Yesterday I had my 3 month treatment plan review. I like my therapist, she's a nice girl. Yes, girl. I turned 39 last week. I'm betting she's about 25. I don't have the heart to tell her she sucks and isn't very effective. I started off doing well but am now at a crossroads. I know what I want, just not how to accomplish this.  She feels that we need to go in a different direction about our conversations. I'm all for it since our current direction isn't working well. We will now move on to..dun dun duhhhhhh...childhood trauma. She feels this is the root of my problems. I won't be discussing much of that aspect here. I would not like my family to stumble upon this and cause them any pain or embarrassment. Think of the worst thing to happen to a child and I guarantee I have first hand knowledge. It did not stunt my growth. It just made me a little bit...anxious.

I shall keep you all updated on my new method of treatment. Peace during the holidays to all of us!