The death of my cat is really bothering me. The usual money worries and whatever else I worry about are still there, but the loss of my cat is really getting to me. Something/someone I truly loved and that loved me back. What a great cat. I was always happy to see him. He had a lot of personality.
Perhaps I'll get a kitten from the breeder in August, she kindly offered me a kitten if I can pay for the airline flight from back east. I'll try and find the money.
I have some freelance work to do and I'm dragging my feet on it and I don't understand why.
I have dishes and laundry to do, as always.
I'm just feeling really out of sorts. Not myself. I guess the feeling of loss will fade with time. But at the moment it's stronger than ever.
I wish the cat would jump up on my desk one more time and flop down next to my laptop to keep me company.
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I would suggest visiting your local shelter (and some pet stores also have adoption events). You can see different cats and kittens, and sooner or later one with strike your fancy as Just Right. The foster parent can tell you more specifically about their personality to help you judge for sure if it's the right cat/kitten for you. And, I see that you have another cat at home? If you take your new cat home and it doesn't work out in the existing household, I think they will usually take it back, with less hassle than trying to send back a kitten to another state.
Good luck to you, whatever you decide.