You are the image of courage ,
The example of strength...
Sometimes I feel your loneliness ,
I feel your grief...
Sometimes i know you cry
Alone at night...
Tears of blood ,
Tears of despair ,
Watching your children dying ,
Your land dying...
And I cry with you , although we are apart...
But you…

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" The children walking over the bricks of their destroyed homes , thei mother putting up a tent , theis father in jail....In tears and confusion looking at the tanks coming down the streets , the men holding metre-long machine guns....they stare....need I say more ?...Just imagine how it would feel… Read full post »

Maybe i'm crazy

For being the way I am ,

Maybe i'm crazy

For loving the way I love ,

Maybe i'm crazy

For dreaming the way i dream ,

Maybe I'm crazy

For trying to make a better world ,

Maybe I'm crazy

For believing in my… Read full post »

Scream in the shadows , tears of blood...No love , just loneliness . Life in between an ocean of brutal waves and stormy clouds...I feel small and scared , so scared...All is darkness and black ,and I want to run but I have no strength....

As a magic , i saw… Read full post »

Hello God ,

I am writing directly to you because i am really angry with you . And You know me better than anyone , i always say what i feel . I just wanted that you could explain me why i am going through all this , all at the… Read full post »

 “ we are one “ , i hear it repeatedly like an echo in an unexplored cave , where souls get lost from  destroyed loves , torn by the vain promises done in a moment of intense passion , cremated by the fake sensation of a burning love, abandoned by the… Read full post »

Hello my dear friends , some of you will find this message of a very bad taste speccially in this season where we crush into each others in malls , where we think that xmas spirit is receiving presents and hear on and on xmas songs , where we blame the… Read full post »

They say that time heals everyhing , that time heals the worse wounds . So why my pain is geting worse day after day ???I am just a common guy so my wounds should be healing by now..........nope they arent . I still feel lost not knowing where my HOME is… Read full post »

i cant go on with this , i lost all my strength bringing Mahmoud to Portugal , but he left me........i wasnt prepared for that , i thought that his love was true , i dont know what to think........i lost everything , even my dignity , there are no princes… Read full post »

I need to write

but nothing comes out from my pen

I need to shout

but no sound comes out from my mouth

i need to cry

but my tears are dry

I need to breath

but this air isnt pure enough

i need to dream

but nightmares… Read full post »

well my sweet friends, i think thiswill be my last update in thisstory . With the help of all of you , God made a miracle and Mah came to Portugal . He arrived at the 15th . I was there at Lisbon's airport waiting for him :) I hade a… Read full post »

My dear friends ,

Sorry for my silence and for remove the story of Mahmoud . My boyfriend was too scared and he asked me to take it from the blog .

I've been working with international amnesty , Pam Rasmussen ( booknut ) , OPUS GAY , a portuguese gay… Read full post »

.....I'm a legend , cause legends are envolved in misteries and magics . They are a criation of the ways to the mind , the vague imagination of the silences of the soul.....I'm a legend , because legends run free near the wind , in search of the voices of memories… Read full post »

I'm lost ,

Lost in the shadows of my empty soul ,

Lost in the darkness of my life ,

Lost in my nightmares...

So many fights ,

So much unjustice ,

So much anguish...

And you are sufering , my prince ,

In a living hell...

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Everyday the same feeling ,

The same anguish....

Just you in my mind ,

Strongly enough to forget....

Did i miss you today ???

Yesterday ???

The day before yesterday ???

Did i miss you the last hour ???

Minute ???

Second ???

Why do i see you everywhere ???

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I'm walking through an empty street....

I lookback but you are not there....

Where are you ???

Why did you stop ???

To where am i walking now ???

I cant see any light ,

Just a dark and empty street...

No one is there....just me....

Is this loneliness ???

Is… Read full post »

There were millions of stars in the sky  , stars of all colours : white , silver ,green , golden , red , blue....

One day they look for God and they asked Him :

- My God ,we would like to live in the land of men .

- That… Read full post »

DREAMS

  I dreamed of a wonderfull place , The bluest sky and sea , The greenest grassWith the most colourful flowers…There was purity and calm , No place for wars…Just a peaceful and relaxing feeling….We were together ,Hand in hand , Looking at the sea , And smiling wit… Read full post »

SILENCE

  In silence i will stay Waiting for you.....In silence I will love youRespecting your way…In silence I will dreamOf an unexisting world….In silence I will screamAll my sadness….In silence I will walkThrough the valley of your mind….In silence I will inven… Read full post »