Embracing Epiphanies

Rita Bourland

Rita Bourland
Location
Columbus, Ohio,
Birthday
August 04
Bio
I have three sons in their twenties and have been married for 35 years. Life is good. I embrace life's epiphanies as they come to me and pass them along in my writing.

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APRIL 27, 2012 10:38PM

There's So Much We Can't Explain

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Photo by Rita Bourland © 2012

There’s So Much We Can’t Explain

I was touched by a moment of grace today.  It came at an unexpected time as these things often do.  I was returning home after attending the funeral of a five month old baby.  It was tragically sad.  The pain of the parents, the pain of the grandparents and other family members was deep and raw.  I drove home with a heavy heart thinking of the dear young couple who suffered this profound loss.

There’s so much we can’t explain.

The weather was beautiful.  As I neared my neighborhood, I glanced up at the sky and saw something I will always remember.  The endless blue sky was broken by a few wispy clouds; clouds that seemed to be the work of a master painter.  But then something caught my eye.  There was one cloud formation that was brilliantly colored.  The wisps were streaked with red, blue, purple and green.  I looked for a rainbow.  There was none.  I looked at the other clouds.  They were all perfectly white.  I looked back at the colorful cloud.   It was shaped like some magical bird or angel with colors so stunning that I pulled to the side of the road to gaze without interruption.  

I decided to rush home, grab my camera and try to capture the image.  By the time I got the camera and headed back outside, the cloud was gone. 

A fleeting moment of grace, an angel painted in the sky, a baby’s death.

There’s so much we can’t explain.

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The blessing is the ability you have to recognize and cherish beauty. R
That you were so observant speaks to your ability and willingness to see what is really there. Well done.
My fellow commenters have already said what I was thinking. You, Rita, witnessed what most people might just have mindlessly glanced at while thinking of something else. You not only sensed and appreciated this split-second experience of grace, but you were able to express it so poignantly. And the image you chose to illustrate it is magnificent. This is another of your pieces that will stay with me for a long, long time. Thank you so much. My heartfelt condolences will be with you and that family today and for days to come. R
It seems there are many things we see which escape the camera as if spirit remains aloof despite our persistence to try to put it in a jar.
Yes, beautifully said.
Thank you, Thoth.

Amy, that is exactly what I felt when I saw the cloud.

Thank you, John. I wish I could have captured the sight to share with all of you, but hopefully you can see it through my words.

Michelle, the family will need many prayers in the coming days. Thank you for your kind words.

So true, Blinddream. As I went home to get my camera, I knew in my heart it would be gone when I returned. I should have just sat there and admired it a bit longer.

Thank you, sashira.
Rare moments that leave an impression
If you get a moment have a look at this: http://www.cloudangel.com/
~R~
Can't explain, perhaps. But finding beauty in the simple things is a gift. R
Nature's way of showing you there's still beauty to be found despite the bottomless sadness of a baby's death? You're capture the yin and yang of this mystery with startling clarity, Rita.
M.C.S., I just took at look at the website you recommended. Wow! And the story is eerily similar to mine. Thank you for sharing this. It seems there are many angels in the skies.

nilesite, the trying to explain is the part we humans grapple with every day. Maybe these moments of rare grace are there to help us muddle through.

Thank you, Matt. The sadness of the day was so deep and the beauty of the cloud so startling. All I could do was notice.
You're rigbt. Just read somkeone who does not believe there is any real mystery. I totally disagree.
Patrick, I agree with you totally. I can't imagine a life bereft of mystery. Even Einstein understood that mystery exists.
A baby's breath to comfort you.
a bit floored here, but oh so true- so much we smart humans do not know. Sad of course... also beautiful and touching
Sound like it was beyond beautiful!
Thank you, Linnnn. Nothing purer than the breath of a baby.

tr ig, it's all things mixed up together, isn't it? Thank you for your kindness.

Tinkertink, it was indeed beautiful. Never seen anything like this before and I might never again.
there are quite amazing things in the sky sometimes. you described this particular bit of magic very nicely.
Beautiful and good on you for recognizing the moment.
I'm glad you were called to see, to look up and recieve the gift of wonderment. I wish I had answers...
On one level, I think what you saw is - and please notice the big quotation marks here - "just" a sundog - it's a form of rainbow. "No big deal". But like you, I find the synchronicities of such ephemera to point to life's deeper mysteries and beauty. Thank you for sharing this.