If any of them looked on me as somebody to be respected it would be obvious as it is that they look on me as somebody that owes them something.
Do you think I didn't feel pushed around at any point?
Could I reach within my reach at any point and find one of them that loved me or was I just something to be mistreated and owned by any of them?
They look on me with their burning eyes of judgement and calculating hatred.
To be looked on by somebody that loves me instead.
Oh well, that wasn't in their plan.