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Heather Ryan

Heather Ryan
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Eugene, Oregon, US
Birthday
December 20
Bio
"Imagine," says writer TK Dalton, "a knocked up Bookslut, Salam Pax with a dead beat ex instead of Raed. That's Terrible Mother." She's also a quick-thinking, smart-mouthed single mother to three kids. By day, she teaches writing to college freshmen and sophomores. By night, she cooks, cleans, parents and writes. She is, despite vehemently claiming to be one, not a hipster, but does have an MFA in Fiction from the University of Oregon, which she earned by duct-taping her children to chairs and feeding them bottles of Benadryl (not necessarily in that order). Terrible Mother still lives in Oregon, where she deals her snarky brand of parenting humor to her friends. "Another single mother blog?" says novelist Roby Connor. "Someone get this lady some Jesus."

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JANUARY 5, 2009 1:12AM

Poem of the Week

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This week's poem is from Matthew Dickman, whose book All American Poem is excellent. I saw him read last fall here are the University of Oregon. Matthew did his undergrad here, but was even then an exceptional student, and worked with poet Dorianne Laux (someone who was just wonderful to be around, whether you were a poet or not). Matthew and I are both friends with another poet, Jay Nebel, who did an MFA in Poetry at the same time I did mine in Fiction, also at Oregon.
 
If it seems like everyone in that paragraph knows each other, it's because the literary world is teeny-tiny, and everyone knows everyone else, and we're all related. Or something.
 
Matthew read the hell out of this poem at the reading, so I didn't expect the poem to hold up when I read it alone, but it did. I like the way it turns, how ti encompasses Chick Corea's voice at the end. And I'm needing this poem today, for all kinds of reasons, as a reminder of what's good in this world.
 
 
 
Chick Corea Is Alive and Well!
 
Which makes the elegy I wrote for him seem a little distasteful.
Let me tell you, just because you see someone in a black
and white photograph doesn't mean he's dead.
Even if you find the photograph in an old-looking
box inside your grandmother's closet,
the person in it standing against an old Ford
with a goat walking past and a farm in the distance,
he may still be alive, in a nursing home being fed
by a large Kentuckian named Tony, but alive
all the same. And it's the same with people
much older than you. Just because
they were buying cups of coffee
for a nickel and listening to Sarah Vaughan live
at the Blue Note, they're not always sleeping
through their hangovers under a quiet blade of grass
in God's Acre. When I bought the Chick Corea album
and saw him in the silvery sheen of the cover art,
smoking an unfiltered cigarette, the smoke rising
over his face like the hem of a silk dress,
I didn't even blink. He was dead. And I? I was sad,
listening to his fingers, his poor dead fingers, flying
like ghosts over IT DON'T MEAN A THING
IF IT AIN'T GOT THAT SWING, and thinking
this man's a genius! playing Ellington like a bartender
plays a Singapore Sling, all that maraschino cherry
sweetness, a little clink of ice, and his voice
doing a kind of mumble-moan
over the keys like a man whose been raised
from the dead, looking down at a woman's knees
after years in the dirt, singing yeaahh!
yeaahh! this is what I'm talkin'about, yeaahh! this good, sweet life!

-Matthew Dickman

 

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Heather, I'm just taking a stab, but I have a feeling you might appreciate a piece from the January issue of Harper's, by Charles Bernstein.

Harper's is a sub-only website, but I have a pdf of Bernstein's piece here, should you or anyone else be interested.
I don't know what to say except -- Wow. That is one fine poem.
It's a fine public service you do if you post a poem a week! This one has it all. It just flows, with great cadence and incredible imagery...the smoke rising over his face like the hem of a silk dress! But what I loved most is the humor of the first two lines...great, just great! Thank you for sharing it.
I think I like that as much in print as I did in person.

Nebel next?
This really is an effing beautiful poem.

the smoke rising
over his face like the hem of a silk dress,
I didn't even blink. He was dead.


And it does stand up surprisingly well in print against Dickman's pretty wonderful reading, which is surprising to me, since he seemed to put so much energy into his reading.

His poem "Roma" is amazing, as well.
So maybe I could have used "surprising" one more time in that comment. Sheesh.