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Rent is an obsessive topic for anyone living in Manhattan. You wait with dread months before your lease expires. The envelope that decides your fate comes about three months before that time. I’ve lived in the same studio apartment near the main post office, PRead full post »
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The 6th -12th-grade-school where I work in the Bronx got on the School in Need of Improvement (SINI) list this year for the second time. The first time—four years ago—it was because of our passing rate on the English Language Arts (ELA) Regents tests and our graduation rate. ThisRead full post »
 
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There was a little gallery on 9th Avenue around the corner from my house and they hung pictures people had taken that had to do with 9/11. There were some unbelievable shots of the site, people on the street, firefighters and police, things that made your heart stopRead full post »

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APRIL 30, 2012 6:22AM

Why high-stakes testing ALSO wastes a lot of time

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Last week and the week before were testing weeks for grades three to eight in New York state. The week of 16th was the ELA (English Language Arts) test and last week was math. I teach 8th-grade ELA, in addition to 9th-grade ELA and 12th-grade AP English. IRead full post »

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APRIL 18, 2012 7:01AM

My post-9/11, with my 5-lbs. newborn boy

 
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Four days after 9/11 I took home a five-pound bundle in a taxi with my mom. My son was born on 9/10/01 in Roosevelt Hospital in Manhattan. I was in a room on the 12th floor and I could see the Twin Towers from my window. He was/Read full post »

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APRIL 9, 2012 9:29AM

You’ll have to come with us: My petty crime arrest

 
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I was 23 and the cops came to my apartment and arrested me. Drug dealing? Arms trafficking? White collar crime? No. I had a series of bicycle offenses in addition to speeding and/or driving without a license, I forget exactly, and I therefore had a warrant out forRead full post »
 
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I didn’t have a good boss until I was 46, except my supervisor when I taught in Japan, and I’m going to leave that out for now. I had a terrible experience with employment, which is ironic since I’d wanted to work since I was 10. I was… Read full post »

 
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I’ve been feeling like a real loser of a teacher lately. Teachers all across the nation have taken a beating this year, and at my 6th – 12th grade school in the Bronx it’s been a particularly difficult time.Read full post »
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MARCH 21, 2012 6:14AM

Mean girls in the Bronx—or is it something more?

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Our girls are beating the crap out of each other, and we wonder what’s going on. I’m an English teacher at a 6th – 12th grade public school in the Bronx and my colleagues and I are puzzling over what seems to be a dramatic rise in girl fights./Read full post »

 
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The corner of 31st and 8th Avenue has got to be one of the most inauspicious-looking places in all of Manhattan. The main post office is to the left, and there’s nothing wrong with it; in fact it’s quite stately, if with an aura of very faded glory.Read full post »


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I had a bit of fun (a bitter laugh goes here because of the sheer enormity of the effort it required) setting up a researched argument project with the 8th and 9th grade students at my school. The topic? The November election. Whenever it’s time for a non-fiction/Read full post »
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FEBRUARY 29, 2012 6:32AM

A story about my son--born on 9/10/01

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My little boy was born on the day before 9/11. I was in Roosevelt Hospital in Manhattan at 59th and 10th on the 12th floor when the planes hit the Twin Towers. You could see the towers straight from my window. People had been watching the news in the… Read full post »

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FEBRUARY 22, 2012 8:08AM

Are NYC cops too aggressive? Duh?

 
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I’m completely not anti-cop, I’m not. I have a little anti-authority built in, but I’m not anti-cop. I respect the position cops are in, anywhere, and in NYC, especially. This is a huge city, teeming with chaos, and on any given day, depending where you are, yoRead full post »

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FEBRUARY 15, 2012 7:33AM

A memory of young adulthood--growing up late

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I was 20 years old before I got my own room, except for the one year when my sister went to college ahead of me. She’s 13 months older than I and we shared a bedroom all my life. When I went off to college I of course hadRead full post »

 
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I remember how I had found him dead, how I had walked into our apartment and sensed something right away, something very terrible, so that I stopped in the hallway with foreboding, there was too much of a quietness and a stillness. There was something soRead full post »
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FEBRUARY 1, 2012 5:27AM

How I STOPPED living on the edge

 
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The edge of the knife doesn’t have to be drug or alcohol use, dramatic love affairs, criminal activity, or anything so extreme and crazy/insane as that. In fact the mundane can be so much more harrowing and insidious. It’s what you allow to go on in your mindRead full post »

JANUARY 25, 2012 5:21AM

Paranoia will destroy ya--or will it!?

 
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A paranoid man is a man who knows a little about what’s going on – William Burroughs 

It all started in my Spanish class the other week. It was the first class of the new session. We were in a new room, though I knew a number

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JANUARY 18, 2012 5:45AM

The worst/best winter of my life

 
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An unspecified number of years ago I was in graduate school—for the first time, not the time I went back to get certification for my teaching job. I was getting a Masters in English after taking 10 years to finish my B.A. in the same subject. The reasons/Read full post »

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JANUARY 11, 2012 5:51AM

The joys of a sick day: A single/working mother’s refuge

 
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When my 10-year-old son woke up, sat on the side of the bed and promptly threw up all over the floor last Thursday I was immediately overjoyed. Don’t get me wrong, I felt bad for him, he’s my baby, but theRead full post »

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You may or may not know that National Public Radio (NPR) has a three-minute fiction contest every year. The deadline is usually in fall—this year it fell on 9/25/11. A different writer judges the contest each year, and there is a theme. This year it was “Arriving and Leavin/Read full post »

 
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I used to reflect more, and I think it’s because I had more time. In particular when I was younger I was always setting these kind of false marks—last year at this time I was doing this, a week ago today I was doing that, and so on.Read full post »

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DECEMBER 19, 2011 5:38AM

Operation dismantle raft: or, holiday blues?

 
 
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I have to dismantle the above-pictured raft when I go to my sister’s in Minneapolis for the holidays. What does that have to do with anything? you might be asking. And that’s a legitimate question. But what you don’t know is that all the peccadillRead full post »

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DECEMBER 14, 2011 5:20AM

How I almost became an NYC art critic

 
 
  

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After my son was born on 9/10/01 (a whole story), I was scouting around for articles to write, or something, and a friend of a friend referred me to a friend who was starting up a magazine called SeasonedRead full post »

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DECEMBER 7, 2011 5:09AM

How I learned to stop worrying and love my crazy NY neighbor

 
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She’s tall and sloe-eyed with blond hair and high cheekbones, around 32—a real funky kind of Asian-Nordic look. My son and I asked her to take care of our fish about three years ago while we went to see our family in the Midwest. She has a… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 30, 2011 7:31AM

Megabus: NYC - Baltimore--oh, yeah

 
 
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Megabus travel is the new bourgeois, that’s one point. If you didn’t already know it bus travel has proliferated in the last several years, at least in and out of NYC. And other places, too, because my son and I took Megabus in the

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