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LadyMiko

LadyMiko
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The House Of Inu-Taisho, California,
Birthday
December 31
Title
Boo's Mommy!
Company
Paws & Tails! (and people too!)
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******************************** If you cannot laugh at yourself, your taking life too seriously. Lighten up! ******************************** Rejoice in the blessings you have, for they are precious. ******************************** I write fiction, humor, erotica and poetry. ******************************** I've been a RABID Anime fan since 97' Been insane ever since!!!!! Woooo! ********************************

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SEPTEMBER 12, 2011 11:31PM

Exhaustion and Uncertainty

Rate: 33 Flag

 On Saturday night Fluffy was admitted to the cardiac care unit.

His heart isn't functioning enough to give him the required medication and as a result they cannot raise his blood pressure. He was given an PICC line and all that. His constant coughing is making it difficult to breathe and if that doesn't improve, he may have to be put on a ventilator.

I've been to see him everyday and while he is in good spirits, he's scared and wants to come home. I find it odd that the nurses keep making comments about how exhausted he is, yet how could he get any sleep when anytime he is able to doze off, someone comes in and bugs?

I miss him and it broke my heart to see our little girl wandering around the house looking for daddy, she  looked so sad. 

On my end, I've developed stress induced asthma (luckily I have some albuterol)

I swear, that puppy is the only thing keeping me sober right now.

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Sorry to read this, I pray for everyone to be better soon.
What a terrible situation. I hope both of you find the strength to carry you through this difficult time.
Sorry you have to go though it, LadyMiko.
Oh Honey.... I'm so sorry. You and Sesh have been dealt such a tough hand. I hope he can come home again soon. Nothing sucks worse than your beloved being in the hospital.

HUGGS
Oh dear. So so sorry! This is terribly difficult. Love her with all you've got. What else is there?
Oryoki Bowl: Thank you so much.

Procopius: Its tough, I'm trying my best to stay positive, but its catching up with me.

Thoth: xox We'll be alright.

Shiral: I want to stay overnight with him, but he wants me home with the girl.

Cathy: She's good medicine.
My heart breaks, were that I could lend you a shoulder on which to rest. I will pray.
Godspeed and love.
Rated.
All of life is just fleeting images. Here is a place without permanence which is perhaps why man dreams of a heaven where all things are perpetual. Nothing lasts forever in this world not even pain.
I am so sorry Lady Miko.
I am so sorry. Sending good thoughts to you all.
My heart goes out to you, LadyMiko. I know the love of animals can sometimes be the best love of all. I hope you can bring him home soon. Rated.
This is a super tough situation. I hope everyone feels better soon...
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family, LadyM. I can't imagine what you're going through, but I will offer up my sincerest hopes for strength and love to see you all through.

Rated to keep this in the feed.
Meditations in solitude, a strength and peace poem for you and your husband. We are with you in spirit within the bits and bytes.
I'm here and sending only prayers and good thoughts for and your family. I hope everyone gets some much needed rest and heals quickly!
I wish I could offer more...
Best wished to both of you on getting through this Lady M.
I had no idea. Hardly ever get on OS anymore. Julie D posted on Facebook to let us know. Just know my heart and my prayers are for your beloved and for you.
miko, i am so sorry. that seems so inadequate, but know how many of us have you in our best thoughts right now. right now. right now, sweetness.
Sending all my best love and light your way . . .
My heart is with you. I am so very sorry.
So sorry. Sending positive thoughts and sincere wishes to get past this difficult time.
My heart breaks for you and your family, Lady Miko. I am so sorry.

Lezlie
I was so sorry to hear about this via Facebook Miko. Had I known I would have been in touch sooner. Stay strong and lean on people as much as you can. I'll be sending thoughts and prayers. Much love...
I hope you can get some rest as well!
Sorry to read you're having tough times....and I can completely relate to a puppy being your lifesaver right now, they're the best.
thanks to julie for letting us know over on FB - i hadn't focused on the title of your piece and feel really stupid for not clicking last night and finding out. i hope there's something more that they can do. please keep us posted. good thoughts heading your way.
Poor thing. Both of you!
I am so very sorry and sending you some special strength. I am thinking of some things you have written in the last couple of years and I feel like journey is winding down in a way. Keep writing and giving your love, there is a brightness there, and it will not be forgotten.
Sending sympathy and holding you three in the light.
I too send loving thoughts and prayers for the best outcome, whatever that may be.
This is an emotional wretched situtation. My thoughts are with you and Fluffy. And your poor little girl (heart-breaking).
been there --- hated it --- she's still here but so are the memories.

sober is best.
he needs you.
all for him for now.
you have your health and
no one has a stronger mind
than you.
Hang in there. Good thoughts headed your way.
I'm so so sorry. This is unbearable. yet you must bear it. Thinking of you. Wishing for peace.
This is a time I wish nobody had to go through. Lean on us, it helped me and others.
puppy love will getcha through it.
whatever "it" is...
it sounds grim the way you describe it, but i have been
to 'grim' and back again so many times that
all i know is that it is about
the will to go on,
and why to go on,
and how much energy shall be expended,
and what is left undone,
and
what kind of beautiful gift can be given at the end,
which aint the end anyway..

puppy is saving my sister's sanity right now.
puppy is a gift from whereever,
to save her from her immense grief.

xo
I am praying for a speedy recovery. You take care of yourself too.