Dear My Beloved, 

I have been so sad lately. Maybe it's just because I got home from Australia, and I feel like I have no friends (even though that is not even remotely true). Or maybe it's because I feel like I'm changing back into the person I was before I had… Read full post »

Nominees for the 83rd Academy Awards

(Underlined means my prediction)

Actor in a Leading Role

• Javier Bardem in “Biutiful”
• Jeff Bridges in “True Grit”
• Jesse Eisenberg in “The Social Network”
• Colin Firth in “The King's Spee/
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Ok most of my Christmases have been amazing, full of traditions, and spent in the cozy little tourist town of Banff. When my Great Grandma died though, we decided to take a cruise just before Christmas. That part was great, the Gulf of Mexico was nothing to complain about. We then… Read full post »

Today is the my second last day of work, and I could not be more excited. I'm literally so estatic for it, I cannot even tell you! I'll be permanently moving out of my Grandparent's house, which fine with me. Is that wrong that I'm so anxious for it to come to an end?

I… Read full post »

 (This poem is composed of my favorite quotes from The Catcher in the Rye)

People always think something's all true.                              … Read full post »

Since the 1950's have times really changed that much? I mean besides the economy, morals, and fashion? Are people still basically the same way?

I was listening today to my Grandma talk about her childhood memories, and actually they sounded a lot like mine. She was a child during World… Read full post »

Here are the top 10 words (in my opinion) that most Canadians when they go to the States get laughed at for, or when Americans come to Canada they also get laughed at for...feel free to add any that are missing!

1. "About" we don't pronouce it like aboot. It's pronouced… Read full post »

Sometimes, I have to admit, I really want a boyfriend! It sounds so incredibly lame, but it's true. Someone who cares about me, won't pressure me to go to far, and will come over to my house just to spend time with me. 

So many times I watch movies and wonder… Read full post »

Chris: Look Jamie. I said a lot of crappy things the other night and I'm sorry about that. The truth is, I'm scared to be your friend, because I'm always going to want more. But then I got to thinking that I would rather have you in my life as a… Read full post »

Do ever find that sometimes you become the worst possible version of yourself? Like everything that you thought you were has no diminished into utter nothingness? 

I know this probably isn't a good example, but sometimes I look at at old pictures of myself and think "Wow I looked way better… Read full post »

#1: Never leave any drawers open. Next time you see either one of them, they will want to know what you were trying to  steal from them.

#2: Never leave anything out that you think looks questionable for example underwear or worse (use your imagination).

#3: Try not to complai… Read full post »

BURRRRRR!!!!

(Ok for all you Americans that have never been to Canada, don't assume all Canada is like this...IT'S NOT!)

Ok so here I am in Banff, Alberta, Canada. It's a little touristy ski town in the winter, and a little touristy sightseeing town in the summer.

I'ts not… Read full post »

Ok I really don't know what to do about this extremely embarrassing fear I have. Please read, and then help me!

I'm scared of this guy I work with. Not in a "oh he's cute why does he make my heart ache?" way, but more of a "don't look at me… Read full post »

Bonus: Just Friends  

                                           &nbs… Read full post »

I can feel my heart
and it's fit to burst
try to clean it up
but i just get worse

wish i could fall
on a night like this
into your lovin' arms
for a moonlight kiss

i thought i saw your face
in the evenin' sky
on a lonesome cloud
that was driftin' by

wish i could fall
on a night like this
into… Read full post »

Why is it that these days the term "boyfriend" is a word that almost every human-being cringes at these days? As women we all want a boyfriend, it's not like we want to be single for the rest of our lives! But why when people are at the beginning of a relationship,… Read full post »

Dear Blog, 

Ok so I hate work. I've just been sitting here doing absolutely nothing for the past 3 hours. Honestly though! Also it is so cold today I thought I was going to freeze my genitals off completely. (WHAT A SAD DAY!) I guess I would have to die a… Read full post »

You turn 13: Ahh to be 13! Finally a "teen!" No one can call you "little" anymore, and you're siblings can no longer tease you. What a bore!

You turn 14: Oh 14! Finally able to get your learners license, hence drive (legally I mean.) Also, if you're from the States, Highschool! How… Read full post »

Chapter 1- August 22

Rachel Forester looked out the window and suddenly realized how much everything in her life had changed. While she brooded, she wondered something many people in this world have, “What the heck am I going to do with my life?”

 After this year, she would know her… Read full post »

Ok so I'm turning 18 in one week. I don't know why I'm so apprehensive about it. I mean I'm from Alberta, one of the only provinces in Canada to not have the drinking age be 19, and in ONE WEEK I turn the big one eight! So why am I… Read full post »

This my first post so please forgive me if I'm not very interesting, honestly though I just need to let myself vent. I have tried journals, I have tried being creative with myself, I'm even attempting to write a book! But the problem with those things are they don't write back, (I mean… Read full post »