You don't know how to justify your hatred if I'm right, and that, oddly enough, scares the shit out of you. So, you are trying to formulate a plan in your head so that you can once again use an imagined version of me, along with the one reason you continue to give as justification for that hatred, as well as an excuse to ignore the mountain of evidence which supports my claim that you are doing this and any attempts I might make to put it on display for you.