hugs, me

"Where there is a will, there is a way" English, proverb

hugs, me

hugs, me
Birthday
January 23
Company
Side door please...The dogs hate it when you ring the front bell.
Bio
Trying to be the best I can be. But I'm not super Mom and I won't pretend. I'm not perfect and I won't try. I'm just me and for those that accept me as I am, I'm worth it and for those who can't , I really hope you find what you need.

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APRIL 20, 2012 4:31PM

Realizing Where You Stand

 

 

 

 Happens instantly

Tingling throat

Tightening chest

Stinging eyes

Clinging tears  

 

 

Waiting;

For a word unspoken 

 

 

Refuse tears

Catch my breath

Wrestle the hurt

It wins

 

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MARCH 29, 2012 6:10PM

OC-Pics from my Phone

                                   Where I live we take our  vacations  "Up North"

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JANUARY 28, 2012 1:43PM

My Very Old View

 

 

         The view from my window  

 

 

 

  

       The barn

 

The view from my kitchen window. So here I am a city girl born and bred living in the "country".  Most people would not want a… Read full post »

DECEMBER 15, 2011 2:42PM

Late Again

 

 

I am late, it’s nothing new. There is a  pot- luck at work today.  As I leave the driveway, I realize I have forgotten my dish. If I go back my oldest might be late. Actually, he probably won’t but he will be so stressed that it will ruin “our&rdquo… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 21, 2011 4:41PM

Who Knows

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You need to be right

I know

 

You want to believe

I know

 

What you need right now

I know

 

 

 

I  choose happy over right

You  know

 

Can’t hold out much longer

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OCTOBER 25, 2011 1:39PM

Flawed


 

 

It’s not broken

Merely a crack

Don’t have the answer

But always your back

 

 

Everybody’s looking

No one seems to see

I can save  you

If I don’t worry about me

 

 

But will you catch me

Before I hit the ground

Have to… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 29, 2011 11:31AM

Fall Rain

 

                

 

Like a flower searching for the sun

She leans into the icy rain

Skin stinging from tiny points of pain

  

Sighs and stretches tall

Memories of a ballerina

Twirl… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 12, 2011 12:22PM

Love

 

 

 

        When I look in the mirror

 

        This is what I know

 

                    Can’t touc… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 7, 2011 2:51PM

The Blues

 

 

Did this to myself

No one else to blame

Time to lower expectations

Can’t and won’t are not the same 

 

Pride is gone

Will deflated

As the song says

“ It “ is overrated  

 

It is not real

Can you be sure ? 

Loss of hope

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AUGUST 8, 2011 1:07PM

1st Blog (fernsy's open call)

 

 

 

My first ever blog. I got one comment from that Darling Scylla...

How my life would have been different if he had not been so kind and generous to comment on it.

 

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AUGUST 3, 2011 4:47PM

You

 

 

 

 

I didn’t know I was searching

Until I found you again

 

How do you thank the one

That saved you from yourself

 

You gave my world light

When the clouds hung low

 

Lost on a one way road

You gave me a hand to hold

 

Now… Read full post »

JULY 21, 2011 4:00PM

A Fool

 

 

 

 

Made of fool of myself

You were always so kind… 

Dropped a curtain called pride

Wrote those words on my mind  

           

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JULY 19, 2011 8:17PM

Looking for the Laughter

 

 

 

looking for the laughter

waiting for a sign

need just a giggle

life is more than fine

 

craving a silly moment

a glorious grin upon my face

the room is not empty

silence takes its place

 

wishing for a moment

that someone… Read full post »

JUNE 24, 2011 5:33PM

Obscuring Reality

 

 

 

 Listen to the music

Dance upon my mind  

 

 

Breathe the scents of heaven

Exhale the taste wine  

 

Hiding in a corner

Running across time   

 

I’ll live the life I want

Even if it's a lie

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MAY 19, 2011 1:02PM

Far Away

 

 

 

Come closer

Let me whisper in your ear

Much to tell

About my hope and fear

  

Come closer

Let me breathe you in

Miss you too

When did we begin

  

Come closer

Let me lean upon you

Feel my ache

You have it too

  

Come closer

Let… Read full post »

MAY 10, 2011 5:11PM

Not You..

 

 

 

You didn’t

 

You wouldn’t

 

Not you, No never you

 

 

   

Head hung

 

Heart bruised

 

The trusted one

 

 

   

Can’t go back

 

The soul cannot unhear

 

Why would you say that to me?

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APRIL 29, 2011 10:44AM

Pennies in a Fountain

 

 

 

Toss pennies in a fountain

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APRIL 18, 2011 5:16PM

Weather Woman

 

 

 

It is coming

 

Storm clouds are nowhere in sight

Like an arthritic knee

My soul feels it coming

The fog of emotions begin to gather

Swirling around my feet

Threaten to completely engulf me

Springtime sun cuts through the haze

Cold air intermittently brushes my shoulders… Read full post »

APRIL 11, 2011 2:59PM

Leaving a Trail

 

 

 

Step gently through the sand

Trying not to leave a mark

  

If I don’t leave a trail

And I don’t breathe a word

  

Maybe today will be a good day

Maybe today will be happy

  

But we all know I will fail

Because that is who I am

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APRIL 4, 2011 1:51PM

My Cure

 

 

 

Carried your words in my pocket

Feels like a thousand years

 

Breathe my words in darkness

Alone, to hide my fears

  

A kiss can change a life

A wish can hold on tight

 

You gave me strength

When I gave up the fight

  

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MARCH 23, 2011 11:30AM

Perfect

 

 

Perfect is the son who plops on the couch

and tells you about his life

 

Perfect is the hug from the child

sailing across the room

 

Perfect is the husband not coaching from the stands

because you ask him not to

 

Perfect is the friend who uses your… Read full post »

MARCH 18, 2011 11:55AM

His Hope

 

 

She is his

Dreams

Thoughts

Future

 

She completes his

Wishes

Needs

Past

 

She gives him

Hope

Joy

Fulfillment

 

Does she know how lucky she is?

I do.

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MARCH 9, 2011 1:24PM

All is good

 

 

 

You are my heart

 

Breath of my world

Tears when I can’t be home 

Stealer of my things for memory’s sake

 

   

Keeper of the stories

 

Angel flying to my arms

 

Bear that gives the mighty hug

 

Sleeper holding my hand a… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 28, 2011 3:15PM

It is Time

 

 

 

Does the sigh make a sound

When no one hears it

 

Can you turn your back to someone

Who cannot be seen

 

How do you walk away

If no one is there

 

Will you miss me

When I am gone… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 13, 2011 2:48PM

My Youngest Love (OC,l'kate)

 

 

How could I forget it

Asked me out two weeks before

Wore a suit and hair with gel in it

That gentleman did open my door

 

Oh, how the other girls stared

Together we danced fast and slow

His friends watched, but he never cared

So much fun I did not want… Read full post »