Finding Peace in the Process

jimmymac1025

jimmymac1025

jimmymac1025
Location
The 'Burbs, Illinois,
Birthday
January 18
Bio
Married father of two girls. Was a writer in a previous life. Drove a truck for 20 years. Trudging the road of happy destiny since 1987.

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MARCH 21, 2009 9:13PM

Into the maw

     

     I love the word, "maw."  Don't you? Every horror  writer worth his weight in willies knows "maw" must be preceded by the word "gaping."

     The Gaping Maw! It sends shivers (where else?) up the spine. Whatever creature possesses… Read full post »

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MARCH 9, 2009 12:44PM

Love in a brown bag

 
     It is hard for fathers to show love to teenage daughters, especially after Dad goes to the den to watch "Sixty Minutes," and discovers his recording was interrupted so someone could watch "From G's to Gents" or some such nonsense on MTV. That and the NEW table in… Read full post »
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MARCH 6, 2009 8:16AM

Gunshots in the Night

     
      Moving to Louisiana was John's idea.
 
     My first newspaper job was in Hoopeston, Ill. A college classmate had grown up a few miles away. We had worked together on the Daily Egyptian at Southern Illinois University. John gradu… Read full post »
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FEBRUARY 26, 2009 2:55AM

My addictions

     If I like it and do it twice I'm addicted.

     I like apple fucking pie, am I addicted to that?     

     I know it sounds stupid, but to us alcohol became a merciless obsession.

     It sounds stupid because iRead full post »

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FEBRUARY 16, 2009 6:24PM

Lexipro and boner pills


     I described my condition to my general practitioner sometime in 2004. The feeling you get when you are about to cry. The pain in the throat, chest and stomach. It's always there.
 
     I wake up bawling.
 
     I went to a lot of… Read full post »
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DECEMBER 15, 2008 8:03AM

Shaving With Connie Francis, Chapter Three

LET'S PLAY OUTSIDE!

     Taking care of old guys is like raising kids. As soon as you figure out what they need, they need something else. I figured my father-in-law, Mike, needed to go outside. What he needed was protection from a fool like me, but I didn't know that till… Read full post »

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DECEMBER 5, 2008 6:39PM

Genuine imitation

     I sold pleather. Check that. I tried to sell pleather. For three days. I never convinced anyone to hand me cash in exchange for the plastic purses, vests, jackets, wallets and briefcases I hauled around office buildings in the Loop and Chicago's surrounding suburban strip malls. B… Read full post »

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DECEMBER 4, 2008 2:59PM

My Sponsor

     I chose my sponsor in the usual way. He chose me. In two years I had completed three of the Twelve Steps. I was miserable. Patrick grabbed me by the ear one night after a meeting.

     "Why are you so miserable?"

     I smiled, a delaying… Read full post »

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DECEMBER 2, 2008 12:55PM

No joke

     Years later I asked her why she married me.

     "I was pushing 30 and I didn't think anyone was going to ask me."

     So she chose me. She settled on a fixer-upper.

     We met at a wedding. An old friend of mine was… Read full post »

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DECEMBER 1, 2008 1:09PM

Shaving With Connie Francis, Chapter One

SHAVING WITH CONNIE FRANCIS

    God wanted us to know what love sounds like, so he gave us Connie Francis. "Please do not forget..." she soothes "...that our lips have met." She wraps her lips around us as we begin our day, Mike and I. Mike is Michele Bernardi,… Read full post »