hyblaean- Julie

hyblaean- Julie
Location
Chicagoish, Illinois, USA
Birthday
September 30
Bio
40; army brat; bisexual... still living with my ex partner (uhm, it's complicated?); perpetually confused, which makes me look like i'm doing a ditzy act, but actually it's not put on; middle class in cash if not culture (freaking finally); INFP/INFJ; SSRI, lithium, nicotine lozenge and caffeine dependent. Driven to laziness, odd fits of needing to 'fix' things, subthreshold hypomanic moments of productiveness (rarely) and random weirdness (often). --------------------------- If you have regular suicidal thoughts, please try lithium. It's worth a shot and has worked wonders for me.

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APRIL 7, 2011 9:47PM

4.7.11

Rate: 13 Flag

ugh...sorry, drunken spew, and a bad judgement call last night

appreciate the support though and OS connectivity gods willing I will be over to see what you all have written tonight

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such raw emotions
cruelty
twisted
Hoping you are
looking for peace
rated with love
Sigh.. Hugggggggggggggg Julie..
I hope for the best
Julie, your writing has this visceral, raw quality I really appreciate. It's "to the core" writing. Brave people write this way.
enduring cruelty is not an option. not acceptable. set your boundaries and believe you are worth them.

big hugs to you.

some damn fine writing here.
I suspect "they" are wrong. Sigh.
the cnas know how smart and manipulative you are, why don't the docs see it?

Oh man does that bring back memories of working psych. I wonder if that has always been true? I suspect yes.

But then I think about business, and its the same ---the people furthest from the action ALWAYS know the least.

This poem tells this story REALLY well.
what was in here that people are commenting to? How are you Julie?
Guess I missed something, but life goes on...You're one of the good guys, though, I know that!
I missed a drunken spew?? Dammit!!
that's ok Jules. I missed it. You are always OK in my book anyway.
Damn it, you're suppose to call me and Tink before attempting even the drinking part, let alone the drunken posting!! Sheesh, it's in the rule book!!

~monkey hug~

Poke! Poke! Too!!
Julie,
Must've been a good'n. You're allowed. And we wouldn't be worth our salt if we judged you one way or another for it. xo
Missed the spew, but wouldn't have changed my concern and care for you. You take care and feel better now okay? Hugs 2 U.

♥R
Just visiting now. Hope all is better than it was. Hope you are smiling.
I found this moving yet troubling, especially the part about drunken spew. If that was meant literally, big {HUGZ}.