Word of warning never ever open an email that says memorial stones first thing when you get to work in the morning.
No matter how strong you think you are it truly sucks to see your child’s name emblazoned forever on marble in two very different stones.
This is going to be a very long day…..
Deep breath, DEEP BREATH, now back to work.
Just writing it all out releases all that tension, all that pent up angst and I will get through the day but man that was a silly thing to do at 5 in the morning. They are both beautiful one with a dog and cat above their names and one with his wings from school and her apple on a desk for a teacher. Both with his, with their last name in the middle.
I sent it out to my family for help with the rest of it as he was all of ours and they deserve some say too. Well crap now I'm crying again....
I'm going to get back to work now so thanks for reading, thanks for your love and thanks for giving me somewhere to come at 5 in the morning when I feel most alone.
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Peace.
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Please continue to write about this.
Lose the pain typing out the words.
It is a form to release it all and tears wash away the pain.
I wish I could hold you on my shoulder honey.
I truly do. But these words are all I got for ya.
And my best wishes. Now I cry too.
Of course there will be tears over all sorts of things, but you are facing each challenge with courage.