hugs, me

"Where there is a will, there is a way" English, proverb

hugs, me

hugs, me
January 23
Trying to be the best I can be. But I'm not super Mom and I won't pretend. I'm not perfect and I won't try. I'm just me and for those that accept me as I am, I'm worth it and for those who can't , I really hope you find what you need.


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NOVEMBER 26, 2014 6:05PM




Silence no longer hurts

Will time ever be my friend?

 breathe and  talk

think and dream

those things no longer pain me

 I have changed

can anyone else see it?

more careful

more forgiving

less prayer

regrets gone

 Tonight I miss her I really, really miss her

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APRIL 20, 2012 4:31PM

Realizing Where You Stand




 Happens instantly

Tingling throat

Tightening chest

Stinging eyes

Clinging tears  




For a word unspoken 



Refuse tears

Catch my breath

Wrestle the hurt

It wins


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MARCH 29, 2012 6:10PM

OC-Pics from my Phone

                                   Where I live we take our  vacations  "Up North"

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JANUARY 28, 2012 1:43PM

My Very Old View



         The view from my window  





       The barn


The view from my kitchen window. So here I am a city girl born and bred living in the "country".  Most people would not want a… Read full post »

DECEMBER 15, 2011 2:42PM

Late Again



I am late, it’s nothing new. There is a  pot- luck at work today.  As I leave the driveway, I realize I have forgotten my dish. If I go back my oldest might be late. Actually, he probably won’t but he will be so stressed that it will ruin “our&rdquo… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 21, 2011 4:41PM

Who Knows










You need to be right

I know


You want to believe

I know


What you need right now

I know




I  choose happy over right

You  know


Can’t hold out much longer

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OCTOBER 25, 2011 1:39PM




It’s not broken

Merely a crack

Don’t have the answer

But always your back



Everybody’s looking

No one seems to see

I can save  you

If I don’t worry about me



But will you catch me

Before I hit the ground

Have to… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 29, 2011 11:31AM

Fall Rain




Like a flower searching for the sun

She leans into the icy rain

Skin stinging from tiny points of pain


Sighs and stretches tall

Memories of a ballerina

Twirl… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 12, 2011 12:22PM





        When I look in the mirror


        This is what I know


                    Can’t touc… Read full post »

SEPTEMBER 7, 2011 2:51PM

The Blues



Did this to myself

No one else to blame

Time to lower expectations

Can’t and won’t are not the same 


Pride is gone

Will deflated

As the song says

“ It “ is overrated  


It is not real

Can you be sure ? 

Loss of hope

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AUGUST 8, 2011 1:07PM

1st Blog (fernsy's open call)




My first ever blog. I got one comment from that Darling Scylla...

How my life would have been different if he had not been so kind and generous to comment on it.


I read it now and can't believe where my relationship with my oldest has gone,Read full post »

AUGUST 3, 2011 4:47PM






I didn’t know I was searching

Until I found you again


How do you thank the one

That saved you from yourself


You gave my world light

When the clouds hung low


Lost on a one way road

You gave me a hand to hold


Now… Read full post »

JULY 21, 2011 4:00PM

A Fool





Made of fool of myself

You were always so kind… 

Dropped a curtain called pride

Wrote those words on my mind  


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JULY 19, 2011 8:17PM

Looking for the Laughter




looking for the laughter

waiting for a sign

need just a giggle

life is more than fine


craving a silly moment

a glorious grin upon my face

the room is not empty

silence takes its place


wishing for a moment

that someone… Read full post »

JUNE 24, 2011 5:33PM

Obscuring Reality




 Listen to the music

Dance upon my mind  



Breathe the scents of heaven

Exhale the taste wine  


Hiding in a corner

Running across time   


I’ll live the life I want

Even if it's a lie

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MAY 19, 2011 1:02PM

Far Away




Come closer

Let me whisper in your ear

Much to tell

About my hope and fear


Come closer

Let me breathe you in

Miss you too

When did we begin


Come closer

Let me lean upon you

Feel my ache

You have it too


Come closer

Let… Read full post »

MAY 10, 2011 5:11PM

Not You..




You didn’t


You wouldn’t


Not you, No never you




Head hung


Heart bruised


The trusted one




Can’t go back


The soul cannot unhear


Why would you say that to me?

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APRIL 29, 2011 10:44AM

Pennies in a Fountain




Toss pennies in a fountain

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APRIL 18, 2011 5:16PM

Weather Woman




It is coming


Storm clouds are nowhere in sight

Like an arthritic knee

My soul feels it coming

The fog of emotions begin to gather

Swirling around my feet

Threaten to completely engulf me

Springtime sun cuts through the haze

Cold air intermittently brushes my shoulders… Read full post »

APRIL 11, 2011 2:59PM

Leaving a Trail




Step gently through the sand

Trying not to leave a mark


If I don’t leave a trail

And I don’t breathe a word


Maybe today will be a good day

Maybe today will be happy


But we all know I will fail

Because that is who I am


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APRIL 4, 2011 1:51PM

My Cure




Carried your words in my pocket

Feels like a thousand years


Breathe my words in darkness

Alone, to hide my fears


A kiss can change a life

A wish can hold on tight


You gave me strength

When I gave up the fight


You will always be mine… Read full post »

MARCH 23, 2011 11:30AM




Perfect is the son who plops on the couch

and tells you about his life


Perfect is the hug from the child

sailing across the room


Perfect is the husband not coaching from the stands

because you ask him not to


Perfect is the friend who uses your… Read full post »

MARCH 18, 2011 11:55AM

His Hope



She is his





She completes his





She gives him





Does she know how lucky she is?

I do.

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MARCH 9, 2011 1:24PM

All is good




You are my heart


Breath of my world

Tears when I can’t be home 

Stealer of my things for memory’s sake



Keeper of the stories


Angel flying to my arms


Bear that gives the mighty hug


Sleeper holding my hand a… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 28, 2011 3:15PM

It is Time




Does the sigh make a sound

When no one hears it


Can you turn your back to someone

Who cannot be seen


How do you walk away

If no one is there


Will you miss me

When I am gone… Read full post »