I suspect mother said:

I asked you, god, for the sustenance

 to sustain my household...

i got a lower middleclass existence

 fraught with oedipal incumbentations.

when the tickle enflamed  the middle of me  

i went far afield in my fantasy 

and dreamt a Kev… Read full post »

I will assimilate all of this,

             eventually:

                       i will  inspect intentions 

  &… Read full post »

FIRST LESSON

IN GESTALT THERAPY...

("What is the subject matter

of psychology?...

1. experience is ultimately contact

2.every human function is an interacting in an organism/environment field

CONTACT is the the work

of forming a figure of interest

 against a ground

or context

of the… Read full post »

  I was late for the weekly  7 p.m. group therapy I facilitated at the Moravian Buddhist Church because some joker blew up my new Lexus, and I had to stick around at the scene and answer a slew of tedious questions from the cops.  This was the third car I'd lost… Read full post »

  I was "enjoying" the solicitude of the Manchester Area Conference of Churches' shelter when I had a run in with MACC's Executive director and was kicked out on my ass.

  We "guests" were lined up one night in front of the establishment, and some of us were encroaching on town pr… Read full post »

Life is a multimedia work of Art.

Art is all.

The point of the universe is Beauty.

You fill up the Universe beautifully...the conscious recognition of this is not difficult to achieve: feel the body bliss in every idiosyncratic movement...it its yours...and you fill up the Universe...it is for you,… Read full post »

Some of us-- the meek-- have a certain shame of expansion

We allow our self space to be brutally territorialized

and we shrink to the smallest volume we can sustain

(or we shrink to nothing)

When the meek inherit the earth,

it will be by

colonizing the space we now… Read full post »

I suggest:

just

   slow

         down

                   now....

and everything you see

  can be

    the production

  &nb… Read full post »

to the princess...sorry,

the prince's love comes tumbling down 

for the Lion Within...

not for you...

............................................................

Hamlet had anger issues. He was consumed by seeking revenge for his Father's death. 

But his Father was better off… Read full post »

  I went to see Riz yesterday in his section 8 suite. He was recovering from a second bout of pneumonia, which he got because he never moves around much. Just sits in his new brown recliner, phone in hand, laptop on his meaty thighs, diet coke on an endtable next… Read full post »

This is my take on Christianity, which I kind of like, though it's scary.

In the First Coming---including the Cruci-fiction , the Resurrection, etc---- Christ generously conquered the Spiritual World for Us. Thank you, J.

Our souls are now saved.

But… Read full post »

  Recognize that you are now part of a Family.  Your previous family is still there, but: it is now probably estranged from you. Don't weep & moan about it. It is time to prove to them that you are a self-sufficient mother-fucker, so they don't wanna hear alot of anger… Read full post »

  I am writing this in the local library. I am known there, and it is now known by them that I am "homeless".  I have 30 minutes to create a masterpiece..

  My mother died today.  No, not today, this is the death date of her sojurn through this vale of… Read full post »

she :   "stop all that that yre doin there, buster..."

he : "for why?"

she : "for yre doing yr hide & seek with me again..."

he: "simply yr perspective, sweetie...from mine, the dialectical opposite of..."

she: " 'dialectical'? "

he: "180 degrees away.."

she : "aha, mm"

he: "from… Read full post »

"a drunken man

who falls out of a cart

though he may suffer,

does not die...

ideas of life, death, fear and the like

cannot penetrate his breast;

and so he does not suffer from contact with objective existence.

If such security is to be got from wine, 

how much… Read full post »

 "ring them bells ya heathen

from the city that dreams

ring them bells cross the sanctuaries

past the valleys and streams

for they're deep & they're wide

& the world's on its side

and time is runnin backwards

& so is the Bride...."

Bob Dylan, "Ring them… Read full post »

in the fucking psych ward....

& am now out, cured...

to the shelter now....

got nothin? got nothin to lose, then, ja?

what'll you do now, my blue eyed son?

TEAR THE FUCKIN SYSTEM DOWN FROM THE INSIDE....

THOUSANDS OF YOUR FELLOW… Read full post »

for Ila...

"AND THE WORD WAS MADE FLESH...."

(JOHN 1:14)

The almost-wise man will think:

a wall of flesh...irresistible....

(an insinuating pheronomic phenomenon?)

(or...heart-action at a distance?....)

(but action at a distan… Read full post »

she: "don't..."

he: "what!? for christ's sake, WHAT? Don't WHAT?"

she: "just don't"

he: "ok, i won't.."

she: "you won't..what?"

he: "you know..."

she: "fuck you"

he: "yes?"

she: "NO!"

he: "why not?"

she: "it's not the solution..."

he: "to what?"

she: "you know..."

he: "yes, you're right… Read full post »

  Atheism is a very controversial concern in Avalon.  My father the previous king, nominally a "Sanctimonist", the most watered down thing you could be in the Avalonian religious sphere, was tolerant to his atheist subjects.  He allowed only one atheist a month to be burnt in the publi… Read full post »

  I woke up in a nitwittian hotel room.  I knew i had to get out of this town as soon as possible, for my own sanity, but also for the continuation of my journey's mission: to establish myself on the throne of avalon.

  the tv ran insipid self-esteem /… Read full post »

I woke up this morning with the intention of following my well-laid-out plan, to escape from this land of beautiful hippies, Sanadoo. I knew full well they would oppose my leaving, because although i share hippyish tendencies, i am a super-rational kind of guy.  I always… Read full post »

  So i now find myself the new king of Avalon, and am currently weighing my options.  I've been staying with some friends in a most unusual region of my realm...the bonfires are kept burning day and night, some hemp-like vegetation sending thick fragrant smoke over the little village, insin… Read full post »

  Nabina, keep your beautiful head down,

  don't let the hurricane winds mess your hair....

SHAKTI:

Tantic title of the Great Goddess

KALI MA...

REALIZED BOTH AS:

a sexual partner

and as the innermost, animating Soul of Human

or god;

like the Greek Psyche,

R… Read full post »

 For A.S. ....happy "Bastille Day", Beautiful Dreamer...from J.M.E.

Wm. Blake, "Jerusalem", plate 77..

"I know of NO OTHER CHRISTIANITY AND OF NO OTHER GOSPEL than THE LIBERTY OF BODY AND MIND to exercise the divine arts of Imagination...Imagination the real and eternal World of which th… Read full post »