I am not sure what I need to recall for you to understand.... so since you aren't there lurking around as well.... I guess it is just a wild guess.

My guess is actually that there is nothing I could point out to you for you to understand my perspective.… Read full post »

Despite the 1996 church burnings all the churches in Lawrence are still standing and Stan the organ man's organ still plays as far as I know in St. Luke's A.M.E. Church at 9th and New York streets. 

I guess I was just watching "Crossroads" featuring Ralph Macchio and Jami Gertz and… Read full post »

I understand the perspective of the political inappropriateness of my blog.  I weigh it against being attacked by a group of people as a child and watching them continue to chase me around afterward and ruin things I have attempted to do and watch others just watch me suffer and wonder… Read full post »

Went to the Senior Service Center like I have for the past 20 years today to see the modern version of the painting club they used to have.  Remembered studying the names of birds in French.  Came back to me while they were discussing the etymology of the words Bison and… Read full post »

Focus on remembering the fat black girl at the Holcombe sports complex bus stop with her feet up in the glass of the cubicle.  There were three black girls.  She drives around the 19th street the other day.  Her fat shows in her voice.  Focus on the skinny black girl with… Read full post »

The most obvious besides LeRon slinking and lurking around the dorms was the nameless black man hiding behind the pillar at 10th and Mass back  in 1994.  I guess they just felt I should be subjected to being stalked by him and LeRon and Ron Barfield in high school.  Ron Barfield… Read full post »

you may see yourself as a necessary activist in life, but you might just be fanatical creep.  Let us sit down and discuss the problem in a forum with others is what I have said to him on multiple occasions and I would think with all the resources he has at… Read full post »

(Somebody that thinks he is going to keep me from telling the story of what happened to me took pictures of my residence today.  We made sure to get his license plate number and make of car as well as are keeping texts he sent threatening us.  I guess my girlfriend… Read full post »

Use your names?  Why not?  You sure used mine.  K ( so go tell Mary Walker I refer to her as Mary Stalker boo hoo) threw a real fit earlier calling my girlfriend telling her to leave me that I am a lazy slob and need to find work.  

Dearest… Read full post »

So threaten me then.  I guess the most effective way to hurt someone is to post something that has some thread of truth.  Nothing hurts more than the truth.

Dearest harassing caller (my girlfriend and I share everything.  I don't imagine you would understand such a functional relations… Read full post »

We all know (and if you don't you should) about Officer Warren  Burkett's decision to let Don Southard go yelling, "I am going to kill you!" at me.  I have a STRANGE FEELING that Don's friends are still stalking me.  If that is true; what do you think their intentions would… Read full post »

1011 Indiana street Lawrence Kansas. 

Joe Yelton painted a mural in the living room.  Cori Wilcoxson and Dave Shirk lived there.  

I saw their friend Jeff L. at the Lonesome Houndogs show Saturday night.  I am pretty sure they all chose.  I don't hear from them.

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The black woman in the Bronx says to me indignantly, "We are all Don Southard!"  Revenge motivated people illustrate elements of pending malicious intent.  

To show cause of intent or to show motive is the element of detecting what motivated people to do as they did.  Motive is the key… Read full post »

To keep track of it myself.  The black man driving by to take me.... wanted my girlfriend's jewelry box to take me there in the cab.  He also showed up in an SUV when I was driving once.  He is the same as the black man when I saw Zoe after… Read full post »

I was sitting in the risers at LHS on the second floor where my French class was and Sheena Davis sat next to me.  She said her boyfriend was about to drive by and he had a car just like mine but newer and faster.  She pointed this out as she… Read full post »

BASICALLY WHILE ATTENDING THE PUBLIC SCHOOLS IN LAWRENCE I ACQUIRED SOME LIFE LONG ENEMIES NOT LIFELONG FRIENDS.  THIS HOWEVER WAS NOT BY MY CHOOSING IT WAS BY THEIRS AND THEY ARE MUCH MORE FORCEFUL IN MY LIFE THAN I AM IN GENERAL. 

I don't talk to people from my graduating… Read full post »

The indicator and emphasis is on my.  The aspect of the interrogative is in the term my.   Is it my mistake?

Words.  Pardon me but I read as well.  

A long time ago on KU's campus there was a mob that chased me around about their racial issues.  I… Read full post »

Some people have breakfast before they even put their shoes on for the day. I had Brazil nuts this morning for my breakfast.

All I feel is harassed by people.  I don't feel there is any commonality or friendliness with any of them.  I also am sure as hell that Marvin… Read full post »

 Dave Lowenstein deserves anything I do to him.  I sure wish I would have done worse.  

Jen Lubin and Dave Lowenstein were waiting for me one night along my regular path to the Fullertons house.   They ambushed me at 306w12th street as I regularly walked that path.  Jen was… Read full post »

Carrie Wallace shows up lurking around downtown Lawrence again with her creepy facade pretending to be doing something she isn't and doing something she is pretending not to be doing.  Dirt bag.

Carrie Wallace knows I am downtown looking at the only place that sells the kind of guitar I want.… Read full post »

Oprah wants to know when I am going to find a black friend.  

I guess the answer to that is when one of them is actually a friend instead of what they are.

When am I going to find a black friend?  When Justin Love listed on Esla Miner… Read full post »

So one day about 5 months ago I was riding my bike by a church in Lawrence at 17th and Vermont and this black fellow says, "Why don't you go ahead and burn it down?".  It is a black church I am assuming.   It is kind of funny how they… Read full post »

"He spoke coonass", the fellow at the American Legion said.  

 I had never heard this term before but I had seen this game before.

While wandering around Santa Cruz in 1995 I was at a bus stop and a 'hispanic' fellow came up to me and coincidentally told me that, "The… Read full post »