speculate spectre spectacle debacle.

instead of a sense of security I got social security.  I guess that is what the community really wanted was to demean me and not give me  ANYTHING I wanted so instead of gaining a sense of security I had to collect social security.   With your inability to tell me the truth you lost an art teacher. 

I am not scared of anything but your overbearing aggressive behavior and stupidity.

when confronted about anything; you will lie though. 

A lot of us are real fond of you."  "come on outside and we'll fuck"

Right?  ok.  Well I was real fond of you too.   Thats right.  I went to Schwelger with you and loved it so much I went to South Junior High with you too and then on to Lawrence High and hadn't had enough of you so I went on to go directly to KU without thinking about it.  I was so anxious to start college with you all after having had to go to public school with you not having had the choice of whether to attend school with the likes of you.  I saw myself as part of your community and always felt welcomed with your warm open hearts and threats like straight from the mouth of Ron Barfield every time I ran into him with Mike Brandt hiding around the corner and his theatre friends.