It is clear to me now
That we were once in love
In some other place and time
Some other space where fate and circumstance were harmonious.
My heart aches to know that I'll not discover everything about you that moves me
Every line on your face that frames your eyes
Those eyes that I will recognize for many lifetimes to come
Every movement of your body when it hovers close to mine
The passion and emotion in you that makes me want to drown in the words you say.
It is also clear to me now
You are a temptation too great for me
And I am a temptation unnecessary for you to find contentment.
What does it mean to have your heart split in two? Betrayal? No. My heart is full of love ... on many levels, on many terms, over many lifetimes. It is my fate: one will move me into a love to last a lifetime and one will be my love over many lifetimes. This is only one task of my many lifetimes. But I will prevail ... he will not infiltrate my life or love in this time. I have already mourned him.