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NOVEMBER 24, 2014 11:13PM

a live stream to combat CNN's propoganda

live stream from ferguson to combat what CNN is showing.

 

i was going to live blog it, bc its important, but i cant.

ok, 11:19:

two police cars on fire, no cops have badges on, they all have masks on, so they cant be identified.

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NOVEMBER 21, 2014 9:51PM

the ignorance of the gop is astounding

lincoln

i admit i did not realize this.  but i am not an elected official talking shit about executive orders.  Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 18, 2014 7:50AM

smugly i sit

other states are recording record lows

and roads are snowed over, here in our own, farther north

i sit in the sun, by the bleak grey forest - the last redorangeviolet-redyellow leaves from the trees are, finally, dropped, raked, discarded

long skinny shadows by the scores falling across bright green… Read full post »

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ok, last night i read poetry.  there was a guest who was very very very kind, very encouraging.  a lovely man, he seemed to be.

he sent me an email afterwards, thanking me.   he had my email to contact me regarding a link to a place that publishes your book,… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 15, 2014 6:07PM

surely you can't be serious.

saw airplane on the big screen.  i think it is the silliest movie of all time. except for MAYBE its a mad mad mad mad world, but i think even sillier than that.

well, i never saw marx brothers and abbott and costello and the three stooges - or rather, i… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 11, 2014 8:46AM

wikipedia you teach me so much.

read james harts poem on here again today.  i really love it.

in it, he mentions hoof glue.  i took hoof glue to mean glue for hooves, and i got kind of fascinated at the notion.  so, i thought to myself, they can fix a hoof with glue, if a pig, say, breaksRead full post »

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NOVEMBER 10, 2014 9:03AM

i'm a terrible terrible patient.

it started on friday.  my allergies have been so bad of late, at first i was certain it was just allergies.

then my throat got all wonky, and talking was hard.  then the nose, then the cough.  it became clear i was not just having allergies, i was in fact getting… Read full post »

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i dont know 

 
ok, first off - let me say that i dont consider catcalls "sexual harassment." to me, it cheapens the phrase, it diminishes those who suffer sexual harassment.
 
thats why the word catcall exists.
 
i have been to the city.  i have never been… Read full post »
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you know i am an internet addict, right?  well i am.  bad.

i have said that its bc when you are poor AND have a driving phobia, it kind of makes getting out challenging, and we dont have cable, so...

but cleaning my room today, with ALL my books packed away,… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 6, 2014 10:19AM

ohwa tagu siam

they squawk and honk and make a frantic racket

the fly as fast as they can in a direction, wings constantly flapping

they make a formation a sloppy formation some always falling out

of that straight line the two straight lines

i am the wayward one

i am too the solitary… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 4, 2014 9:36AM

you are the Best Best Friend, ever

an entire lifetime rests between us, photos as children.  one, in front of mommy's kitchen window, me 18 you 16, my sweater one we bought together.  after looking at it many many times, in the store with the cute boy from our high school who worked there.  giant black and white… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 4, 2014 6:07AM

you are the Worst Best Friend, ever

worst.  i mean, you make my formerly Worst Best Friend look like a Paragon of Caring Awareness

fortunately, thank god,

you arent actually my best friend, are you?  you were just filling in, is all. standing in, playing a role on tv.

you did well, as far as your acting goes.… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 3, 2014 9:38AM

its all been done

OCTOBER 25, 2014 7:46PM

you used to say hwen.

i loved it.

its making me smile right now.

it was the silliest most charming affectation, and i know you did it just for me to delight over, every time.

cool hwip. 

 

and him, the other, previous love of my life

he called me by my first name, and once,… Read full post »

OCTOBER 20, 2014 4:55PM

our day in nyc.

so we went to the city yesterday.  somehow, i read the train table wrong, and the train i thought we were headed to, did not exist.  so we had to rush, no breakfast on the way.  got there 20 minutes early, so we COULD have had breakfast.  the son did not… Read full post »

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OCTOBER 17, 2014 7:17PM

riding in cars with boys

my son first went out with a group of friends, in a car, about three years ago or so.  it was noted on here, at the time, as a momentous occasion.

since The Crisis he has been with me virtually every minute.  very little with his friends, partly bc of his… Read full post »

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OCTOBER 16, 2014 10:18PM

can you stand more good news?

i woke up this morning at 5:50, and checked my email before anything else, as is my wont.  there was a response to a note i sent a few days ago.

i had written to a woman who is planning a festival devoted to an author i love with all my… Read full post »

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OCTOBER 15, 2014 11:29PM

taking my son to the city on saturday

we have to go to a t-mobile store to get him a new phone.

i was thinking we could use it as a chance for him to learn how to navigate nyc.

an important skill.  i have more than one friend who wont go to the city, bc they dont know… Read full post »

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ok, so you know they are trying to terrorize us with the ebola.

saying now the death rate from it has increased to 70%.

 

well holy shit.  just looked up the CDC numbers on the Swine, to compare what they claimed that percentage to be, because man they terrorized us… Read full post »

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do you know the fappening?  the hackers who have released hundreds of photos of starlets in their altogether, after hacking The Cloud?

now listen, i dont care who has a naked picture.  i dont care who has 1000 naked pictures.

i dont care who "slept with" someone to get a job… Read full post »

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i had up a hideous post.  a terrible and very angry rant.  then teddy reminded me that EVERYone feels exactly as i feel right now, SOMETIMES, which i already knew but had forgotten.

so that allowed to me to feel less alone, and less like things are final, and to put… Read full post »

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OCTOBER 10, 2014 3:42PM

is it something in the water?

child stars who performed on kid's shows in the past decade or so....

amanda bynes.  poor girl is totes losing it.

miley - off the rails, i dont care who wants to defend it.  if i had a daughter who acted that way, i'd get her help.

the beautiful selena gomez,… Read full post »

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cause really, i am mainly interested in myself, my family which i write about when writing about myself,

and then the bigger pictures.

private security company 

another black kid dead.

off duty cop, "sitting in a car working security for a private company"

whats wrong with that sentence?

what pr… Read full post »

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oh god its been such such such a good week.

today i got the job that i interviewed for on monday.  pays a living wage, and its from home, so i can have some time around my son, instead of being gone every second.  wont have to drive anywhere three days… Read full post »

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ok, today after work, i went into the office and said to my boss to give me a hug, cause i wont see him again anytime soon.  he said i will see you next week.  i said umm.  he said i didnt accept your resignation.  then he said, and this isnt… Read full post »

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