lostcauser
- Location
- Memphis, Tennessee, USA
- Birthday
- January 07
- Title
- Happiest Girl In the Whole USA
- Company
- No, I'd rather be alone.
- Bio
- After prematurely retiring at the age of 44, I've hunkered down on the mean streets of Memphis, TN, where I'm carving out my memoirs with an empty Bic pen on the walls of an abandoned abattoir.
What ?
MY FAVORITE MOVIES:
Taxi Driver, A Clockwork Orange, Full Metal Jacket, Duck Soup, Horsefeathers, A Day At the Races, The Last Temptation of Christ, Carnival of Souls, Freaks, Goodfellas,
Double Indemnity, Mildred Pierce, Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Eraserhead, Blue Velvet, Last House On The Left, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Life of Brian, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, all Herschel Gordon Lewis,
educational shorts
MY FAVORITE MUSIC:
Sex Pistols, Frank Zappa, (early)Alice Cooper, Schubert, Leadbelly, (early)Rolling Stones, Nirvana, Irving Berlin, Violent Femmes, all Sun Records, The Cramps,
The Dead Kennedys, Box Tops, Billy Lee Riley, Beethoven
MY FAVORITE BOOKS:
Thus Spoke Zarathustra, Beyond Good and Evil, Physician's Desk Reference,
Diagnostic and Statistical Manual IV, Crime and Punishment, Notes From Underground
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Psychopathis Sexual
STUFF I FIND INTERESTING:
According to a new Pentagon study, 35% of Iraq veterans received mental health care
during their first year home; twelve percent of the more than 222,000 returning Army soldiers and Marines in the study were diagnosed with a mental problem.
As of early 2008, Human Rights Watch reports that roughly half of all prison and state inmates are mentally ill.
76% of all sexual offenses are committed
by someone related to or acquainted with
the victim.
MY RECENT POSTS
- My Own Backyard
November 17, 2010 09:31AM - The Devil You Know
November 10, 2010 09:27AM - Dimitri the Lover
November 01, 2010 04:59PM - Wide Awake
November 01, 2010 07:22AM - Redemption
October 31, 2010 12:42PM
MY RECENT COMMENTS
- “Hi Cap'n, I missed you
too!”
June 10, 2010 09:54PM - “Hi Allie--
I
bet you've made changes in
those around you that you
can't see
yet.”
April 24, 2009 08:37PM - “Thank you Cap'n, and MMM
(and Redstocking Grandma). The
past
two weeks have
been…”
April 24, 2009 08:10PM - “Thank you, Redstocking.
It took a two-week bout of
illness to
hammer this
point…”
April 24, 2009 07:59PM - “Happy Easter, Tinktink,
and Mrs. Tinktink--and now I'm
off to
see the folks and
e…”
April 12, 2009 03:04PM
Lostcauser's Links
My Own Backyard
When I was 12 there was a boy in my class I liked named Keith. I remember his face and the way he smelled, but I don't remember why I liked him. At the old house we had a big backyard. I got in trouble once for repeating a word
… Read full post »
Since 1994, when he officiated at the trials of Jessie Misskelley Jr., Damien Echols and Jason Baldwin, otherwise known as the West Memphis Three, Judge David Burnett has had several opportunities to make further rulings in their cases.
Some of the petitions he heard concerned new DNA test res… Read full post »
Dimitri the Lover
It is true, and let me say this from the outset, that I often find myself defending the most heinous men; “defending” may not be precisely the word for it, but in our culture there is a predisposition to vilify men for behavior we excuse in women, and this is… Read full post »
Wide Awake
You will never read this, and we will never meet. But if I had the chance, this is what I'd say to you.
I'm aware of the terrible things you've done. I have every reason to feel about you as everyone else does; the matter's not
Redemption
Occasionally one of my girlfriends would have ventured,
I know he's a jerk, but he is good-looking…
wouldn't you maybe go out with him just once,
and his friends would've said,
Would ya poke her,
and they would've laughed when he said, sure,
if she asked me nice,
and our… Read full post »
Money and Politics and Egos
A patriot must always be ready to defend his country against his
government.
—Edward
Abbey
On March 24, 2004, at the 9/11 Commission hearings, senior executive counter-terrorism and intelligence expert Richard A. Clarke testified: “To the loved ones of the vic… Read full post »
Pseudo-victims: the legacy of Tawana Brawley
On November 28, 1987, Tawana Brawley, who had been missing for four days, was found lying conscious but unresponsive in a garbage bag several feet from an apartment where she had once lived. Her clothing was torn and burned, her body smeared with feces. When she vanished, Miss Brawley had been… Read full post »
These are the days, when grown men cry
Spring becomes summer,
just like before;
the days grow long,
the wind blows high.
These are the days
some try to ignore.
These are the days, when grown men cry.
It's figures and profits and losses
to some,
and a more or less white li… Read full post »
Some people just don't listen
I told Raelynn, she should've played the game I wanted to play.
Some people just don't listen, until you make them listen.
After we got back to Raelynn's house that day, she asked me "what d'ya wanna do now ?" I said "Let's play with George". George was this hamster (or… Read full post »
A pardon, for Karla Homolka ?
In her article, “Zombie feminists of the RNC”, Rebecca Traister wrote, “CNBC pundit Donny Deutsch tells us that we're witnessing 'a new creation of the feminist ideal', the feminism being so ideal because instead of being voiced by hairy old bats with unattractive ideas about intel
… Read full post »The Fire in the Heart
The Grass Could Turn Blue, the Sky Could Turn Green
The sky was just as blue back then, the grass was just as green, my dad had the same bad temper he's always had. So he bit his tongue, or grit his teeth, and tried to listen when my uncle said people followed him in the street or in their cars;… Read full post »
I don't want to be one of those people
About four months ago I was straightening up around my apartment. Which, if you knew me, you'd know is something that happens with the regularity of the proverbial blue moon, so there I am, shoveling, uh, picking up around the place, and then--WHAM-O.
I remember falling, in what seemed like slo… Read full post »
what's in a name
This was Frito Pie's seventh trip to the maternity ward of John Preston Hospital.
She was sick and damned tired of being told to “Push!”
And tired of all them old, white doctors pulling those joke names out of their ass, and sniggering, too
Like with her first child. Frito
… Read full post »Googling Gretchen Carlson, or The Facts of Life in Florida
It's worse. Gretchen Carlson actually has a brain.
From the Huffington Post:
“/… Read full post »
"No Country for Old Men": A Lesson About Life
"To transform 'It was' into 'Thus I willed it'; that alone do I
call redemption."
--Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Deserts are places of extremes: dry winds and scorching heat by day, cold, black and empty in the night. Life is full of such extremes, and often we find
… Read full post »Fermented
You awaken and It's there.
Piss and grease and sweat
and disinfectant,
metal on metal on metal;
radios, and bets
made out of boredom.
A slim young thing
swishes by in roach-bitten flip-flops.
Some call him the… Read full post »
Sure
Sure.
Things seemed to be getting better.
Things always seemed to be getting better—then something always happened, some little thing or other always set it off. And you could never tell what that little thing might be.
When he was five months old the boy weighed eig… Read full post »
Personally, I call it hell
“I've myself been crucified a hundred times and more by those institutional drugs that are for some sinister reason called "tranquilizers." They are phenothiazone drugs, and include Mellaril, Thorazine, Stelazine, Haldol. Prolixin is the worst I've ever experienced. One injection lasts for two… Read full post »
Jangled nerves and Jordan, junkies and jihad
My head is killing me. It has been ever since December 31, 2009.
This can't be attributed to the two aneurysms that were growing in my brain; the operation which took care of that problem was performed last October, and successfully it seems.
This pain is caused by a bungled
The Gray Man
It was a hot one.
A scorcher, and the man was sort of gray.
The grandfather they assumed,
at 61 the gray man looked every bit of 81,
and some recalled a package on the seat beside him;
some said, could've been a present.
What… Read full post »
A Green Balloon
When you're five,
if you let go of an emerald green balloon
and watch it getting small as it ascends into the sky;
if a storm's about to break and you can hear the clouds
in marbled veins of cream,
and if the sky tastes dark gray,
more than light;… Read full post »
She Was Eighteen
She was 18 and she loved it when they honked their horns or whistled and never acted like she didn’t; she wore thin-strapped cotton tops that hugged her warm brown shoulders and her breasts, she rolled her cutoff shorts to make them shorter, it was summer and her hair… Read full post »
Children of All Ages
When my lawyer hears about "the incident", as he calls it, he thinks the DA
Dresses 'n' Dirt 'n' Stuff
I've heard girls say, a part of me was missing until HE came into
my life lalala. But that’s not how it was with me and Will.
It was more like the law of the jungle, or something. I bet
lion kings and lion queens know each other the way… Read full post »
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A Cowboy Buryin’
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HOW TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN ALL THINGS: Just fake it!
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How To Get That Dream Job!
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Confessions of a Political Hit Man
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I do not prefer a Heaven without Women , thanks anyway
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Greenheron's Open Call - me as a pirate
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Gay marriage? Not so quick …
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Conservatives Create Easter Effect In Dying Union Movement.
Salon.com