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heidibeth

heidibeth
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April 02
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I'll tell you about my journey while I'm telling myself, rereading and saying aha! yes! and that is what it was like! Words have magic feet. I like to see them dance. The rest is to be kept quiet because it is sacred. How I watch people and love them never wondering if we'll agree. I love them because they are. I believe in words but they aren't everything. I'll take harsh speech and good deeds over eloquence and little helpful action in the world. There's shades of gray through everything which is one of many reasons I pray, "Thy Will not mine be done," trying not to cross my fingers but keep my eyes and heart open.

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Salon.com
AUGUST 13, 2012 9:49PM

Reality Check

Rate: 10 Flag

 

If I add up what I think of what I accomplished today, my figures sag and look dreary. If, without judgement, I add up what I've done today, I begin to breathe a bit easier, aware for the first time that I have been holding back lately on being all the way kind to myself, some kind of perfectionism kicking in in the face of presently increased responsibilites.

 

Looked over the boys' school assignments.

Worked on a second draft of a cookbook introduction.

Made nutrition shakes for me and my kids.

Attended a 12 Step phone meeting.

Folded towels.

Gathered and rotated laundry.

Enjoyed a long walk.

Grocery shopping with the boys.

Took the garbage out.

Made a deposit at the bank.

Gave my cat sub-q fluids.

On Facebook, I posted one thing I'm grateful for.

Prayed with a friend.

Made a call related to my mom's administrative affairs.

Communicated with two friends about getting together later this week.

Played Zuma Blitz.

Kissed each of my sons on the cheek.

Spending needed time alone.

 

I see one important thing missing. Belly laugh, the brightness of any day. I'll now be working on that.

 

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Lucy reruns on ME TV. Hearty recommend.
reruns of 2 Broke Girls. . .that will get you the laugh!
In the face of loss we function on auto mode. I hope the belly laugh will come day, but I know it takes a while- especially those who brought brightness to our day are no longer with us.

Sincerely♥
Sounds like a full day to me. You're right of course - the only thing that truly makes for a red letter, complete day, is a good laugh. Hope you got it! Hope you have lots more!
You have love. I hope you find the laughter.
Sounds like a great day, full of good things big and small. I hope you got that belly laugh in, though.