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Jodi Kasten

Jodi Kasten
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JANUARY 21, 2009 1:58PM

Dog.Gone.Sad. (WeepyWarning)

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My sweet little Schnitzel died this morning.

He was fine when we went to bed last night, at almost 1 a.m..
When The Man got up at 6:30 to rouse the BigKids for school, there was blood everywhere. I don’t mean blood everywhere like, “Bobby cut his finger and got blood everywhere.” I mean blood everywhere like two dozen pools of blood a foot long spread through the living room, kitchen, dining room and laundry room. Of course, the BigKids saw all of this and were very upset. Schnitz was lying on his favorite blanket, cold, breathing harshly and unable to get up.

The Man got to the vet’s office before the vet did. As he was waiting, Schnitz died, looking at The Man. The kids had gone off to school not knowing what would happen. The Man is inconsolable.

The vet said Schnitzel had an extremely rare condition called “Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation” (DIC), which he only sees at most once per year. It’s basically a ticking time bomb in your dog, eventually causing them to become a hemophiliac almost overnight. Any sickness, inoculation, heat stroke, etc. can set it off. In Schnitz’s case, we had missed a few months of heartworm pills and he tested positive for exposure. He had no heart damage and it was caught at the earliest stages.

He had a treatment a couple weeks ago to kill the worms, which is very routine, especially here in the south. But, the drug “activated” the condition, causing a cascade of coagulation problems, resulting in his hemorrhaging into his intestines. There was absolutely no indication that he was ill until this morning.

The one blessing is that he did not suffer as far as we can tell. He never whined or yelped.

He was three years old. He was a good dog. He never, ever snapped or growled at anyone, even curious toddlers who pulled his tail and played with his food. He deserved better than this. The vet says that it would have happened at some point in his life. No one is sure what triggers this rare condition.

I’m not sharing this sad story to spread my own misery. I’m sharing it to tell you, my OpenFamily, that being absolutely vigilant about heartworm prevention could buy you a few more months or years with your beloved pet if they have this rare condition.

In these hard times, it’s easy to let vet visits go for a month or two, or maybe you can’t afford the preventative medications. Maybe you think that the risk is slight because it's winter and too cold for the mosquitos which spread heartworms. I’m here to tell you that even though the chance is miniscule, keeping your pet properly protected from heartworms constantly is vital.

We would have lost our dog at some point, probably very soon. It’s not technically “our fault”. We are not people who don't care for our animals. But, if I can keep just one mother from having to tell her children that their dog is gone, it’ll be worth it.

If you can't afford your pet's medications or vet visits, there are programs in most cities which can help you. If, like us, you just let the time slip by in the rush of kids and jobs, I hope that you'll remember what happened to us and it will motivate you to remember your vet visits.

The chance of this happening to us twice are one in a million, but I can tell you that I will never, ever allow my pets to go a single day without heartworm medication again.

It wasn't the cause of my dog's death, but I might have had him a little longer without that catalyst.

The bus is coming soon and I will have to tell the children that they will never see their dog again.

My heart is broken. My dog is gone.
Please learn a lesson from my pain.

 Schnitzel

I can assure you that Heaven is now badger-free.
I'll miss that little guy forever.

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"Every pet is a little tragedy waiting to happen."
~George Carlin
I'm so sorry for your loss! I adore dachshunds. Hang in there.
That sucks so much! I love my dog more than I ever thought I could, so I feel for you.
I'm sorry. Been in very similar circumstances (minus the blood), and I'm just sorry. Such a shock to lose a friend so young. Thinking of you and your family.
Jodi, I'm so sorry.
Try not to be too hard on yourself. It may not have been the missing heart worm pills that caused the condition.
I'm sorry, this hits too close to home for me.

My condolences.

Remember all the good...
Love,
G
ohhhhhhhh, sorry, sorry, sorry.

hard stuff and it hurts a lot.

so sorry.
I'm so sorry, Jodi. What a sad discovery to make. And so hard on everyone in the family. Poor Schnitzel! And poor family who must mourn his loss.
Thanks for the wishes everyone. I'm honestly not fishing for sympathy. I know it probably had nothing to do with the heartworm thing, but I KNEW better than that.

I've worked in vet clinics and the BigKids' DaddyPerson's father was a vet. I know better than to let that go for any length of time. It's hard not to beat yourself up when you think you might have had even one more day.

Of course, even with all that experience, I had NEVER heard of this condition. If I had known it could happen this way, I think I might have been more vigilant.

I just want it not to be in vain.
My immense sympathies!!! This is so sad.
I'm so sorry Jodi. We lost our golden retriever (16yrs old) and I still get weepy thinking about it. Don't usually like to take up too much of people's comment space but the last line of this poem (Rudyard Kipling) is so true:
We've sorrow enough in the natural way,
When it comes to burying Christian clay.
Our loves are not given, but only lent,
At compound interest of cent per cent.
Though it is not always the case, I believe,
That the longer we've kept 'em, the more do we grieve:
For, when debts are payable, right or wrong,
A short-time loan is as bad as a long--
So why in Heaven (before we are there)
Should we give our hearts to a dog to tear?

We who have/had dogs know "why" we give our hearts to them, and so did Kipling of course... best wishes.
This makes me weep tears on the laptop, Jodi. I can hardly stand to look at the pic of such a beautiful dog. I am soooo sorry.
You may or may not know, we lost our Beano last month. Believe me when I say that I feel you pain. You have my sincerest of sympathies.
My sympathies for your loss.
Jodi, I had to put a pet down last year. No one else can know how important she was. I held her paw and stroked her ears while the deed was done, then heaved my way home. I'm sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry. Losing a pet is so hard. Please don't be too hard on yourself. Meanwhile, I'm off to get the heartworm medications . . .
Aw, Jodi - this is terrible! I feel so bad for you, the Man, and the kids. My heart goes out to all of you. Thanks, though, for the lesson. I am bad about remembering the heartworm tablets. I had no idea it could cause something like this! Huge hugs to all of you.
So sorry for your loss. Carlin's quote is so true....
Jodi, I am so sorry for your family's loss.
I am so sorry for your loss. Please try not to blame yourself too much. Your dog was well loved.
Thank you. I also have let my dog lag in the heartworm over the winter months. I will rethink that decision.

I am sorry for your loss. To you and your family, especially the Man.
Ah, crap, Jodi. My heart goes out to you and the family.

Poor Schnitzel. May he rest in peace over the rainbow bridge.
So much can go wrong. You just never know, and they are so stoic that too often there's no way to tell until it's too late. Don't beat yourself up. You gave him a wonderful life. Thank you for sharing what you've learned at a time when I'd just be wailing uselessly. I will remember this. I am so sorry about your loss.
Oh Jodi, I'm so sorry...your poor husband and children and you and especially your beautiful little dog. Thank you for your generous spirit...I am one who has gotten behind on the heart worm medication and your post is a strong reminder...thank you and again I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry for your loss, Jodi.
So deeply sorry. And don't blame yourself. If sounds like if it hadn't been this, it would have been something else. When I was a kid my dog crawled home bleeding (someone had stabbed him). He died at the vet. But I hardly ever remember that. What I do remember, often, are all the great family stories involving him. A good dog stays alive in our hearts forever.
Oh Jodi, I'm so sorry. It's so hard to lose a pet. And I particularly love doxies - sweet wonderful dogs. (Do you know they have a "Doxie Derby" every year at UC Davis during Picnic Days? It's fantastic.)

my sympathies and a comforting cyber hug on your loss. and thanks for the good reminder to take care of our furry friends even in lean times.
Oh gosh, I'm sorry. What an adorable little guy! We had a "finding blood all over the place" moment of our own (cat severed an artery in his mouth cleaning his paws - how dumb is that?) but our story had a happy ending. I'm so sorry for your family. Thank you for sharing information about this condition, I had never heard of it.
so,so sorry for you and your family.
xo love you Jodi
Jodi, my most sincere condolences. You gave Schnitzel a good life and home. He was loved and he knew it, and he gave it right back. Take care.
This is just to say I sort of understand and feel some tearful sympathy. After my dog died a million years ago, I didn't have a pet for at least a decade. It just broke my heart and it took me a while to mend. I love my kitty boys, Teaser and the Firecat so much I can't bear thinking about such a loss again. "Every pet is a little tragedy waiting to happen." Yes.
Hi Jodi. So sorry for your loss. Last January(2008)my "Frisco"--sweet Australian Shepherd got spleen cancer(very rare). I had noticed her urinating a bit more frequently, and told my vet. She also lost a bit of fur in one area. Both were treated. The urination was thought to be a result of older-age(she was almost 11), the lost fur, a simple allergy. Both were actually early warning symptoms. I write this, because maybe it will help someone else.
Please do not be hard on yourself. Your dog was fortunate to have you; it's obvious you loved and cared for her, very much!
Peace
Lisa Allender
www.lisananetteallender.blogspot.com
the three entries on our beloved "Frisco" are at:
Jan. 15th, 16th, 17th, 2008--and should be read in reverse order.
I'm so sorry. What a sweet-looking little guy. Hugs to you and your family.
So sorry. I have lost more than 5 dogs now--most from old age but it is always hard. The last time, I got another dog right away which seemed to help.
Jodi, mutts rule! Remember our dear new Prez proudly says he's a mutt (in discussing what kind of dog the kids will get). So you'll be all Presidential if you go that way.... ;)

but i hear ya on needing to wait. It's a good idea.
oh dear. hang in there. if i could hug you i would.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost a schipperke/terrier mix seven years ago, and it still hurts. She was a mixed breed, but also died like Schnitzel of a very rare condition (congenital kidney failure) at the young age of five. We had to have her put down, and it was devastating. It's hard enough to lose an elderly pet, but really agonizing to lose a young dog or cat.

I also had a doxie as a child. They are terribly sweet and adorable dogs BUT when they live a long life, what they usually die of is paralysis of their rear legs. All that cuteness comes from inbreeding to create a dog that is long and short-legged. So I won't get one, even though I am very fond of them...too much potential heartbreak.

ONE THING -- you say "don't skip heartworm meds" or vet visits. In principal, I agree. But up here in the north, vets don't always recommend year-round heartworm medication -- Ohio where I live has a relatively low incidence of heartworm anyhow, and its rare in the winter. You have to consider your own situation, but a dog who is mostly indoors or leashed in the winter IN THE NORTH has minimal heartworm exposure. And the medication (Heartguard, etc.) is extremely expensive! Vets normally sell this themselves, at a big markup. You need a prescription, so it's hard to shop around for it (unlike flea meds). $7 or $8 A MONTH doesn't sound like much....until you are unemployed or other financial problems.

MORE IMPORTANT: you say that there are places that will give you free or reduced cost heartworm drugs and/or vet services...THIS IS FALSE. I have looked for years for sliding scale vet services, and always been ripped off (i.e., gone to a place miles from home because supposedly they were offering reduced cost services, only to find them as or more expensive than my local vet). There is NO reduced cost heartworm or flea medications -- these are big time money makers for vets and pet stores.

Lastly: though your heart is broken, there is one truly good thing to come out of this (besides a badger-free heaven, lol)....somewhere in your town, hopefully at a local shelter, there is a needy waiting dog who desperately needs a home. Schnitzel's departure means there is a precious open space in a wonderful loving home for a deserving dog! There could be no finer memorial to Schnitzel's dear memory than to open your hearts to another dog....there is so much need and so few homes available.

Let some real good, and some healing, come out of this. I know that I did, even when it hurt the most, and I have a wonderful new dog who would not be alive today if I had not found the courage to reach out.

Best wishes and good luck.
i'm so sorry for you.
Deepest condolences from our little pack
I'm so sorry. Hugs to you all. Losing a pet is hard. Take care.
The time he had was spent with wonderful people. That's something.
Oh dear, I was just telling the husband last week or the week before about Schnitzel and his adorable name, how fitting it was for a dachsund. I am so very sorry. Also, I have to fess up to missing a lot of preventative meds. Here in the desert, parasites aren't typically a problem and things like valley fever are greater health concerns (it lives in spores in the soil and the desert winds churn it up). After reading this, I think it's time for a vet visit and a med refill.

Huge slobbery bloodhound hugs and kisses. And some extra love from a little brown mutt.
I'm so sorry for your loss , Jodi. Losing a pet is always tough. I do not envy you having to tell the kids. What an incredibly handsome little fellow, too!
We went through this twice in two years. It was devastating. You can never replace them, only substitute and hope. Max and Jo will live on in our hearts; Buddy is snarling over a toy at my feet right now and will no doubt be up in my lap soon to help with the typing.
I'm sooo sorry. How very sad.
I don’t know why my responses are getting eaten. I’m trying again, but please forgive me if this is the third time it shows up eventually.

We are only considering rescue and shelter dogs this time. But, it will be quite awhile, probably this summer, before I’m able to think about a new dog.

I want to give a shout out to my vet, Fort Caroline Animal Clinic. They are absolutely wonderful, patient and kind. Any dog in Jacksonville would be lucky to have them as their vet.

I’d also like to give a resource for my area, the River City Community Animal Hospital. They have a mobile unit, reasonable prices and they post the prices so you know what you’re paying before you’re hit with a bill.

One of the few good things about this horrible financial situation is that there are resources being created for pet owners who got their animals in good times and now are strapped for cash. Please check with your local Humane Society for these services.
Laurel is right that there are a lot of “low cost vets” out there who charge just as much if not more than a regular vet.

The Man, the Kidlets and I are taking a whole heap of comfort from the messages rolling in from folks who are newly committed to keeping their pets’ meds up-to-date because of what happened to Schnitz today.
In our case, it was a matter of time, not money.
Life is busy and life is hard. Sometimes our FurBabies get overlooked. Hell, I forget to take my OWN meds if I have antibiotics or something like that.

Just don’t let the days go by; you never know when the last one will come.
Oh, Jodie, my heart SO goes out to you......Mr. Big is an adopted Humane Society dog. One year after having him, he was diagnosed with hear tworm (even though he had been on meds the entire time). The vet could not explain how my dog survived the year being on meds and having heart worm. Apparently, it never happens. An expensive course of treatment gave him a third chance at life and he has flourished ever since.
Thank you for sharing what I know to be one of the most heartbreaking days of your life. Sobbingly rated.
Oh God, Jodi.
So very sorry for you and your family.
Schnitzel was so young. So sad.
Hopefully this sharing with us will prevent this from happening to other dogs and bring about a greater awareness of the importance of monthly hearworm treatment and regular vet check ups for all our beloved pets.
Your little guy is in peace and hanging with all God's creatures, that have passed before him.
Jodi, I'm so so sorry to hear that. I'm not surprised in the least that your BigKids were freaked out by what they saw. My daughter was 7 when she found the stiff body of our beloved cat curled up on the window ledge one morning after breakfast. It's just devastating, and I really feel for you and your family right now. Big hugs to you
Jodi,
Heartache all around......for us as well as your sweet family.

Our dear little ones live such a short time regardless of the conditions of their mortality, and regardless of the depth of love we lavish on them....and they in turn give back, selflessly, never ending.
it's the worst.
I'm so sorry... been there.
:(
Such a sweet little doxi, so sorry to hear of your loss. Thank you for the strength to give us this warning.
Oh oh oh... I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm going to go hug my fur kids now....
Drag, Jodi... I had to put our beloved lab/chesapeake down two years ago and am still not over the experience completely. She lived to a ripe old age (13) but when she couldn't make it from her bed to the door, it was time to do the hard thing. She died in my arms...
Oh, that's just horrible. I feel so sad for you and your family.
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry for your loss.

And I know you missed the pills, but you know, it wasn't your fault. It wasn't anyone's fault. It was just what happened.

Again, I'm so very sorry. E-mail if you want to talk.
Oooohhhhh. I'm so sorry, to everyone in your family, for the loss--unexpected makes it worse. He's adorable; poor little sweetie.
Your little guy was a fine looking fellow. Thank you so much for the
warning. I have a Dalmatian. I am forever letting a month or two
go by between heartworm re-ups. I have been warned. Thank you.
So, so sorry to hear this Jodi. Agree that it's a good idea to wait a little before getting a new dog, give it a few months...sending you lots of good thoughts from Seattle...
It's a terrible thing when a dog dies. You feel so helpless. The last time one died on me he was 14 so we had her a long time. You need a new dog.
oh my lord, sweetheart. my heart is broken for you. i'm very poor from having a brain tumor, and my wonderpups (photos on my blog, one is part schnitzel) have never had heartworm meds. i will now call around and see if there is money for vet visits for very poor people.

it is hard enough losing your best friend to old age -- i lost 2 senior rescues in a row, which is why i adopted two pups, although i don't believe in it. coudln't take the heartbreak again for a while -- but to lose a pup so young and to have your kids see all of that, that is just wrong. please know that, like many people, i KNOW how this feels and you are in our prayers. thank you for sharing and making a difference.
love and gratitude,
teddy and the wonderpups: cocoa chanel and ella fitzgerald
rated! and friended
Damn, I am so sorry Jodi, what a hell of a shock.
R.I.P., Weiner Schnitzel
from a lover of dogs

Jodi, I hope you'll consider the new puppy cure. It's always worked in our house.
What a hideous shock to encounter. So sorry for all of your family. The Carlin quote is so true, precisely because in their short little lives they give far more to us as companions than it is even reasonable or possible to imagine! We have them for too short a time even in the best of circumstances.
Oh, poor Schnitzel! I hope your vet is right, and that he didn't suffer. And sympathies to The Man, and a reminder that being there with him, being able to look at him, probably made Schnitzel's passing a little less frightening for him. Oh, Jodi, sympathies to you and the kids too, I can't imagine it, I just can't. So sorry.
We nearly lost one of our dogs about 5 years ago. A cocker spaniel who had our hearts around her paw.

She had developed a condition where her immune system was destroying her red blood cells, Autoimmune Hemo-something.

Near as we can tell it was caused by spraying the yard with a 'safe' insecticide. We had these Mugo pine trees that got infested with these worms that would act like the pine needles. By the time I found them, the trees were mostly bare. The damn things really looked like fat pine needles. I bumped a tree and they actually waved in the motion of the branches. It was quite a site, I thought I was hallucinating for a minute. The entire tree waving...

We treated the trees and then I applied it to the grass in the backyard as we had an ant problem too. Then she got sick.

We spent the next month traveling the hour and a half every day to see her at the university vet hospital. They were flabbergasted that someone would do that for 'just a dog'. She was near death many times during that month and had many transfusions but we believe through shear force of will, and our support, she pulled through.

I never use and insecticide or herbicide now anywhere on our lawn. Yes, we have Oxalis and Dandelion's up the wazoo but our dogs, and we, are healthier for it...

We have a 'healthy yard'. It's the way nature intended it to be. All I do is steward the length once a week and pull the weeds in the rocks. The old fashioned way. Many people don't understand... Who cares.

To the members of the American Chemistry Council I raise a proud middle finger! I will never use your toxins ever again!!!
Oh Jodi - sadness , so very sorry .... My beloved Isabela was one of the lucky ones then. Back in the early 90's the vets only advised use of heart worm pills in the summer. At the end of one winter, she tested positive for heart worm, it was caught early and the treatment was successful. She was such a joy during her treatment, the vet didn't want her to go home!

I had no idea there was any chance of anything like this. Beloved 'Bely is several years gone now, having lived to the ripe old age of 14 (very old for a 50 lb dog!)

I know that you'll appreciate this as you are a person interested in Things Unexplained; a few weeks before the New Orleans Hurricane/disaster, I had a dream of a city under water. Far below, from the bottom of the water I saw Isabela lying , looking very sad. I woke thinking "what an odd dream". ............