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Married father of two girls. Was a writer in a previous life. Drove a truck for 20 years. Trudging the road of happy destiny since 1987.

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FEBRUARY 2, 2009 3:10AM

Kris Kristofferson, then and now

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     Two thirds of the students were out of the Chicago metro area, like me. The rest, 300 miles and a century or two away, were locals.  In the late 1970's, Southern Illinois University was the least attractive state school if your interest was academic. It was the most desirable if your interests were social.

     The area surrounding Carbondale resembles Kentucky and Missouri more than  the flat farming center of the state or the steely, concrete Chicago and its surrounding suburbs, which dominates the state's northern third.

     Many "Salukis" never returned from the idyllic hills, much to the chagrin of their parents, who had assumed when they wrote those tuition checks that they were grooming bankers or teachers rather than backwoods furniture rehabbers who though they could make it writing songs like Kris Kristofferson.

     They would have understood if they ever attended one of Gus' pig roasts. Gus lived outside Murphysboro, which is outside Carbondale, which is to say Gus lived in the woods. Visits to Gus' place were never brief because, really, there was no earthly reason to leave. Many didn't. Gus and his girlfriend would have to wheelbarrow someone to the end of the quarter-mile drive after noticing the guest had been there over a week, but these folk seemed to take to the hills, rather than return to school, fashioning Sling Blade shacks in the woods, and returning to Gus' when alerted to a jamboree signaled by the smell of roasting pig flesh and the sounds of acoustic guitars plunked by guys trying to sound like Kristofferson or Willie Nelson or John Prine or Steve Goodman.

      These backwoods bacchanalia featured half dozen or more guitar strumming entertainers of varying talent who had shed their teen-aged dreams of being the next Eric Clapton or Jimmy Hendrix to pursue more accessible country-western, or folk sounds. It was friendly music, everybody- join-in music. At its heart were words and stories, rather than instrumental virtuosity.

     The best of these songwriters made it sound easy. Anyone, it seemed, could do it, anyone who knew a few chords and had spent a lonely night in a bar with sawdust on its floor. No one was more guilty of creating this illusion that Kris Kristofferson. Few would accuse him of being a great singer, though his voice was distinctive. His guitar and harmonica accompaniment to his songs was minimal. His songs sounded like someone sitting next to you telling a story, and they began strumming as an afterthought. Yet when it comes to songwriting, Kris Kristofferson walks with the immortals.

     Everyone wanted his songs in the late 1960s, early 1970s. Janice Joplin, Charlie Rich, Johnny Cash, Jerry Lee Lewis, Bob Dylan and Roger Miller being just a few. He initially struggled trying to sell his own performance of his compositions. Willie Nelson released an album covering Kristofferson songs and had a hit. His greatest musical fame came much later,  in the mid 1980s, touring with Nelson, Cash and Waylon Jennings as The Highwayman

     I saw a little bit of his success and failure in the Genesee Theater Friday night in Waukegan, Ill. The performance was ragged. He was hampered by a cold and thanked a few thousand (well-below capacity) of his admirers for coming out in eight degrees on a January night, "to watch an old man blow his nose." Even at its best, Kristofferson's voice reeks of too many cigarettes. His legacy is that his tunes usually fit more fruitfully into the pipes of others.

     Crowds this size may not cover the expense of a band, which would have helped. His guitar merely provides a tempo for his words, and when he went to harmonica break, he frequently missed the thing altogether, as if he had never used a rack to allow him to strum and blow at the same time.

     "My lips can't reach this goddamn thing, so just pretend there was a real nice harmonica solo there."

     Which left, quite literally, nothing on that stage but the songs themselves, words and phrases naked and unadorned. We saw again the seeming simplicity that made Gus' friends believe they, too, could write like this. No one ever did. 

     The pilgrim 

     He's a pilgrim and a preacher

     and a problem when he's stoned

    A walking contradiction,

    partly truth, partly fiction,

     takin' every wrong direction

     on that lonely road back home.

 

      For the good times

      ...and make believe you love me, one more time.

 

      Best of all possible worlds

     I woke up next morning feeling like my head was gone 

     Like my thick old tongue been licking something sick and wrong

 

     Me and Bobby McGee  

      ...feeling nearly faded as my jeans

 

     The silver-tongued devil 

     As I was searching,  from bottle to bottle

     for something unfoolish to say 

     the silver-tongued devil just slipped

     from the shadows, 

     and smilingly stole her away.

      

      

     Sunday morning, coming down 

     I woke up Sunday morning,

     no way to hold my head

     that didn't hurt,

     and the beer I had for

     breakfast wasn't bad, so

     I had one more for dessert. 

      

         It was always the words with Kris, the stories that could be growled through the smoke of roasting pig flesh in the Southern Illinois woods, or into the perfect acoustics of the Genesee Theater. An old master. A great storyteller. A songwriter's songwriter.

      

     

      

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What a surprising topic and so well told. I was a big Kristofferson fan myself, loved his voice and the storytelling that was his genius. This phrase: A walking contradiction, partly truth, partly fiction is one of my all-time favorites. Thanks for this, in fact, I'm going over to Pandora radio and make a Kristofferson station, should be fun to listen to.
At its heart were words and stories, rather than instrumental virtuosity.

That’s pretty much it. Your well-written post covers the ups and downs of his music so well. Thank you.

It’s hard, for anyone paying attention, not to notice his fabulous lyrics. Whenever I wondered what his songwriting might have been like had he had a tad more musical (or even singing) ability, I’d usually end up thinking that his songs may have suffered; more complex (or ‘musical’) melodies, changes and arrangements might have taken away his ability to create those wonderful lyrics.
This makes as good an explanation of why I loved him singing with Rita Coolidge. Help Me Make It Through the Night http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=45-6duFvfuI

His writing helped me a lot with how I felt during my 20's. I didn't feel like fit company a lot of the time.
Idaho--I listened to "The Austin Sessions" while I wrote this. Not a bad place to start. Wasn't that the line Scorcese's used in Taxi Driver?

David--Tricky for me, a non musician, to take a stab at that, but safe to say he succeeded in creating a very direct connection with his listeners.

Susanne--Thanks for a beautiful contribution.
It is indeed. Thanks, Jane.
He is Americana Jim. Flies stealthily under the radar of the greats. My grandfather used to sing "Why Me Lord" all the time. And it was/is such a beautiful, heartfelt song. He has even done some good acting in certain films before too, and often overlooked as well. I think his longevity is in spite of the way he has lived, fast and hard. But he has contributed so much to so many. You listed all the greats he has written songs for, and I agree, although his voice isn't great, it's recognizable and it is his own and he never wavers in his limitations. He has heart and soul and a great spirit.

Great post.

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Greg--Thanks. I didn't want to get into his acting career here for the sake of brevity. My favorite of his roles was "A Soldier's Daughter Never Cries."

"Why Me Lord" is also a remarkable song. He closed the show with it.
I humbly stand corrected.
Well done, Jimmy! "When it comes to songwriting, Kris Kristofferson walks with the immortals." I posted a link to this entry on a Kris Kristofferson forum where I'm a member. (http://movies.groups.yahoo.com/group/KrisKristoffersonFriends/, if anyone is interested.) The members there (like me!) are rabidly loyal Kris fans, and may disagree somewhat with your assessment that "few would accuse him of being a great singer," but I know they'll enjoy reading your account of the concert, and your memories of listening to Kris, and the friends who thought they could be just like him.

Did he sing "Thank You For A Life," from his most recent album? My husband and I have promised each other that whoever doesn't go first will be sure to play it at the other's funeral:

Thank you for a life that I'd call happy
Overlooking all that we've been through
When it comes to loving I've been lucky
Everything I am I owe to you

Thank for the little girls you gave me
Thank you for them bouncing baby boys
Thank you for the sadness
That you saved me from the madness, baby
All I'm crying now are tears of joy

Thank you for that burning sun that's rising
Golden in the air that smells so sweet
Thank you for that empty far horizon
That opens to a new eternity
I had the biggest crush on him in the 80's and frankly, I don't care how he would sing today. If he was near me, Id do him. Great story jimmymac. Thanks for the memories.
You tell the story well. I almost want to go out and live in one of those shacks. I have found smaller enclaves like that outside universities. They are sort of apart from time and malls and condos and aluminum siding and neighborhood societies who tell you what color your doors can be. I would love to live in one.
I think that the song Sunday Morning Coming Down really captures the day like no other song has. There is something sad and nostalgic in a Sunday, and I don't know why. I used to cry when I heard the part about the daddy swinging his little girl and the narrator hearing the children singing and being reminded of something he'd lost along the way.
Kris K has always been one of my favourites. I still have a few beat-up records. He is a more of a poet than a songwriter. Like the best of both, it's impossible to imagine his words without the music. I love, love, love him despite all of his flaws and hubris. He's like a more accessible Townes van Zandt, another one of my Texas faves.
Harriet--Have to confess I don't know. I wrote the post as an afterthought and wasn't familiar with his new songs. Least I can do is plug his new album, "This Old Road." He did perform the title track.

cartouche--Judging by the reaction by the girls in the $100 seats in front, you would have to get in line. He's a charmer.

Delia--A lot of people found comfort in the locale and the music and the people, they just decided this was where they needed to be.

Emma--While spare, the arrangements seem to frame each story perfectly, don't they? Thanks for checking it out.
As one of the wannabes who came close to the fire, I can perhaps relate to Kris in a way that others may not. Kris is a VERY bright guy, but he never let his education get in the way of communication, and I can tell you sometimes it's a bitch trying to say what you wanna say when you have to say it in three minutes or less and leave three-fourths of your vocabulary in the box.

Here's me channeling Kris:

An Old Country Song

Five plays for a quarter and one man alone at the bar
Blue neon light's flashin' -- the Lone Star sign's missin' and "r"
Strikes a match to her picture, when the smoke clears, she's finally gone
At least till the next time he hears an old country song

That old forty-five's gotten stuck in the very last groove
And she's 'bout the same as she sits there and can't hardly move
She touches his place on the bed, knows he's finally gone
At least till the next time she hears an old country song

The words might be simple and the melody plain
But God knows them old songs are great
Like good sippin' whiskey to drown out the pain
I like my country songs straight

Don't know much about music, but I like it when words really rhyme
And it don't hurt a bit if it happens in three-quarter time
So play some Don Gibson or some Ol' Hank and I'll sing along
'Cause nothin' I've heard is as good as an old country song
Well, this brings so many memories. Thanks for these lines, Jimmy.
I got them running in my head now. I do love the music.
I love, love, love Sunday Morning coming Down. It's my favorite of his. he is such a poet.

Thanks for this.
Tom--A very bright guy. A Rhodes scholar, he was offered a job as professor of English Literature at West Point. Instead he went to Nashville to write songs. Like yours, yeehaaa! Thank you for sharing that. Hope KK doesn't steal it.

suzyishere--I dusted off a few CD's as the concert approached and couldn't stop thinking about the guys playing his songs at Gus' place. What a scene.
Pretend--I had just tucked my hanky away and now I have to get it out again.
I love KK. And Prine and Goodman, too. It's the lyrics. It's the lyrics. They kill me, they shame me, they expose me, they redeem me. It's the lyrics.

My old man:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRLoy4LKQag

My epitaph (I was an old, old man, in a past life):
oops, here's epitaph:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJ41jw2-9K4
orig. version (souvenirs, the one I have on disk, in my car, my children are instructed to play at my demise):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kdEWBc2bAto
Thanks for the links, Connie. Just damn incredible writers.
oops, sorry! One better My Old Man:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6htyT78w8E

(I think squirrel should hear this one)
This is a great post about a great song writer, and I can't believe that Rita Coolidge had both him and Leon---but that's another story.

I saw Kristofferson with Willie & Waylon & Johnny in Houston on New Years Eve, 1984. They also referred to that tour as the "If you're wired, you're fired" tour.

I was backstage, standing as close to him as I am to this keyboard. It was 1984---as in, I was 25 years younger. At the stroke of midnight, I turned to him and said, "Happy New Year." He looked right through me. I've never forgiven him. I'm sure if he reads this, he'll be devastated.
I hate it when celebs disappoint, m.a.h., as they so often do. I've met enough of them to know. :) Rita was one of the only women in Kris' life who ever said no to his bullshit. A friend of mine knows her and apparently, he still can't quite grasp it all these years later.
m.a.h.--He must've been pretty wired to look right through you. To bad I didn't know Friday night. I was close enough to yell at him.
Well done pal. Every word rang true.

In all my life, I don't think I've ever watched anything as flat out erotic as him singing a song with Rita Coolidge. On the boardwakk at Asbury Park. Long ago. A lot of Gus's since then.

But those lyrics remain
Chicago Guy--Thanks. Surprised how many people have their stories about him. He really connected where it counts.
"Judging by the reaction by the girls in the $100 seats in front, you would have to get in line. He's a charmer."

That's for sure! Women have always loved Kris. No matter that he's 72 years old, no matter if they're young or old. When we saw him in Boston a couple of years ago, he couldn't even get his first song underway because women kept standing up and yelling, "I love you, Kris!" and "Me, too, Kris!" Finally my husband got fed up and stood up and yelled in his deepest voice, "I love you, too, Kris!" Everyone laughed, and that ended the yelling. We got to meet him after the concert, and my husband told him, "I was the one who yelled, 'I love you, too, Kris!'" and Kris laughed and said, "That was pretty damned funny." Then my stepdaughter rolled her eyes and said, "Dad went to see 'Brokeback Mountain' and he's never been the same." Everyone near us cracked up.

My husband loves "Sunday Morning Comin' Down" the best, because, like Kris, he's been there, done that, and gotten sober.
This is great, Jim. And it matters not that he had a cold, couldn't reach his mouth harp or sounded like 4 packs a day. What you got to do is something most won't.

I never thought he could sing worth a lick but I loved his songs. Of course, as a recovering alcoholic, Sunday Morning Coming Down cuts to the bone with me.

I saw Ray Price around 1966 in concert in DC and he sang that great song, For the good times, that was the title of one of Price's greatest albums, thanks to Kristofferson.

Don't look so sad
I know it's over
But life goes on
And this old world
Will keep on turning
Let's just be glad
We had some time to spend together
There's no need to watch the bridges
That we're burning

Lay your head,
Upon my pillow
Hold your warm and tender body
Close to mine
Hear the whisper of the raindrops
Blowing soft, against the window
And make believe you love me,
One more time,
For the good times

I'll get along
You'll find another
And I'll be here
If you should find,
You ever need me
Don't say a word
About tomorrow, or forever
There'll be time enough for sadness
When you leave me

Lay your head
Upon my pillow
Hold your warm and tender body
Close to mine
Hear the whisper of the raindrops
Blowing soft against the window
And make believe you love me
One more time
For the good times

Anybody who can write like that doesn't need to be able to sing a lick. What a great contributor KK has been to our music.

Monte
Not much change in Carbondale and the scene surrounding it. I think that what you you said of it in the 70's still holds true today. A friend of mine recently came back from an iron pour in Scotland asking me what was going on with SIU -- the kids seemed a little more left-handed than your average collegiate art student. And that's saying something.

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Monte---Thanks. I think his voice was perfect for these songs. Too smooth wouldn't cut it. Price had a huge hit with that song.

Lipshitz--I was wondering if anyone was going to mention the Southern Illinois scene I worked so hard to describe. Ha! Left-handed indeed. Thanks.
I remember thinking about going down there one year for Halloween and being told by my boyfriend at the time (who was a Saluki), "They'll probably just set everything on fire again. But not in a bad way."
Sorry I'm a little late for the show. Like Kris, I'm suffering with a cold.

Jimmy, you do music as well as you do everything else you write about. To paraphrase from this post, I'd say you're a blogger's blogger.

About 15 years ago, my husband and I were driving up through Nevada on the way further north and we stopped for lunch at this sad little casino in Jackpot, a one-horse town right before the Idaho border. Kris was listed as the headliner that night. Must have been a low point in that bumpy life and career of his.

Sunday morning, coming down is one of my all-time favorites.
Halloween was too much. They eventually had to shut down the whole town to keep the revelers away.
Laurel--He's made plenty of money. His acting career alone has been prolific. Wonder if he just wants to perform his music in front of whomever cares to listen.
Yes, he was remarkable. Didn't he write one about hobos down by the tracks? (Could be John Prine)
He was well-educated and just had that way with lyrics.
Sunday Mornin' Coming Down as sung by Johnny Cash is one of my favorites. Help Me Make it Through the Night breaks my heart every time I hear it. Incredible songwriter.

Very nicely crafted piece too. A pleasure to read.
O'steph--I'm drawing a blank. Little help, anyone?

Cap'n--It was a little daunting for a non-musician like myself to comment on a true talent. Thank you for the compliment.
I didn't realize he wrote all of those. My first exposure to Kris K. was in A Star is born- I was a young teen. I did not care for that movie, and I think it had a negative impact on how I looked at Kris. This has given me a new perspective. Thanks for posting.
M.B.--My opinion is his acting is wooden. But he's no dummy and keeps getting work. Probably made a lot more money acting (50 or 60 films and TV roles) than songwriting. He wrote his best stuff when you were just a wee thing. Here's hoping his songs are remembered long after his role in Blade II.