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ladyfarmerjed
Location
Michigan,
Birthday
August 27
Title
Future Farmer
Company
Graichen Farms
Bio
Always ready for my next Big Adventure-this time farming. Always a mother, grandmother, writer, boat captain... Now living in SE Michigan learning my way around John Deere tractors and combines and weeds in the garden.

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Salon.com
JULY 5, 2012 7:01AM

The End

Rate: 4 Flag
OMG

the rage
the hate 
the blame

greeted me 

when i told her she could not come back here

this is going to get more than ugly
it will be war

and a dangerous one

i would be lying if i said i wasn't scared
but mostly i AM PISSED
that SHE HAS DONE THIS

yet blames
now her "head injury"
my daughter
etc

telling me
"we'll have to liquidate"
sell the gator
it was a gift
blah blah blah

ralph
i think i'll go throw up now
no
make that 
shit
shit shit shit

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Hope you will be ok. You sound in great pain.
Lea Lane
July 05, 2012 10:18 AM
The words are good.. but the situation that drives them, not so much?

Like Lea, I hope you weather fair..

Rated for girding loins.
Seer
July 05, 2012 07:06 PM
This is the hardest thing and I have given my all but it is time to terminate the insanity and begin to regain my inner peace one baby step at a time. I am in survivor mode heading toward the shattered heart/picking up the pieces mode.
Thank you both for reading and your wishes.
ladyfarmerjed
July 05, 2012 09:27 PM
So sorry. I don't know what is happening, but I wish it weren't.
Ellen Hawley Roddick
July 05, 2012 10:01 PM
So sorry to read this. Peace and comfort to you.
l'Heure Bleue
July 07, 2012 01:05 AM
Thank you Hawley and l'Heure Bleue, this has been a long time coming. I feel like I've finally woken up however, the reality is deeply painful.
ladyfarmerjed
July 07, 2012 07:13 AM
I remember reading things that made me wonder, you are on the right road Lady. Hold on and take care.
rita shibr
July 14, 2012 10:42 AM