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yogi, grad student, dog lover, treehugger, living the bohemian dream in the great southwest

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JULY 2, 2009 3:19PM

The Chance to Love Everything-- for Teddy

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By Mary Oliver

All summer I made friends
with the creatures nearby ---
they flowed through the fields
and under the tent walls,
or padded through the door,
grinning through their many teeth, 
looking for seeds,
suet, sugar; muttering and humming,
opening the breadbox, happiest when
there was milk and music. But once
in the night I heard a sound
outside the door, the canvas
bulged slightly ---something
was pressing inward at eye level.
I watched, trembling, sure I had heard
the click of claws, the smack of lips
outside my gauzy house ---
I imagined the red eyes,
the broad tongue, the enormous lap.
Would it be friendly too?
Fear defeated me. And yet,
not in faith and not in madness
but with the courage I thought
my dream deserved,
I stepped outside. It was gone.
Then I whirled at the sound of some
shambling tonnage.
Did I see a black haunch slipping
back through the trees? Did I see
the moonlight shining on it?
Did I actually reach out my arms
toward it, toward paradise falling, like
the fading of the dearest, wildest hope ---
the dark heart of the story that is all
the reason for its telling?

 

Happy Birthday, you beautiful creature. May you find the courage your dreams deserve.

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Bump for da birthday girl!
This is wonderful! How cool to get a poem for your birthday!
How absolutely exquisite - 'the dark heart of the story that is all the reason for its telling': remarkable truth. This is a gorgeous birthday wish Happy Birthday, Teddy!
Hey, girls. What can I get y'all to drink?
Who brought the cake?
Excellent poem. It's like Theo's third birthday this week. Happy Birthday Theo!!!
Michael: She's only having one but it's being celebrated all the world over. Different time zones and all:)
You are a lovely person Dharma...

And Theo ~WINK~
Nice tribute to Teddy. Rated.
Rated for the girl who's special enough to receive a poem for her birthday
man i love mary oliver! a lovely gift for teddy tee.
oh, sweetheart, i love this. someone will have to explain the poem to me in detail so i really get it but i think i get enough to be honored and blessed and moved to have received this fabulous gift from my dharmaqueen. i adore you, sweetheart. you're an excellent friend and then a mentor when i'm confused and questioning. love love love and more love and gratitude
i slept through most of my birthday!!! god/universe sucks bigtime. this immune thing is kicking my ass. fucking shit, man!!

i love you all for coming by. michael, i asked for someone to give me a shout out for my birthday and it went a little nuts. but, see, honey, people like me.

and, trig, ef you for flirting with the lovely Dharma on my day. take back your wink, you bastard.