A song I go to for comfort; Dylan, ‘Death is not the End’:

ah the tree of life is growing
Where the spirit never dies
And the bright light of salvation
Shines in dark and empty skies
When the cities are on fire
When the burning flesh of men
Just remember that death is not the end
And you search in vain to find
Just one law abiding citizen
Just remember that death is not the end.

I am looking for more information about James Holmes, but cnn is telling me how to protect my money, throwing figures of $200 million around, so I went to MSNBC, where two mourners are speaking, and there is talk of a pubic vigil. Obama won’t be there. They are speculating upon Mr. Holmes’ court appearance tomorrow, saying it is premature t charge him. I learned Colorado has the death penalty for the “heinous” stuff.

I landed on Fox.  Talking abut Zimmerman. Poor guy, eclipsed , big time, in the media.

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I read a New York Times article about Holmes, entitled “Awkward Student Is Said to Leave Vicious Trap”.

Front page, next to an article about ‘’real life heroes ‘ ‘ emerging from the dark theater…Seems a few fellas lost their lives protecting their women...I hope this gives a bit of hope for you, as it does for me..

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On Fox there is still Zimmerman news, prophetic of violence on the streets if he is acquitted.

On MSNBC a fellow whose cretdential I dunno yet says “ we must take solace that this is an isolated event”. He must have had some good education, for he spoke in complete psychobabble sentences, which we all need to hear now. Especially the children.

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On cnn some trustworthy bald guy is telling me how the fdic kept my money safe. No one ever lost a penny of fdic insured money.  Bald Guy says a “financial regulation doesn’t have to be partisan”.

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Oh I am sick of tv. I have been glued to it for days now.  The community responded. A lot of hurt there. Huh. Wow. Victims’ stories spinning out for me to cry about , a bit.

Still, I need access to Holmes, to his head.

I gotta solve this thing.

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Why? For my own sanity. I have nightmares every night about threats to my safety. I wake in a panic. I go  back to sleep and the nightmare picks up where it left off. I won’ t bore you with the details of last nights’.

I turn on tv to get comfort.

I see a bunch of damn fool idiots who scare me more than Mr. Holmes. They are the Intelligentsia, the experts, and they speak gibberish to me. I liked the New York Times article, for it told me the facts in a noncommittal way. As if: this is the way it is, we all know it, and here is the latest example of it, and it is odd….

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Holmes is described as ‘’uncooperative’’ from the prison where he is held. Gonna be a hell of a show.

Forget Zimmerman, you concerned citizens. He will get not much traction anymore ….

Another Zimmerman:

When you're sad and when you're lonely
And you haven't got a friend
Just remember that death is not the end
And all that you held sacred
Falls down and does not bend
Just remember that death is not the end.