Formerly Known As fibrogirl

Formerly Known As fibrogirl
Birthday
October 20
Bio
I'm 35. I work in a career I love, paint, ski, nordic walk, have dogs, have a boyfriend, read incessantly, crochet, travel, sing in my car, and cook like a dream. I was misdiagnosed with fibromyalgia for the past 4 years and the some of the story is posted here. Having corrected that, I have regained energy and vitality, so I'm not online as much as before. Can't really say "F the medical establishment" enough right now. *Please excuse the mess while I readjust my online identity*

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Salon.com
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JANUARY 28, 2009 2:28PM

I'm so damn sorry you can't see my pain

Evidently, THIS is the face of Fibromyalgia:

 

facesofFM

 

These images are taken from the two pharmaceutical websites that market drugs for FM.  To me, this seems to give the impression to the impressionable that FM is a disease for older women, probably Caucasian, mid toRead full post »

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DECEMBER 7, 2008 10:28AM

And they say retail is easy?

Coming back home was hard enough.  I knew I wasn't going to find a job right away, so I was out commiserating with an old friend at the bar when someone asked me for a cigarette.

 "I'll trade you for a job" I joked.

She said "Come down  to… Read full post »

MARCH 14, 2009 11:20PM

I'm no longer Fibrogirl.

 

Crap.

I've lost my OS identity.  I'm not sure how to really deal with that, right now.

I do not have fibromyalgia.   I have hypothyroidism.  I've been on replacement hormones (synthroid, armour, and progesterone) for the last two weeks.   It only took 3 days for me to… Read full post »

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MAY 15, 2009 1:54PM

Stupidé

I hate McDonalds new marketing campaign.  In addition to serving overly sweetened dreck disguised as coffee, they are driving me nutty with the insistance of putting an accute accented "e" on words.

 

 
It's almost as bad as the freaking 5 dollar foot long torture of Subway -… Read full post »
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NOVEMBER 25, 2008 1:56PM

All because of a stupid promise

I was rushing to get to a BBQ party one August.  I was living the dream life in Chicago, working and residing downtown during the dot com boom. Friends were plentiful and we spent our downtime lounging on back porches grilling up free range and organic food from Wild Oats, musing… Read full post »

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DECEMBER 15, 2008 10:12AM

Love in the Time of Chronic Illness

Here are the facts:

  • I am in a committed relationship.
  • I have an almost fail safe form of birth control, so no worries there.
  • All my pink parts are in working order (I check occasionally *blush*).

I don'tRead full post »

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MAY 13, 2009 10:15PM

I bike to work, please don't kill me

It's about a 7.5 mile ride one way.  I ride in designated bike lanes, there is usually a high level of traffic, lots of pot holes, and traffic lights.

I love riding to work.  It's a way for me to clear the cobwebs of sleep out of my brain in the… Read full post »

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DECEMBER 5, 2008 3:14PM

Winter Static


In reponse to Mishima666's post "Getting Unread on Open Salon"  what if members of the community were picked to be editors from time to time?

There are already a few members that are posting their favorite picks list in an effort to get some of the unread to be read, so… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 28, 2008 6:13PM

Truth, Secrets, and OS

Just received a comment on my post for Open Call, wondering if what I wrote was true. 

Wow.  I really don't know how to feel about that. 

I wrote about something I don't talk about anymore, to anyone. It was a painful topic, but it felt good to throw it… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 12, 2009 10:00AM

Holy %#$%#$, I got a job.

In fact, I was offered TWO jobs this week, which in all honesty made me feel like a greedy bastard.

It is a good job, one with enough compensation to make me feel secure and pay off the bills that  have piled up in short order.   There is enough work… Read full post »

MAY 3, 2009 11:55PM

My man cannot grocery shop

I'm a good girlfriend when I send my boyfriend grocery shopping.  In addition to lists with brand names, sizes and the aisles of the store things exist in, I've also been known to look up items on the internet and print PICTURES FOR HIM TO SHOP WITH.

I sent him out… Read full post »

JANUARY 26, 2009 11:20AM

Stat Counters? O RLY?

 

statcounter
 

 


Saw this on a post today.  I've been trying wrap my head around OS culture for a little while and while it really isn't important for me to understand everything...this.....


well....

seems like the extreme. 

I don't know if I could do it.  I've come to a plac… Read full post »

 

I'm broke.

 

 

empty-pockets

I have $68 dollars in my checking acct. and $250 in my savings.  I do not have a job at the moment and do not qualify for unemployment.  The only reason I am not homeless is that my domestic partner is currentlyRead full post »

APRIL 26, 2009 2:46PM

The Making of a Murderer

Years ago, I got a call at work from an old friend.

"Seriously, get online and check out the home town newspaper."

There was a front page spread about a violent murder of a young girl.  She was stalked for weeks by an old boyfriend, who eventually went so… Read full post »

I typically do not write about political issues.  I’m very much an idiot when it comes to such things.  

Case in point, I didn’t know that exiting Presidents have a habit of passing all sorts of regulations right before they leave office that effect some pretty scary stuf… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 21, 2009 2:40AM

My doctor is WRONG!

I finally convinced him to run the damn test.   I tested positive, but it seems, NOT POSITIVE ENOUGH for standard treatment.

I know in every fiber of my being that my pain and other symptoms are caused by hormones and the metabolic processes that are out of whack in my… Read full post »

DECEMBER 16, 2008 11:56AM

Letter to the O.S. Medical Community

*this isn't directed at any particular M.D. - I read them all: teendoc, jeffery dach, Amy T. M.D.,  rahil k. p. and others. 

 

Dear O.S. M.D.'s:

This is probably going to create a bit of a backlash, but I think it needs to be pushed outRead full post »

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NOVEMBER 25, 2008 9:18AM

I am so tired (and I almost bought a cane yesterday)

It's 8:59 AM and I don't want to get moving.  This is pretty typical in the morning as I'm usually so fatigued I can't speak.  So I hit the blog circuit and read about the lives of people who aren't like mine.

 To preface, I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia… Read full post »

There is not a manual to prepare you for the event that someone you know is violently taken from this world.   Even the advice I am about to write isn't going to be applicable in all situations such as this but I feel that someday, someone might be able to use… Read full post »

JANUARY 27, 2009 2:16PM

Even the experts tell me I'm screwed!

I love Penelope Trunk, author/owner of blog  Brazen Careerist and the community of  http://www.brazencareerist.com/  for young professionals. She dispenses witty and spot on advice in both, and as her bio states:

Penelope is dedicated to helping people find success at the intersectionRead full post »

AUGUST 30, 2009 1:02PM

Livin' the life I was supposed to be

I meant to come back.  I really did.

 

I liked OS and still read it avidly.

 

I am too freaking busy being a healthy non fibromyalgia having person to make any posts.  The posts I should be making are conversations I have face to face… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 26, 2008 11:24AM

I feel loved

I really didn't expect this on OS.  My heart is  twitterpattering with joy.

 

 hello my love


My name is hellen,i saw your profile today and became intrested in you,i will also like to know you the more,and if you dont mind i will like you to send an email
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unemployment
 
I'm really trying to keep busy.
 
Really.
 

images*Inspired by my last post  and comments from Stellaa and ARury about not having a credit card now that I'm employed (again).*

Over the course of my career, I've been flush with cash and living paycheck to paycheck.  I've paid off bills and I've racked up debt like any… Read full post »