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heidibeth

heidibeth
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I'll tell you about my journey while I'm telling myself, rereading and saying aha! yes! and that is what it was like! Words have magic feet. I like to see them dance. The rest is to be kept quiet because it is sacred. How I watch people and love them never wondering if we'll agree. I love them because they are. I believe in words but they aren't everything. I'll take harsh speech and good deeds over eloquence and little helpful action in the world. There's shades of gray through everything which is one of many reasons I pray, "Thy Will not mine be done," trying not to cross my fingers but keep my eyes and heart open.

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AUGUST 6, 2012 2:28PM

A Love Poem For My Mom

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It is in the open spaces, the order finally created last night
since her passing, that I ache,
outside in the path of a cool summer breeze after night rain,
and endless days of sun-baked heat behind us on the trail of time.

In the distance, recorded and given, for a moment just as this,
a man sang with his flute, a haunting melody for the earth,
for the spirit, for an unnamable knowledge.

His song is my solace, the shape of the wind,
a memory and the lightness of hope, of knowing
a way beyond words,
the substance of love that death can only magnify.

 

 

 

 

 

My mom passed away July 23rd. I miss the familiar way we communicate, her voice, and smile, but she is still near, helping as always. May I write many more words of love and memoris of her/us as the days move forward.

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I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Your poem is beautiful. I'm sure she was a wonderful person to have raised such a thoughtful and loving daughter.
Oh, Heidi, I am sorry. She must have been a very special soul indeed
to evoke such poetic sentiments..."a way beyond words,
the substance of love that death can only magnify..."


As for the flute, "in early cultures the flute played an important role in the realm of magic and was very closely linked to the hereafter and the spirit world with its gods. The instrument is often shown as being played by gods or symbolizes a god’s voice: the Ancient Egyptians, for example, believed the voice of Isis, the gods’ mother, was audible in the long, drawn-out notes of the flute. "
Oh Heidi! I'm so sorry. We are in the same place, my mom passed on the 19th. In fact I'm on my way to bury her ashes tomorrow. I hope the memories you have will sustain you.
It has been 3 years since I lost my mom and I still wish I could call her and talk. I am so very sorry and hope writing helps you find comfort as it helped me...
I am so, so sorry. I don't have words.... All I can say is that you seem to know what's true, that she's still with you. Sending my condolences to you and your family.
The breaking of life's chain links shatter's what we have grown accustom to causing hurt and emptiness, which in time, lessens but never fully goes away for it is the stuff of what makes us human.

May you find comfort in knowing that your mother's suffering has ceased and that she lives on in you.
I'm so sorry Heidi. Losing our parents is one of the hardest things we're called to do. I hope you continue to hear songs that give you comfort.
However little comfort it may bring to you, I hope you find solace in the knowledge that the love and closeness you shared with your mom will guide you and that that she will live on within and through you.

My sincere condolences to you and to your family. ♥
I'm so sorry Heidi. Beautiful poem.
So sorry to hear of your loss. I offer you the peace that passes understanding from the One who holds you mother in His arms...
My deepest condolences, HeidiBeth, mothers are our first best friend.
Your poem for her is sweet and wistfully resonant. I am especially struck by this: endless days of sun-baked heat behind us on the trail of time.

My condolences, Heidibeth. May memories of the love you shared sustain you.
Oh Heidi, I am so sorry for your loss. My mother died in February. Please know that she will be there - sometimes in the most wonderful moments that will make you smile and remember her in ways you can't imagine now.
Beautiful poem
and i am sorry for your loss.
This is an exquisite poem of loss and longing. Thinking of you this morning, and sending out thoughts of peace to the universe, Heidibeth.
I'm so sorry for your loss, Heidi. Lovely, heartfelt poem.
Oh my! Breathtaking poem. Thank you!
So sorry. Deepest sympathies to you and your family. Your poem is a lovely tribute.
~r~
This is a lovely tribute. You have my deepest condolences and prayer in the loss of your mother. That love and memories will keep her alive in your heart and mind. It is powerful. Remember, as you grieve, I hold you up.
I am so sorry for your loss, and what a beautiful tribute. R
Very sorry for your loss. Your poetic tribute to your mother is masterful. I appreciate you sharing this with us.
Your poem is so lovely and your sorrow so deep. I'm sure your mother was a wonderful person. She certainly raised and nurtured a gifted, caring daughter in you. My condolences.