Jeseppi Trade Wildfeather

Jeseppi Trade Wildfeather
Location
Schoharie County, New York, USA
Birthday
April 03
Title
Owner
Company
Three Barn Farm
Bio
I come from a long line of soothsayers dating back to Roman times known as "Segreto", which means "secret adviser". Salah El-Din Al-Ayubi, "Saladino", (1169-1250), a Trebuchet armed Arab General (cf.: "The Kingdom of Heaven" -the movie) contributed the genes through Grandma Nelli. Life has been interesting. I lived and studied in a Franciscan cult at the estate of Hamilton Fish in Garrison on the Hudson. The Cappuchins practiced an unnatural view of God and sex. They threw me out as soon as they realized I liked girls more than Herman Hesse, or certain men in dresses. Before "bells" came in, I attended the subway institute of dance in New York City until I traded the greaser life for a rubber finger at the US Trust Company, 45 Wall where bankers trade heavily in the tight colorful sweaters which encircle the massive breasts of seductively submissive receptionists. I volunteered for Vietnam and returned from my fog of war shrugging my shoulders like Robert Strange Mac Namarra with ..."Alright, we made some mistakes". Compelled to discover why all the killing, I hyper-focused on Dante and Jesus. In Italy a blinding revelation came to me while in ecstasy in Gubbio during an annual event, "Son you're in depression just go ahead and kill yourself." I'm still here thanks to San Steffano. Another voice came through –"Do that and you will be immersed in papal dung up to your balls listening to your uncle's Kingston Trio albums over and over again for the rest of eternity. I quickly repented and decided to limit myself to a strict regimen of lust and cute goddess face worship hoping to move up a chasm circle. I learned to discern the meaning of academic reliability in all fields except personal finance and human psychology. After graduation, I began my artistic pursuits in welded sculpture in a dismal basement warehouse studio next to a chemicals lab and got burned selling absolutely nothing while amassing thousands of pounds of rusting truck parts. I soon became a tradesman, and eventually became regarded as a skilled artisan in ceramic tile and marble with over two thousand hand crafted projects and the van your father warned you about. Syracuse, Walnut Creek and Berkeley were my playgrounds. Along my path I learned that God is Love, Life, and Truth; One. Could be your one. Could be my one. Could be any body's one. So long as God remains One. Double or triple Gods have difficulty parenting me. They argue. I believe that the Anointed One of Israel, Yeshua, Jesus, is the incarnation of love, life and truth. I believe his death saved me and the revelation of this truth came when I wholeheartedly repented, like Scrooge, of my lost and sinful life. I soon began to experience God's miraculous presence and grace toward me. Been there ever since. While a tradesman in 1989, I was formally ordained by invitation of the United Evangelistic Fellowship, Concord California, while ministering in the prison community in Northern California. Due to the repressed, emotional trauma of severe combat experiences in Viet Nam, the recession of the mid 90's, and being a nice guy, I was incapable of adjusting to the complexities and instabilities of consumer oriented society. I suffered a divorce in 1997. Dissed by family and friends I lived aboard "Mama Mia", my 28' Pearson Triton, and "Emily" , my 35' wooden sloop built in Gossport England in 1946, for the next seven years in San Francisco Bay Area Marinas. There I wrote, rehearsed, prayed and degenerated painfully slowly. I found healing through a combat veteran's recovery group processing deeply buried feelings caused by repressing unspeakable atrocities. I remain open and willing to reconcile with family and friends wherever, and whenever possible. Today, I work at what I love and do best developing my household, music, mosaics and oil painting. I study more and live peacefully with my wife, Denise, a fused glass artist living in our twenty acre mountain farm in Upstate New York. Our friends and tenants are kind, generous, gracious and love one another deeply. They are a gift, and a beacon of peace and the first fruits of a good life. I support any person willing to stand up and speak in an uninhibited sincere voice. I work at being positive, and facilitate workshops in communication education and oil painting promoting creative interdependent interaction among people of all races, creeds, and cultures. Performance art in down-tempo, urban, blues/rock guitar improvisation, and other disciplines are my vehicles for self expression, social interaction, and community enrichment. At the Hotel Utah in San Francisco between 1997 and 2004 I gave over seven hundred consecutive solo performances and scores of ensembles with young upstarts and old timers. Watched new trends, friendships and leaders develop playing a part somewhere in the mix. Lee Mallory, a close friend and noted influence of the late sixties sound, once said, "I guess I'm just a love child". I think that is the best way to describe my associates then and now. My life with all it's trials, struggles and hardships has been a wonder and a blessing. I am happy to be here. I expect I will be even happier to return when my Blessed Lord calls. My web estate, "The Naked Underground", is located at http://jeseppi.blogspot.com/.

JUNE 1, 2009 10:00AM

Communism and/or Consumerism

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consumers rights

Com – .com; com, ca-com,com,com, com .com,ca-com-m-m-m-mmmmy!

What has happened to us?

Today's news: 

“You never want to have the government involved in your business,” said Orlando, whose firm owns 7.3 million JPMorgan Chase & Co. shares and 1,483 shares of Citigroup. “They’re not businessmen; they’re bureaucrats. They don’t understand capitalism, they don’t understand the profit motive and they don’t understand the financial industry.”

Wall Street is quite happy that "they don't understand capitalism".  And that is just the way they want to keep it; confused, cryptic and way underground. For, on the surface where the herb grows, they want to keep the grazer's heads pointed to the ground in a constant state of nibbling. That is what the people understand and want. Consumerism. It is ideology enough to keep Capitalist quite full up and happy.

Sheep are consumers. Their heads are constantly lost in the herb and grasses. Horses, pigs and cattle are consumers. They graze constantly from the earth. I am a human being who stands on two feet looking up to heaven from whence I came thinking of what it is I have to give rather than what I have to get. Being aware of my life spirit and the intellect that causes me to reason I find it hard to continue in a term which most consistently applies to animals. This label "consumer" –where did it come from?

The communists believe that they are comrades and share all things in common in a state of conscious social levelling which makes them feel free. True their system has suffered financial collapse, as ours is, but they feel quite secure in what they consider a superior system having paid such a high price for their independence, revolution and new constitution. The last thing they want to be called is "consumers", just as the last thing we Americans wish to be called is "communists". They look at us an feel sorry for us and laugh thinking us duped and unable, on account of our ideology, to see how ridiculous we appear as we have donned the term "consumer" and even boast of it. They see how our consumerism has consumed our very souls, families, lives and happiness. They recognize the signs of a far greater bondage than they believe afflicts them. They see a confused hybrid of socialism, statism, classism, conservatism, liberalism, and even spiritualism all lumped together in one pasture tolerating a multiplicity of beasts we gladly refer to as "consumers".

As we are bred to consume, the rich are bred to get richer as the poor get poorer fleeced of their money, labors and freedoms. As proud consumers the roots of lust and covetousness insidiously grow deeper and deeper. Inculcated under the wire, as it were, down deep in our subconscious minds and hearts expensive thought reform projects have been tested repeatedly for decades to perfect winning strategies in the battle for our minds. Because of this ideology the impulse to lust is deeply ingrained in us as grazing is in dumb animals. Men, women and children are given to satisfying every whim without discretion through herding instincts. Restraint and the full use of our intellect mitigated by media cause us to create needs which are unnatural, and therefore we find unnatural means of satisfying and justifying them. We do this to avoid shame, guilt and feelings of rejection. It is our consumer rights to think of our freedom in terms of worthless material possessions rather than land and real property; in tenancy rather than ownership; in transitional careers and employment rather than mastery and permanence. A brief study of Aristotle's "Politics", chapter one, should clarify that we consumers have entered an unnatural realm where unnatural currency which is secondary rules our lives instead of nature which is primary, and that masters and slaves are themselves natural distinctions. Those framers of the Enlightenment had no problem drawing this conclusion. Thus, where the gentle animals find fulfillment in naturally in their consuming, we cruel animals have become as unnatural beasts consuming and yet never being satisfied. Our cravings ever increase. Our hearts and souls thus penned in and fattened by our own lusts, are we now awaiting the slaughter?

Just as a final note: I failed as a father because I was unable to provide enough capabilities for consuming to my former family. They said I did not love them. Ahhhh –indeed I did. Their parent, The Media, never loved them as I did; simply harnessed them. But what I wished to give them as a father could never be measured in material goods, neither can it be, but in one's ability willingness to stand up and raise one's hands to heaven and say with all sincerity and gladness, "Thank you for making me a free human being".

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