MY RECENT POSTS
- i own my sexuality, even when
i mortify myself
February 02, 2012 11:17PM - why i am not voting for obama
February 02, 2012 09:21AM - epitaph epithet (....and
david beckham in skivvies)
January 31, 2012 07:53AM - Ferris Bueller Super Bowl
Commercial!! Broderick,
Broderick
January 30, 2012 08:11PM - how to pick a boy
January 30, 2012 07:59AM
MY RECENT COMMENTS
- “i am giving
consideration and trying to
educate myself more
about the
court.
thats…”
February 03, 2012 06:12PM - “it certainly will
monkey. it certainly
will.
i am always
trying to stay awake
on…”
February 03, 2012 06:04PM - “hi everyone - thank you
again for your comments and
thoughts.
trig, yours was
es…”
February 03, 2012 04:41PM - “jeanette - this is GREAT
news, and to me, typifies what
i was
trying to say in
my…”
February 03, 2012 01:30PM - “bobbot - if i can get up
the courage to drive myself, i
am
gonna do a southern
to…”
February 03, 2012 12:08PM
Daisy jane smithie's Links
i own my sexuality, even when i mortify myself
okay, i dont like talking about sex, and especially sex *I* have, out loud, ever. oh sure, a dirty haiku now and then, for the fun of it. a terribly tawdry haiku once (which was scorned and i reacted badly to the scorn and started one of the famous OS wars… Read full post »
why i am not voting for obama
gonna keep this pretty short. five bullet points, thats what i will do. with a disclaimer.
the disclaimer is this: i campaigned for and voted for obama in 2008. i did not expect him to win, and when he won, i wept. i wept off and on the whole next day,… Read full post »
epitaph epithet (....and david beckham in skivvies)
eitaph - noun - a phrase or statement written in memory of a person, esp on a tombstone
epithet - noun - 1. an adjective or descriptive phrase expressing a quality regarded as characteristic of the person or thing mentioned
Ferris Bueller Super Bowl Commercial!! Broderick, Broderick
i KNOW its a car commercial!
and feh on commercials and new cars!
but i have loved matthew broderick since war games - remember that movie? i LOVED him. ah, so cute, so smart, so geeky.
and then of COURSE i loved ferris bueller, even if i did find the whole… Read full post »
how to pick a boy
how to pick a boy
i used to pick a boy
by not picking a boy
my stomach picked him
you can't pick a boy, i'd declare
life isnt that simple
woody said the heart wants what it wants and woody got that one thing right
the old goddamned perv… Read full post »
ok, fine. unimagined magic it is. and a joke.
the darkness is passing over, and i believe i have strong evidence for it being hormonal. dont get me wrong - things suck. thats true. my expectations and hopes for the boy remain what i said in my last post. but i dont feel like i am half an hour away… Read full post »
losing track
losing track of all the sleep i havent gotten
last night's five hours felt pretty extensive, though. nowhere near enough, true
but,
damn sight better than the three i have had a couple times, recently
menacing dreams continue. last night it was that i could talk on the phone with… Read full post »
WAIT - MODIFIED GNS Open Call
** no time to fix this up properly. but do want to make sure all o' y'all know that i know how putting the best spin on things helps. i wouldnt have made it this long if i were not a master of positive spin. however, i dont have enough positive… Read full post »
my week with marilyn - a review
saw it tonight.
quick impressions:
michelle williams is so gorgeous you cant even stand it. however, she had to GAIN weight to play marilyn at least 20 pounds lighter than marilyn really was.
as a result of this, they had to be very careful to keep her extremely vein-y hands… Read full post »
taking to the bed and making a plan
well, decided, after yet another shabby night's sleep, and feeling general malaise that was not being fixed even with music, and music ALWAYS fixes me, to take to the bed.
it's a phrase for a reason, you know. i didnt invent it.
if i take to the bed, that means i… Read full post »
what real love looks like
a new couple came to visit
she has a cane and perfect gray toni tenille hair
i wanted toni tenille hair so bad when i was little
remember their bulldogs?
the wife seems quite deaf, and smiles a lot
he has a wide irish face, though his name is… Read full post »
I dreamed a dream, and it didn't include homelessness
You have heard Roosevelt's quote about nothing to fear but fear itself, hundreds of times. It always made no sense to me, because fear is certainly not the only thing we have to fear, and he was too smart a man to not know that. So, here is the quote with… Read full post »
quality claimstaking
open mic. missed half of it, coming home to check on the boy, and letting myself get distracted with OS, as is my wont. yours too, and you know it.
then, thought we would have six open mic-ers here, but we had EIGHT, PLUS the boy stayed up here with… Read full post »
wtf man. its five ay em!
i went to sleep early, early-ish, anyway. probably before 11. woke at 2. was awake, for a while, i could tell. and havent slept since.
too much going on. too much figuring out. too much up in the air.
that doesnt mean there arent good things, though.
yesterday, s… Read full post »
make of this what you will
ok, so, you already know that last night i awoke and heard whispers and felt pressure on my bed and my first thought was "incubus!"
now, that is ludicrous, even to me, just so you know.
never had an incubus, probably dont believe in incubuses, was kinda making fun of myself… Read full post »
I BELIEVE IN YOU
Now that you found yourself losing your mind
Are you here again?
Finding that what you once thought was real
Is gone, and changing?
Now that you made yourself love me
Do you think I can change it in a day?
How can I place you above me?
Am I… Read full post »
i woke in the middle of the night
and i swear i heard whispers, and felt a pressure on my bed
oh my god, i said. a goddamned incubus? huh-uh. and i reached right over and turned on the light. he left. damn straight.
cause i might be broken, i might not be viable, its true. im not viable. … Read full post »
beth's OC = top 10 streaming suggestions
netlfix streaming is only 8 dollars a month, and has a lot to choose from, and is a tremendous savings from paying a cable or satellite bill. added to hulu, which is free, you can really be perfectly satisfied. you cant watch jeopardy, you cant watch MASH, you cant watch Babe,… Read full post »
i'll take a lifeline, regis
sometimes, when the ship is sinking
no longer listing, but sinking
and there are no boats left
and the likelihood of treading water is unlikely, and the likelihood of getting sucked under with the boat is very great
and you are already wet from spray and whatever
and you… Read full post »
he still sleeps like a baby
i knew him being a teenager would not be easy on me
i have dreaded, forever, the day he would come in, give me one syllable, go into his room and close the door.
i know i am supposed to be okay with it, but i miss him, often when he… Read full post »
Are you there, Diary? It's me, Hopeful Starving Student
Dear Diary,
Though I am still a Starving Student, I am not so sure that being Hopeful is still warranted.
It seems I am losing my mind. I know I have always teetered on the edge, but now I am falling
… Read full post »Are you there, Diary? It's me, Hopeful Starving Student
Dear Diary,
Though I am still a Starving Student, I am not so sure that being Hopeful is still warranted.
It seems I am losing my mind. I know I have always teetered on the edge, but now I am falling over that edge with wild abandon. There is a… Read full post »
poison iVy is an insidious, inVasiVe, creeping Vine
you all know poison iVy? i assume you haVe all had it, eVen?
you know it is a Vine, which can kill its host?
the oil on the leaVes is toxic, poisonous.
simply innocently brushing against it can result in an ugly rash that can last for months.
some people… Read full post »
the OS NEW POST Omega symbol doohicky thing
go to your new post window right now.
above the text box are the two rows of formatting tools. bottom right is the omega doohicky. click it, and look what you can do!!
↑ an up arrow!
and
← side arrow!
§ that thing there, some entwined esses!&nb… Read full post »
close enough to ten grand
the fundraising event is over. dont have an exact total till i sit down with the director and see what was donated that is not on my tally (i know we got at least one additional sponsor, dont know at what level).
which means that between something like december 20th and… Read full post »

Salon.com