Same As It Ever Was

Well, how did I get here?
This particular piece of writing comes from my time volunteering at the Alaska Raptor (Rehabilitation) Center in Sitka, Alaska. The incident occurred on 13 August, 1995.

A different version was previously published in the ARRC's old newsletter, The Mew Review, but annoyingly edited by someone namedRead full post »

I said this over at my neglected Facebook doohickey and I say it here again: Just be happy I don't hit y'all up when Public Radio fund drive time comes around twice a year! The only way this show and these people could be more meaningful to me is if IRead full post »

MAY 20, 2011 6:47PM

Random Acts of Armageddon

As part of the previously rhapsodied big change in my life I'm not thinking too much about, here's another recap of things I am mulling over. I didn't include this in the Open Call thingy because it's not 100% about the topic and I'm bitter that way. :D

 

I beg your kind indulgence for a brief (ha!) remark about my perspective on where I fit in relation to our beloved pop culture: Born four days after President Kennedy's assassination, I have never felt a part of the Baby Boom generation as many chroniclers claim encompassed those born anywhere in… Read full post »

MAY 12, 2011 8:31PM

Divine: The Series

I wanted to post something about a new web series that will begin showing this summer, I believe. The show is called, "Divine: The Series" and there's already been some rumblings on the web and on ubiqui-Twitter, @DivineTheSeries.  I don't want to say too much about who's in it because… Read full post »

MAY 12, 2011 8:00PM

Open Palms

Open Palms

my hands clasp
searching for Prayer
the spirit leaps and trips
Solace turns its back

god and me wrestled
Either of us real?
coincidence lit a miracle
someone rigged it

i held my heart in my
open palms, unbound
and none offered came to eat it

Where… Read full post »

MAY 12, 2011 7:53PM

Plight

Plight

So to hear you
back to try, try
her again, ply her
love to hear you try

and I do love to hear you
again, try to love her again
back, does she love you again?
try to love you, I try so
love her back again, try

 

 24th March 1998 Read full post »
MAY 12, 2011 7:36PM

Untitled spy dream

Dreamed mid-April 2000, began April 28, 2000. Someday, I will continue so in posting I remind myself.
 
 
Prologue

I walked through the office of women working at their computers, Vlosberck at my shoulder. None looked up as we went through our security routine of shutting and… Read full post »
MAY 12, 2011 7:16PM

Grandma Logore's Lakror

 I'm sorry I've been neglecting this. I hold no illusions and am pretty much apologizing to myself here. *laugh* To make up a bit and to put some things I've been thinking about on here now follows a few posts. I hope if you happen upon this you'll enjoy them. :)Read full post »
APRIL 22, 2011 3:22PM

Alternatural (excerpt)

 In The Beginning Was The Word

 

The dark motel room was cramped with two twin beds, a few plain pieces of wooden furniture, a flashing phone/clock/radio, an old cathode ray tube television and a tiny bathroom. Its avocado green walls and burnt orange carpet suggested it hadn't been improvRead full post »

FEBRUARY 23, 2011 5:08AM

To Distraction

Dear ghost of mine
reminding of promises, coveting amnesia despite
The face of three smiles
The voice succulent as a pear
The blossoming sky forget-me-knot eyes
Only these leave with me
the ethers randomly descend, forgetting again where my heading ends
DECEMBER 5, 2010 7:25PM

Window Shopping in the Mall of Souls

A few days ago I was reading a couple of forum threads dedicated to the craziest online personal ads and suchlike. I've only ever really pinky toe dabbled in that particular dating pool but have read fallout laments over the years that only encouraged my continued absence.

I finally decided to g… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 30, 2010 8:38PM

Gang aft agley

Gang aft agley

Go oft askew. Plans, this they will do. No, I'm obviously not a poet like dear old Robbie Burns but a few things have gone askew of recent, though not necessarily all in a bad way. There are still changes afoot, small changes much less certain of guaranteeing… Read full post »

OCTOBER 23, 2010 8:19PM

Cobby Dustwebs

Well, how tedious. Yet another abandoned list of vitriol and wit lying prone and plastered on the information highway.

 WAIT! It's been so long I didn't recognize my own blog. *snort* Yeah, I've been thinking about it off and on but thankfully that didn't interfere with my fruitful ignoring of i… Read full post »

AUGUST 23, 2010 7:18PM

Random Acts of Running

As I have only one Twitter follower I decided retweeting was not going to be terribly helpful so here I am writing a small blurb on Misha Collins' upcoming fundraising run. On September 5th he'll be running as far as he can and is looking for mileage pledges, donations and out and… Read full post »

AUGUST 8, 2010 2:26PM

Rambambling

Sunday morning brings the dawn in and if I write more of that song here I'll probably be in Big Trouble, which isn't an unknown condition to me I'm conflicted to say. A lovely thing that would make this morning better would be some Irish Cream for my coffee! I will be… Read full post »

AUGUST 7, 2010 9:30PM

Three old and nameless poems

For the fading scent of cologne,
Minding me of times dead,
And the almost dead waiting

For the right time to remember
And the dead becoming
Like the faint aroma,
Like the cologne of boiled raisins

For the remembered
Minding the life still left
That spice and scents
Bring… Read full post »

JULY 18, 2010 6:47PM

Wrong Thinking

I have been thinking again on Buddhism, Zen flavor. My brother found his way to Zen in the mid-1980s and much of what I think of it was found out through him, although I trace interest within myself to a book I read in 1973 about The Buddha, a children's story… Read full post »

JULY 5, 2010 3:39PM

Random Thoughts v.2

Some days the things going through my brain need to be written somewhere or they'll blow a hole in my skull:

 - I just read that John Cusack was playing his favorite Fishbone song during the boombox scene in Say Anything, not that generic Phil Collins sapfest. Thank you for b… Read full post »

JULY 1, 2010 4:13PM

Musings on HUGE

I wrote this piece for another online entity and thought I'd share here.

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I watched HUGE feeling I should rather than really wanting to and was left mostly underwhelmed yet with a few sparks of hope. Before I go on I just want to link a post from Huffpost by… Read full post »

APRIL 27, 2010 2:17PM

In That Second

This was inspired by a dream.

The boy wasn't really a boy but she used his age as the last shield to her heart.  He was a tall man, slender as a hungry teenager, yet she knew he'd just turned thirty. Worrying about age belonged to older women despite feminism:… Read full post »
APRIL 27, 2010 1:42PM

Untitled poem i (imaginary number)

He's the top
and the middle
and that bit at the bottom
Too
He's two men
Three men
Four men
Five
In one, and none
He's none for me
Is there one for me?

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APRIL 27, 2010 1:23PM

Endless Vacation, eghhhh

So, I'm in the hotel and going back on the move tomorrow. I can/can't believe it's been almost three months since I last wrote here. I've been writing, just not posting. I will post a couple things I wrote while waiting to board the ferry at home. They may not be…

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FEBRUARY 5, 2010 11:01PM

Point?

Every now and again I wish the gods were real so I could tell them to go straight to their own vision of Hell:  fuck them and the fucking lightning bolts they rode in on. What kind of an existence is this if not one purely of chance and pain? People… Read full post »

JANUARY 14, 2010 4:20PM

Something, Anything

A couple of weeks ago I had one of those rare compulsions to write something down. Unfortunately it was interrupted so the last bits aren't really what I think I was supposed to write. But, at least something's happen in this emptiness I call a mind, right?

The taste of pear, juicy yetRead full post »