Jeseppi Trade Wildfeather

Jeseppi Trade Wildfeather
Location
Schoharie County, New York, USA
Birthday
April 03
Title
Owner
Company
Three Barn Farm
Bio
I come from a long line of soothsayers dating back to Roman times known as "Segreto", which means "secret adviser". Salah El-Din Al-Ayubi, "Saladino", (1169-1250), a Trebuchet armed Arab General (cf.: "The Kingdom of Heaven" -the movie) contributed the genes through Grandma Nelli. Life has been interesting. I lived and studied in a Franciscan cult at the estate of Hamilton Fish in Garrison on the Hudson. The Cappuchins practiced an unnatural view of God and sex. They threw me out as soon as they realized I liked girls more than Herman Hesse, or certain men in dresses. Before "bells" came in, I attended the subway institute of dance in New York City until I traded the greaser life for a rubber finger at the US Trust Company, 45 Wall where bankers trade heavily in the tight colorful sweaters which encircle the massive breasts of seductively submissive receptionists. I volunteered for Vietnam and returned from my fog of war shrugging my shoulders like Robert Strange Mac Namarra with ..."Alright, we made some mistakes". Compelled to discover why all the killing, I hyper-focused on Dante and Jesus. In Italy a blinding revelation came to me while in ecstasy in Gubbio during an annual event, "Son you're in depression just go ahead and kill yourself." I'm still here thanks to San Steffano. Another voice came through –"Do that and you will be immersed in papal dung up to your balls listening to your uncle's Kingston Trio albums over and over again for the rest of eternity. I quickly repented and decided to limit myself to a strict regimen of lust and cute goddess face worship hoping to move up a chasm circle. I learned to discern the meaning of academic reliability in all fields except personal finance and human psychology. After graduation, I began my artistic pursuits in welded sculpture in a dismal basement warehouse studio next to a chemicals lab and got burned selling absolutely nothing while amassing thousands of pounds of rusting truck parts. I soon became a tradesman, and eventually became regarded as a skilled artisan in ceramic tile and marble with over two thousand hand crafted projects and the van your father warned you about. Syracuse, Walnut Creek and Berkeley were my playgrounds. Along my path I learned that God is Love, Life, and Truth; One. Could be your one. Could be my one. Could be any body's one. So long as God remains One. Double or triple Gods have difficulty parenting me. They argue. I believe that the Anointed One of Israel, Yeshua, Jesus, is the incarnation of love, life and truth. I believe his death saved me and the revelation of this truth came when I wholeheartedly repented, like Scrooge, of my lost and sinful life. I soon began to experience God's miraculous presence and grace toward me. Been there ever since. While a tradesman in 1989, I was formally ordained by invitation of the United Evangelistic Fellowship, Concord California, while ministering in the prison community in Northern California. Due to the repressed, emotional trauma of severe combat experiences in Viet Nam, the recession of the mid 90's, and being a nice guy, I was incapable of adjusting to the complexities and instabilities of consumer oriented society. I suffered a divorce in 1997. Dissed by family and friends I lived aboard "Mama Mia", my 28' Pearson Triton, and "Emily" , my 35' wooden sloop built in Gossport England in 1946, for the next seven years in San Francisco Bay Area Marinas. There I wrote, rehearsed, prayed and degenerated painfully slowly. I found healing through a combat veteran's recovery group processing deeply buried feelings caused by repressing unspeakable atrocities. I remain open and willing to reconcile with family and friends wherever, and whenever possible. Today, I work at what I love and do best developing my household, music, mosaics and oil painting. I study more and live peacefully with my wife, Denise, a fused glass artist living in our twenty acre mountain farm in Upstate New York. Our friends and tenants are kind, generous, gracious and love one another deeply. They are a gift, and a beacon of peace and the first fruits of a good life. I support any person willing to stand up and speak in an uninhibited sincere voice. I work at being positive, and facilitate workshops in communication education and oil painting promoting creative interdependent interaction among people of all races, creeds, and cultures. Performance art in down-tempo, urban, blues/rock guitar improvisation, and other disciplines are my vehicles for self expression, social interaction, and community enrichment. At the Hotel Utah in San Francisco between 1997 and 2004 I gave over seven hundred consecutive solo performances and scores of ensembles with young upstarts and old timers. Watched new trends, friendships and leaders develop playing a part somewhere in the mix. Lee Mallory, a close friend and noted influence of the late sixties sound, once said, "I guess I'm just a love child". I think that is the best way to describe my associates then and now. My life with all it's trials, struggles and hardships has been a wonder and a blessing. I am happy to be here. I expect I will be even happier to return when my Blessed Lord calls. My web estate, "The Naked Underground", is located at http://jeseppi.blogspot.com/.

JANUARY 3, 2009 1:08AM

The Sayings of Jeseppi Trade Wildfeather

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Wildfeather in study.

 

life transcends feelings

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love, life and truth
is the natural instinct of higher life forms
hatred, death and lies
is of the lower

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blessings are a function of the body
more than the mouth
unless you are God
or you have the authority
to speak them into existence

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the sun is alive
the earth is dead

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live in the gift

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keep your word and show up

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knowledge is control
and many use information
to manipulate the lives of others

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most arguments are some form of abuse

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she was terminally nil

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a dollar is a strange substance
it is one of the few things
that can be meaningful and meaningless
at the same time

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freemen will never seccumb to slavery
but maintain large armies of slaves
in order to secure their own bondage to liberty

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cognitive dissonance
is justifying what we do
so that we can stomach
our own existance

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what i thought was love
was little more
than me trying to fulfill
my own emotional needs

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whatever and wherever you are
is your life
but that could change

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that's all very nice
what you couldda done and been
sometimes its simply better to go with
what you got now
and what there's still time to do and be

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i love my wife
she keeps me busy
she keeps me active
she keeps me from receding into myself

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tyrants manufacture arms and equip armies
they inspire, develop and create wars
which forces the people of the united states
to pay billions in taxes for military spending

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the drive to get or consume is lust
the drive to give or release is life

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Iraq was fattened for the kill
same way Germany was
both were premeditated murders
planned and executed in Wall Street

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abuse is never a one way street

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good food and the quality of it
is the most important thing
in a person's life
more than clothing
and more than shelter

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war is hell
those who favorite it are devils
peace is heaven
those who favorite it are angels

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love is alive
everything else is dead

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i serve you freely and faithfully
but treat me as your slave
how ridiculous, how absurd, how vulgar
for when you do
you give me even greater authority
over you

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beware of certain people
itchin to be you friend
so that one day they can tell you
to go screw yourself

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the government is slowly but securely shackling the nation
in the tight bonds of whose freedom?

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Sometimes i feel like asking certain insecure people
I run across every now and then,
"Is it really all that hard for you to feel secure?
Are you really all that fucked up?
Or, is that simply the game you like to play?"
But i never do ... that is my game.

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women loathe men
who kiss them because they are beautiful
and love to kiss men
with whom they feel connected

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forget about the shadows
for they are nothing
and pray to understand the movement of light
and you will come to know the meaning
of all that is sublime

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the quickest way
and the best way
to become successful and famous
is to love what you do
rather than to love the fantasy
of becoming successful and famous

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if you are alive
there is a chance you will survive

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those who perform their art
to give love
rather than to get love
are the happiest

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Christ never asked us to forgo living in the present
for the promise of some future reward
vain religion does
Christ asks us to love, to give, to forgive
and to believe

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to her
life was one huge pez dispenser

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if mankind had as much respect for the living
as it does for the dead
the world would be a much happier place
to live and die in

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one of the reasons why jews are successful
is because they have a tribal sense of family
they speak to one another constantly
they give each other the business!

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the capability to come and go
is the measure of a person's freedom

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hear oh Ysrael
you must first accept the idea of the messiah
before you can judge who he is

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god says thou shall not kill
but if the state says thou shalt kill
in the interests of your country
it is no longer immoral but an honor

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where do you go
after you no longer need to impress anyone?

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the only way to survive around predators
is as a predator
the physically strong and violent get eaten by the word “guilty”
the mentally weak and meek are liberated by the word “innocent”
all prey are either hiding or perishing

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jazz is often an obsessive compulsive tick
posing as creative rhythm

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never be a receptacle
for someone else's snot rags

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inconsistency leads to chaos and disaster

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your consciousness is your eternity

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Imperfections are the nemesis of some and the power of others.

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The whole idea is to love people without judging them.

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I am always in a state of growth. What can I say?
I'll do everything I can to make you happy except make myself sad.

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"Once You Have Arrived", has much more to do with how present your are
than how well you are received.

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With the amount of money americans spend on toilet paper we could feed the rest of the world. If you throw in tissues paper towels tampons and diapers we could feed them, buy them clothes, pay their rent, and send them to school.

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when love is life
life is everlasting life
when love is death
death is eternal damnation
know what you love
choose life

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taxes are the least
of what truly taxes people

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thoughts become words
words become actions
actions become habits
habits become character
character becomes destiny
franklin became currency

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you know you are getting healthy
when you can say
i am uninterested in allowing you to use my soft ass
as a pincushion for everything that needles you emotionally

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My mother and father taught me how to shut down before ever thinking of opening up. And then said, never look back. But i am looking back and recovering nicely.

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Our present is the only forever we will ever know.

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Supreme Being is pure energy —the ultradimensional reality of love life and light who manifests in the time and space continuum as omniscient omnipotent, omnipresent, immeasurable, boundless and unlimited; Christ.

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who i am becoming
is who i am

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there are reasons
why females have been governed
to be modest and covered up
for millenia by men
and it is time to take a good look
at what they are

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Gorgeous, beautiful or otherwise, pretty females are often inclined to use their looks to control men. Since their proportions effects motor responses in males, and they know it, we are often victimized by our subconscious need to copulate.

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After making their doctors rich most old folks die of a drug overdose
quite confused. Jimi expressed the truth and was assassinated quite clearly.

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These wicked terrorists are being eliminated in order to bring democracy and freedom to a world of sluts, pimps, gluttons, druggies and murderers
i.e., the axis of good.

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If one wishes to be discovered it is better to be discovered by someone who exploits you for spiritual profit rather than for monetary profit.

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You have to know what's with it in order to stay with it otherwise you can lose it.

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your expression is who you are

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who you are as a person
is more dependent upon
what you wish to express
than what others wish to hear or perceive

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truth is no illusion

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a truly wealthy person
has enough

the truly poor person
never has enough

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Practice and saying in the pink is the physical evidenceof a deeply philosophical mind.

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I find it interesting that after six thousand years, and the admission of the greater majority of all the personswho have ever walked upon the earth, today, that there is a miniscule elite forming who feel offended with the ancient, and ubiquitous term "God".

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true noble character is evident
in discipline courage and loyalty
formed through love and truth

never by fear and deception

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human integrity
begins with
standing up tall

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who has the greater shame
and whose spirit is the more greatly defiled
the naked slave
or the well arrayed bidder

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real work horses
know nothing about getting things done

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stability:
feel
balance
and knowing
when to let go

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pure energy is ultradimentional Being

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beauty:

stature
grace
elegance

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Good care for oneself results in the best care for others. The converse is also true.

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all those years of stupid smiles
ceremony
and making nice

in the end
baby
you flipped me off
with love and kisses

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no one is expendable
everyone is needed

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those who are for giving
have many guests who are for getting

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there is nothing more dreadful to look at
than the face of deception

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war is terror

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many people can sing
fewer people can dance
those who sing and dance
at the same time
are bound to make you laugh

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I have enough fear, shame, anxiety and guilt of my own. Keep your gorey details to yourself.

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the rich get richer
and the poor get smarter

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Life is light; is truth. Death is darkness; is deception –two entirely different kinds of energy. What drives you?

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I am a meatball in the spaghetti sause of God.

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peace is easy
hatred is hard
open hands for giving
easily bring tears of joy
clenched fists of vengeance
bring hard tears of misery

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for too many years
i was the subject
of the object

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self consciousness is insanity
self awareness is the cure

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when self respect is the currency
and pathetic vainglory is the product
absolute rubbish is the end result

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your word
is your world

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those who disagree
die in battle

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He who is free may be bound but is never in bondage. But he who is in bondage may be unbound but is never free.

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for-giving is open and receptive
for-getting is closed and repulsive

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the difference between
repentance and regret
is life and death

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when you call it creation
it is some form of god
when you call it art
more often it is some form of drag

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When being in the moment means as much to others as it does to you,
you and your performance have achieved true fame.

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The real issues oppose the false people.

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Behind every good woman there's a good job.

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Love is the irrational function of intellect and will.

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Few females i know have ever tasted a real male.

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Life is a joust.

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There is no escaping now.

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There is nothing worse than a good job.

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make it fun
make it beautiful
make it happy

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conserve
convert
converge

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the one who preserves his truth before his body

will govern the one who preserves his body before his truth


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On the Bilderbergers – Righteousness stands open and true, whereas the philosophy of tyrrany and dictatorship is secrecy, concealment and fear.

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Jesus removed the agonizing guilt and shame which separated me from God.

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Good opportunities are the quest of the excellent.

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it makes no difference
which came first
the chicken or the egg
i eat them both

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Some say Jesus was a rebel. I say, Jesus was obedient even to death. Those who condemn him are rebels.

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the word of god
is more about
a living consciousness
than about
lifeless printed words

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Understanding Politics – I'm right, and you left.

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George Washington's farewell address was farewell to liberty, for indeed,
there has been no such liberty seen in this country since.

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I believe that the national security is a function of the soul first and the body second.

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real feelings
are what you have
when you open up
false feelings
are what you have
when you shut down

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Everyyone is a little bit Jewish.

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Understand the meaning of the word “enough”.

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The true religion worships a false god.

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everyone
is traumatized
few know it

everyone is poor
few know it

everyone is rich
few know it

everyone is blessed
few know it

everyone is cursed
few know it

everyone is brilliant
few know it

everyone is stupid
few know it

everyone is doomed
few know it

everyone is saved
few know it

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It is better to tell exactly what you feel than to tell exactly what you think.

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Vain Illusions: What you see is the light of what you think is the substance you know you believe you see.

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The Stick Up: If she grabs you by your eyes you will gladly give her your wallet.

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Those who who are able to receive pain are much tougher than those who are able to give it.

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I know for a fact after the fact.

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Italians fantacize about being loved; Jews –about being hated.

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Sin is biting into what is biting into you.

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anatagonists
love
to defend themselves

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Understanding:

under
faith
hope
love
standing

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Government is like the rigging on a sailboat without the sails.

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The artists have always run the village.

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Bonzai People

kept in small containers
roots chopped away
branches twisted in wires
dwarfed human beings
have been neatly and strangely formed
down through the centuries

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ignorance is loud
wisdom is quiet

the ignorant tell
then follow the herd
the wise listen
then command

when the ignorant speak the wise yawn
when the wise speak the ignorant yawn

the wise think they are ignorant
the ignorant think they are wise

the wise are full of grace
the ignorant are full of disgrace

the ignorant are common
the wise are uncommon

the wise love to conserve and hate to waste
the ignorant hate to conserve and love to waste

what makes the wise laugh makes the ignorant cry
what makes the ignorant laugh makes the wise cry

the wise know how to turn the ignorant on
the ignorant turn the wise off

the wise are sensitive
the ignorant are senseless

the wise are still here
the ignorant are already gone

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that.
is quite a mouthful.