Joan Wilder

In the midst of winter I found within me an invincible summer.

Joan Wilder

Joan Wilder
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Crested Butte, Colorado,
Birthday
November 22
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DECEMBER 1, 2009 11:12PM

White Noise

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Tonight, in a split second, our whole town disappeared into the cavernous dark depths of the West Elk Wilderness.  The power went out and our old mining town sat there like a clump of coal. 

There was a fat full moon hanging just above the crest of Crested Butte. The snow was all lit up by it -- fluorescent like black light. The houses all decorated with care for the holidays were sad, dark, shapeless lumps barely standing out in relief against the white, bright, light of moon snow.

We opened our curtains to borrow light from the moon and reflected snow. 

I have hurricane lamps at the ready from the days when we lived in an old stone castle on San Francisco Bay where storms would sweep through the golden gate and blast salt water at our fortress. The castle could take anything, but the wind would blow the electricity out -- like a candle.

So I found my one flashlight no one's put somewhere else and lit the lanterns. The light was yellow and muted.  Like how it must have been in the mining days.

We looked out at the other homes in our neighborhood and they were still, dark.

Then there was a flicker behind one yellowed shade. Then another. It was the English teacher's house and the windows flickered and danced like the flame in a pumpkin.

Catching on quickly, my daughter and I picked up our hurricane lamps and wove in and out from room to room and up and down the stairs to make our house into a Jack-O-Lantern for the neighbors.  It was like being on stage.

Then our mood turned toward cuddling up and telling ghost stories by candle light and the smell of melting wax.

At that moment I started to fear our pipes would freeze tonight if the power didn't go back on. Tonight it's supposed to be a high of ten to fifteen below up here. It's like the fear you have during an earthquake wondering if it's going to last more than 30 seconds.   Like if you hold your breath, the shaking will stop or the power will go back on.

We just settled down to enjoy the futility of worrying when presto change-o!  All the lights and the furnace roared into action and the town began to hum again.  

Then all the white of the full moon snow became white noise.

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I love the imagery,..the tone....the feel...the juxtaposition of the title. Everything about this reaches inside of me and takes me there with you....except the numbing cold. Crikeys!!!
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The modern world can't compare the full moon reflecting off the snow while one watches from the darkness. But heat and fully functioning plumbing is nice. ~R~
This was breathtaking and wonderful.

Rated for having a Flashlight! (and fantastic writing)
This is so lovely....and yet, I know Colorado winters....I don't miss it....xox
Oh I saw that moon. It was directly over Kansas City Missouri... I thought. Love your lovely evening! I figured out the end about the power coming back on beforehand; clever I am. No juice, no internet.
Damn, this is just plain impressive. Wonderful words that crafted visuals I felt I could touch. Loved both the images of the cold mountain town and the old stone castle on San Francisco bay. Highly rated.
beautiful stuff. feeling that cold, smelling the candle wax. very much rated.
At least your power came back on before all the heat in your house wore off and you were forced to huddle around your only source of heat, the hurricane lamps.
Very cool, Joan. Surely you guys have a generator in case you loose power in these sub zero temps?! Glad your power came back!
The full moon is so beautiful in our Sierra's tonite! Down to 13 last nite. Twenties tonite. Love your breathtaking descripts of CB. xo
{{{Lots of warm HUGS for you}}} I remember winters in Wisconsin, you just brought all that back to me. Missouri doesn't really have the snow, they get more ice then anything here. Which sucks! I would rather have the snow. Oh! Thank you for the reminder to get lamp oil.. GRINS!!
Enjoyed your post and I hope you stay warm and cozy through it all..
Lovely piece, and of course the sentiment is lovely, too. A quiet evening spent without electricity and the attendant noise can be refreshing -- but only if you -- and your pipes -- can keep warm.
I remember it well from winters in Michigan, but the isolatedness and altitude of your hamlet made this all the better . . . and spookier. As for the writing . . . flawless as newly fallen snow.
Aftershock: Yeah, we have Crikeys in our paradise. Thanks for the love of it.
Chuck: Yes, a full moon reflected on show. Eerie, amazing, powerful. I have a special daughter too! So much in common.

LadyMiko: Wow back at ya.

Andy: Whew, thanks. And the flashlight thanks you too.

Kathy: Looks like you're from the desert?

Robin: Yes. I bet you don't miss them.

Trig: Yeah. I never knew no juice no internet. And the moon was here over our mountain. Can't be in two places at the same time, can it?

Mary: Hey sis! You are damn kind to me. Sheesh!

Femmeforte: thanks for feeling and smelling with me.

Ric: Yeah, the lamps don't cut it in the cold.

Just Cathy: Hey another sis! The Sierras are balmy! There is no such thing as a generator here. The hotel on the mountain has one. A couple winters ago, when it was 20 below at night, there was a gas line explosion and we had no heat for three days. The luxury hotel was the town's shelter. We had one small electric heater. And we had to put it in the crawlspace to keep water pipe from freezing. Went to buy more heaters but the county had sold out within hours of the blast. The blast was on the highway to the town that had them and we couldn't get out of town past the leak. Again, this is the place where men are men and woman are too!!!

Fireeyes24: Having so much fun getting to know you and Robin! You helped me keep warm last night.

Tom: My pipes are always warm! No matter what! ;-)

Kyle: Thanks. At least we get to ski on the stuff in the winter. The snow plow piles in town get so high the really little kids and toddlers ski and sled on them in the streets. Kids start to ski here when they are two and three years old. Before that they ski on the backs of their parents. Kinda like Eskimos.

Owl: Beautiful "flawless as newly fallen snow." I'll remember this. If it would only snow! Very few families came to thanksgiving because we simply don't have enough snow to ski on. We're all praying for mana from heaven -- the powdery kind.
Love this line: "...to make our house into a Jack-O-Lantern for the neighbors."
In LA, when that happens, it's utter chaos.
R
Been there, done that. : )
I just love this! Your writing gives me such clear images. Thank you for taking me to your old mining town again. I love when our electricity goes out (as long as it's only for a few hours) for that cozy, old-world feeling of life without electronics. I'm glad yours came back--15 below without heat--that doesn't sound so cozy!
John: Thanks and I'd love to see LA blacked out and all Jack-O wacko.

Ocularnervosa: Do it again!

Karin: Thanks. I have other subjects but things around here just keep grabbing me -- after 18 years of it you'd think I wouldn't notice anymore. And we made a big mistake last night. We could have left everything off and still enjoyed the moonlight, lanterns, and candle charm. But did I? NO. I had to get on the computer and write about it. Shame on me!
nice scene. sounds like a kids picture book. heck maybe you could make it into one.
I know that feeling about fear of your pipes icing up. mine broke twice.... ouch man.
I also suffered a particularly terrible nightmare scenario housesitting for my gf, who had a mansion, and her basement flooded while I wasnt around, but I was the first to discover it. hey VS, if you're around.... are you out there??? will you ever laugh about that one??? I think I am still traumatized myself =(
vzn: Yours broke twice? You must have lost all your walls! And the flooded basement. Just your luck, huh? Oh, and kids' books aren't for kids. They are for us! (-_^)
"...to borrow light from the moon..."

That got me, but I continued reading only to find that it gets brighter as it get darker. This is one fine piece of writing; great imagery.

Rated.
You make me want to write about my little villa in Mexico. We have the power go out, too, and it's magical.
No matter how cold it is outside, love keeps you warm. I hated the snow when we lived in the northeast, except for the first night, when the earth was still and we were wrapped in a cocoon of whiten -- safe within our love for each other. You make me long for that feeling again.
R
Fantastic writing. I could picture the whole scene (I guess that's the whole idea... huh?) I can't wait to move out of the city and have those kinds of nights myself. But I think I'll be in the hot tub.

With a small tumbler of rum.
Thoth: Thanks. You always make me feel warm. And I love trying to say your name ten times in a row fast. Ith a thung thwither!

Old New Lefty: Please do!

Donna: Well, it's definitely more fun when you can ski on it too. Open your windows tonight and let the moon in and wrap yourself in its arms.

Chris Brown: Mountains and hot tubs and rum go very well together. Thanks
Brrrrr! The thought of pipes freezing under the house brings back some memories. Not all good. I'd love to visit your little town. In summer.
Some kind o' charming, the writing, and the existence my dear... My health won't allow me that life again, damn! Get the feeling you embrace it, makes you the coolest kid in town, Enjoy! Remember petro for the generator, or we're not likely to hear from ya' till spring... RRR