie Hawkins and all the driving music of that era.

RIP, Levon. Fallin' angel.
Hang on Robbie Robertson
Scarlett--That end of an era thing resonates here.

Hey Delores! Thanks!

B--They really were "The Band" and Ronnie Hawkins and the Hawks--that's where it all started.

Rockabilly! Yes!
It was in the year of the my birth that Bob Dylan's "reunion" tour with the Band began at the Chicago Stadium on a cold night in January. It was actually on Easter Sunday that I thought of the "Up On Cripple Creek" lyrics with "I don't have to speak, she defends me" in reference my initmate relationship with a female lawyer. Levon will be missed; I am proud to have played "The Weight" with my former band as I sang with an Arkansas accent for one song.
Paul Haider, Chicago
ONL--Thanks!

Paul--If you were born the year this happened, I am slipping through time at an alarming rate!
I can't say he (they) did it for me--but this certainly nails how they did it for you!

"In the dark, the crescendo of a coming tidal wave roar, the water of every single tomorrow washes clean your very hearts and pummels you with hope as the lights come up." Well, that's what every artist dreams of in an audience, no?

Beautiful, this was.
AHP--Dreams of. . .works for. . .and Levon sure got!