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DECEMBER 6, 2009 2:19AM

does your writing matter to anyone? (updated)

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Spending 2009

   (Credit to www.armscontrolcenter.org)

 

 

 “Is it possible, finally, for one human being to achieve perfect understanding of another?”

--Haruki Murakami

 

 Two years ago next month I started writing letters on salon, which evolved, a year ago, into blogging on open salon.

Lately I've been wondering what does putting so many words into the webosphere mean, if anything? 

And I have to admit that some of my angst stems from the events of this week.  Not only Obama’s decision to send 30,000 more troops into Afghanistan, but the fact that his reasons for doing so contain no more transparency, depth, or even vocabulary than the words the previous president gave to mark similar troop surges.

Because there has been no additional information from Obama it’s been discouraging to see his supporters try to guess on their own reasons for this troop surge, and to use these guesses to justify it.  Some say, with a certainty and vagueness that Obama’s relative would find praiseworthy, that it is to fight “them over there so we don't have to fight them here.”  Others say that it is to win the domestic election in 2012 that Obama needs to look tough on terror. I wonder if Obama would be charmed by the idea that some believe he is placing American troops in harm’s way, not to mention civilian lives, in order to guarantee winning a domestic election at home—and they're cool with it.

Just a few facts I picked up while perusing the internet: per UNICEF, Afghanistan has a literacy rate of 28%.  At birth a baby born in Afghanistan has a life expectancy of forty-four years.

 The 2009 U.S. budget assigns 54% of its expenditures to current and past military operations. (See chart at top).  And since 2001 the money spent fighting terror has only continued to dramatically rise.

 

War spending chart

   (Credit to www.armscontrolcenter.org)

Here is a chart to show the relationship of U.S. military spending to the rest of the world.  The pink bar shows the U.S. spending, and the black and the gray bars show the military spending of the rest of the world.

 

U.S. spending vs. the World

  (Credit to www.armscontrolcenter.org)

 
 
Surprised?
 
What can I really say about these facts that hasn’t already been said by people way brainier and more important than me?  Yet, I’ve been told by a few fellow Democrats that despite the numbers and arguments contained above, that any complaining about U.S. war spending and military escalation makes me a member of the fringe left.  Twenty to thirty billion dollars is the estimated price tag on our latest surge in Afghanistan.
 
 
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Does your writing matter to anyone? 
 
I would like to say thanks to a friend, to Theodora L'Engle Knight, for sending me a link to Amnesty International write-a-thon taking place beginning today and running through December 13.
 
 
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I was going to end this post with a video clip of one of my favorite members of the fringe left, Paul Wellstone, of his speech on the senate floor when he voted against the Iraq War authorization.  But instead I found this speech where he speaks optimistically about citizen action, grassroots change, and in trying to make this planet a better “earth on earth.” I love the way he sees the world.
 
Peace.
 

 
 
 
 Update:  I found this remarkable article about Malalai Joya who was a member of the parliament in Afghanistan speaking about the war in her country.  She says, “Some people ask me about good war versus bad war. My answer to them is: there is no good war. War is war.”
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

 

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a better earth on earth would be good...
Maybe some future great progressives are gaining strength for a good run, in their postings here at Salon?

Our mouths are going to gape wide at what is said and done, over the next while, by people we'd least expect to "hear" it from. The temptation to lie to ourselves is going to be huge.
patrick...you put it well....the temptation to lie to ourselves is already huge. it does begin to feel like an elaborate puppet show at the top.

I like the idea that open salon could be a launching place for progressives....will keep my eye out for such a launching...

thanks for reading.
Yes your writing does matter. If there's going to be change in this country, it's going to happen at the grass-roots level, from the bottom up. In the interests of seeing that start to happen, we all need to say what's on our minds, and for now the blogosphere's as good a place as any for that.
Great post....I think OS is a launching place for progressives...xox
Everything you do matters. Really. It does. That's why it's so important to try and do well whatever it is you do.
Nanate, thanks. grassroots have a lot to compete with these days since the astroturfers are so much better funded. but I agree that it's the only way things can happen. & we do the work for free. so there's that.

Robin, thank-you. xox.

Lonnie, you're right & you're an inspiration for that. thanks for reading.
excellent post
this blog is better to light one little candle than to curse the darkness
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Wellstone. Wellstone.

How much we lost.

Thank you, dearie.
thanks, kathy.

waking, just posting that video made me feel better. I love that man.

thanks grif. glad to be not alone on this.
How sad and scary that anyone who questions our military spending and escalation is seen as fringe.

Peace and compassion are radical and dangerous ideas in this country.

Your words matter, even if you never see the positive consequences. Even if nothing really changes in our lifetime. The "butterfly effect" is real. I already feel better with this reminder that I am not the only one who sees it. Which makes me feel stronger to try and hang in there and survive the madness of my country, and keep writing about it. If nothing else we help give each other strength, and this counts for a great deal.
lorri, thank-you. that's is how I felt when I read your america, wtf post (one of my favorite OS postings of all time by the way). It's funny because when you study history its so easy to say why did these particular people go along with this bad idea (ruthless colonialism, nazism etc.) and then when you're there in the moment you realize how much pressure there is to conform. and yet its obvious to anyone looking at the numbers above that we can't afford this costly (and deadly) bloviation in the form of unnecessary, endless warfare anymore...yet we're still borrowing billions to continue it. america, wtf indeed.

so glad you're reading.
I hear your frustration and have those same thoughts as well. Then I read a post like this and find comfort and I think maybe I can provide that to someone else as well. It's tough being a lone voice and standing apart from the sheep.
exactly, it's like the desire to conform blots out all reason and logic.

but sometimes I think people are just so overwhelmed by how horrible it all is that they prefer to live in denial and pretend it's not true even though some part of them has to know it's real - willful ignorance is most unforgivable because it drags the rest of us down with them

thanks for the kind words about my "Dear America - WTF?" post!

(and congrats on getting that house)
harry's ghost...thank-you. your name changed...I'm glad to be out of the crowd on this issue, but glad not to be the only one.

lorri, I move one week from today.....and can't wait...thanks.
A master work. Thanks for airing the Wellstone clip as well.
I'm deeply conflicted on this question. Rupert Sheldrake's theory of morphic resonance postulates that everything we do has an effect on humanity as a whole (similar to some of Jung's ideas). So, yes, I believe caring and writing make a difference.

And yet, and yet .... for change to happen, don't we need to also be listening to each other? To be willing to change some of our ideas, perhaps, to come to a consensus? And we don't listen to each other. We talk to others who agree with us, bouncing the same ideas back and forth.

When S.I. Hayakawa, the semanticist, was President of S.F. State College, back in the day -- way back, when there were student protesters taking over college campuses -- he commented that he was struck by the fact that the protesters seemed unable to actually enter into a dialogue with him. They were right, he was wrong, he had to get out of his office until he changed all of his ideas. He attributed this inability to the fact that the students had grown up with television, which is a communication medium that allows only "on" and "off." Don't like something, turn the channel, because you can have no possible effect on the program. He compared that to a town hall meeting (the old kind, where things got done); you had to listen to other opinions than your own, and go over and over points to reach consensus. He felt the students had never had any experience of that.

And of course, computers are even more on/off than television. Interact with the computer exactly the way the computer needs, or don't interact at all (except for smacking it with a hammer, of course). And so write and write, and talk and talk, but rarely amend our ideas based on what others write and write.

Bob Herbert, in the NY Times, has been speaking the what I believe is the truth for awhile. To no avail, as far as I can tell, except to make me feel a little less alone. I have never read anyone indicate they've changed their ideas based on something they've read, or even on the situation in the real world.

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/12/08/opinion/08herbert.html?_r=2

It's a good question, dolores. I sit alone in front of my computer, thinking about it.
Yes, I agree - to talk of just war and then to use 9-11 as a justification for things like the bombings of civilians in southern Pakistan that one Pakistani (speaking to Sec. Clinton when she visited) called "daily 9-11s" -- it just doesn't add up. No, we can't pretend that there will be no more war; but we can stop the rhetoric that whitewashes everything and glorifies it and just continues more of same wrapped up with nicer words. Thanks for the post. Sorry it took me a while to find it.
All the money in the world for war, but not a dime for health care. Damn shame Wellstone is not with us. We need a senate full of him, not the dithering whores we have now.
dolores, you are always worth reading, and you make a difference. I am just sure of it. You articulate so very well the struggle of some of us who voted for Obama and wanted to believe he'd do things differently but find ourselves way too honest, way too discriminating, way too consistent, way too full of integrity, to simply accept a reframing of Bush as acceptable because it's coming from the man we voted for. I appreciate Obama's difficulty in bringing about the bipartisanship he promised, and I even blame most of it on Republicans. But Obama should give up the prize--(and in a way, that Nobel was a microcosm of the bigger picture)--of the next election if it means that he does nothing but govern like the other side. I am all for understanding realpolitik but when it accumulates like this, it becomes harder and harder to understand.
that pink chart is incredible
a picture says a million words in the case
thanks for this!