Yesterday I woke up, and this sad mood was over me. I just couldn't shake it off. I went to take a nap, thinking I might wake up and it would be away. I woke up from my nap, the mood was even stronger than it was before. I talked to my friend for hours about it all.
I told her, "If you get tired of hearing me talk about all this, just tell me to shut the fuck up."
She told me, "Talk about it until you don't have to talk about it anymore."
We had planned to go to the 6pm and 8pm meeting, since it was Friday night, it sounded like something fun to do. Well the 6pm was closed, so we came back home, got something to eat. We were talking and having our own AA meeting, until it was time to leave to go to the 8pm.
I attended my "Birthday Meeting" last night. Totally amazing! I was listening, and enjoying everything they had to say. Sitting there, just taking it all in.
We stayed later, and talked to a bunch of people. That was really nice to chat after the meeting with different ones.
When we were on our way home, I told my friend, "I am Amazed! I walked in there sad, and in a down mood, and now I am so happy I feel like I am flying high."
She told me, "Meeting will do that to you."
Then the two of us sat here until 4am having our own after meeting meeting. We got to laughing so hard for hours and we couldn't stop for the life of us. We almost had tears in our eyes. I will say my cheeks, and stomach still hurts from laughing for hard.
It felt really GREAT to laugh and to be able to laugh about all the madness that has happened to the both of us over the last month and more.
I want to tell all my friends here on OS, THANK YOU so much for all the support, love and hugs, you have been giving Robin, and myself. We both appreciate it so much.
The following song was sent to me by my friend Apache Savage. Thank you Apache!
I had never heard it before. So I wanted to share it with all my friends. I hope you will enjoy it.
Thank you Fireeyes24
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Hang in there, girls.
Hugs!
Thank you everyone..
(((FE & RS)))
Rated.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKj5lVLv-78&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dyQ4o5_z4o&feature=related
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notice all of the star talent
Monte
It is just totally amazing to me the feeling I have when I walk out of the meetings, almost Magical and so uplifting.
We stayed for both meetings last night, since it was Saturday night, it gave us something positive to do. It was interesting to talk to others between the meetings, learn more about them and their struggles too. Funny how I can relax to so many of them.
I have to keep playing this song over and over many times.. Great song that is for sure..
Love and hugs to all of you
Stupid dog catcher!!
I'M A CAT FOOL!! :-(
;)
**hugs**
(Tink- Don't ever abandon me again.... I was so lost... boohoo~~real tears~~)
Kalyan- Hang in there! Just keep on Embracing Life One Day at a Time. The journey is worth every inch of every mile. There are several out there and even here on OS that you can talk to.. Robin Sneed and I got really lucky that we both made it back sober, alive and to AA meeting together.. It was a huge disaster waiting to happen. Thank God that God gave us both one more chance.
Thank you everyone for all your support, love and for just being here for Robin and myself..Love and hugs..
Thank you so much